Sunday, March 30, 2008

hot days, hot tempers

Very precious weekend, because my Saturday was eaten up by a guard duty. The weather added salt to the wound by maximising its heat and humidity.

As mentioned before, I like "major events" because they make the days pass very quickly, as was what happened in the two middle weeks in March. In this last week where there was no "major event", we simply had physical training everyday, the rest of the days just waiting for things to happen. The weekend took forever to come.

Its actually quite sad to see Creative being reduced to this, after having being emphasised for so many years by the government as a small local company that made it big internationally, and labelled a "role model" to brainwash encourage Singaporeans that we can all one day do great things too. On the other hand, I have to agree what Creative has done has indeed gone a little overboard, since what that guy has done was very well in the interest of the company, minus the donations.

The root of the problem, as it appears to me, is the fighting over what is mine and what is yours. Has always being a problem for mankind isn't it? Since young one would already have fought with siblings over whose toys belong to who, and as one grows up this argument balloons to money, custodies, land mass, airspace, oil, kidneys, the list goes on.

Won't the world be a happier place if people share instead of fight?

Ok maybe not. Maybe a little respect and compromise going both ways instead.

Forummers have since seized the chance to bombard Creative with cries of poor QC, with many of their MP3 players "up-lorry" after a year or so. While I admit that my Zen Micro has not been in the best of conditions for a long time, it has nevertheless served me for three good years, and I have never regretted my purchase.

盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

杨宗纬's 洋葱.

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密

Was a little surprised when I you-tubed to find 五月天's 阿信 singing this song on a Taiwanese variety show, where I then realised it was written by him.

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

Interesting to use an onion as a comparison; a novelty. And the lyrics are aptly written. I like!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

two great jokes

After stopping for almost two years I restarted my problem solving recently, in one of my several moves to "keep my brain alive". Being out of touch with it for so long I am very rusty now, already forgotten all the little tricks hidden inside the problems to trap me. Like the fact that the first value read in is not necessarily always smaller than the second value.

Thankfully there is a forum full of helpful people who pointed out all the hidden tricks, so I can correct my mistakes before submitting.

"Marking" is done by a robot, as in a software bot, and the data it uses to test the programs we submitted is kept secret; all it tells us is the end result, so awaiting the result yields the same feeling as receiving my O Level or A Level results.



At that moment nothing can be happier than seeing the word "Accepted". And nothing can be worse, in my own opinion, than seeing the word "Wrong Answer", because to me its the most vague result among those it gives.

Right now I have only solved a pathetic number of forty problems, out of the two thousand over problems it offers. And to complete this joke my ratio of submissions to accepted problems is 5.875 : 1, which means on average I have to submit a particular solution six times before I finally get it correct.

Wahaha.

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My first major problem after "upgrading" to Service Pack 1 has just surfaced. Apparently my save files for my racing game DiRT have all been "corrupted". I check that my files are still there, but somehow the game can't read them, which include the many days of effort I put in to complete my "career".

Service Pack 1. Wahaha.

yesteryears

One highlight during my years in AHS and VJC was watching sports matches and supporting my schools.

VJC days were much more fun because the staff there were much more flexible; they allowed us to cancel lessons to go down to external venues for important matches. AHS, being a secondary school, could not afford that. The only time I remembered going out of school was in Sec 1, to support a basketball match at a very old stadium to be torn down.

Fortunately AHS had an indoor basketball stadium (just about the only thing left that we can boast about), and most East Zone matches would be held there. Because we usually ended up among the top four in basketball, students from other schools found it unfair, going by the comments that they left here.

Stumbled across this sometime back, which I think is not bad, given that sports matches are not played on weekends. The bad thing is that the reports are submitted by volunteers, so if no volunteers, no report.

Looks good for AHS in their nationals; may the best team wins.

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My Zen Micro is dying =( It is showing its age; Connecting it as a removable drive throws me a empty drive, and I cannot get any songs out into my computer, which I had planned to do so to back up. Also its battery now runs out noticeably faster than last time.

I'm thinking of getting its upgraded cousin: the 8GB Zen MicroPhoto which was on a Chinese New Year sale at $99 at the Marina Square Creative Shop at when I went there last month, although production has stopped long ago. $99 for a 8GB player is very good a deal, but common sense tells me I should be using my PlayStation Portable instead.

On the other hand I like to play games while listening to music, which the PSP cannot do at the same time. And I actually listen to the radio more often than my songs, which was one major reason I chose the Zen Micro over the Ipod Mini back in 2005.

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My @#$%! Vista SP 1 is still @#$%! sluggish. Its @#$%! eating up @#$%! 1GB of my @#$%! RAM in @#$%! idle mode. @#$%!

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Good [thing it's] Friday

Really glad that there is a public holiday today for me to rest. Past two weeks had been tiring alternating between two different places for two different events, and the short weekend did not help.

Nothing physical, but there was the mental stress with the bars and crabs all over the place and we were expected to fix any computer problem they encountered, in the shortest time possible. Everytime they called for me my heart would skip a beat because I would wonder what to do if I was presented a problem I have never seen before and had no idea how to solve.

Maybe that's why I have more white hair now; I worry too much.

First time I saw so many bars and crabs there. The one who left me the deepest impression was one with six different wings across his chests, excluding the one on his collar and another on his sleeve.

But good thing everything is over now. At least until the next event comes.

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After reading all the hype, and all the [mostly] negative comments, I decided to go ahead with the installation of Windows Vista Service Pack 1.

Download via Windows Update and installation took about an hour in total, and the first thing it did was to cut off my Internet connection, although it was solved with a restart. Noticeably more sluggish now, although forummers say that things will be back to normal after a day or two.

Other than that, not much difference; the service pack was not meant for any visual changes though.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

2X

I think, there is no need for me to hide after all.

Thanks for the help!

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Never knew saikang can come in the form of exercises. For the first time since I entered my company I reached home only after midnight, missing a dinner with my friends, and instruction to us is: Sunday 5pm in uniform.

Hurray.

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Went NUS Open House today, which was about the same as last year. Mind Cafe after that, [Sua ku me was the first time there.] and ended the day with a class bbq at a friend's house.

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This has got to be the most happening birthday since ?; I cannot recall the last time a celebration(or somewhere near one) was thrown for me. After the class bbq a birthday song and cake was presented to me, together with two others whose birthdays fall in the month of March. [The last time I had a birthday cake was.....primary four?]

I have been officially labelled a nerd, because I was given a Rubik's Revenge as a present from the class -.-.

Fifteen SMS birthday greetings, which is another record I think. Thanks to all; really touched.

Having said that, I am still not used to birthday celebrations, and I don't think I will ever be.

And so my 2X has started. Its a long ten years before I enter 3X, which is..., haha too far away to think about it now. 2X sounds old =(, hopefully these ten years will be a good one.

Huat ah!

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Its so painful when you have bought something but you could not get to touch it until a week later. Then throughout the week you will be missing it very dearly...

Bought a Maxtor 250GB external hard disk last week at IT Show, but because I was going straight back to camp after that, and obviously I could not bring that in together with me, I had no choice but to leave it in my friend's care. Finally today I managed to get it in my hands.

An external hard disk has been on my wishlist for quite a long time [some friends are already irritated that I keep harping on it for the past few months but has not bought it, till now.] Two hard disks had kee chia before, and I had lost many many many things, and I don't think my heart is strong enough to withstand a third hard disk crash.

Hopefully this new guy does not disappoint.

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Formula One is starting! This year should be an exciting one, partially because of the Singapore GP, and partially because of the three way rivalry between Kimi Räikkönen/Ferrari, Fernando Alonso/Renault and Lewis Hamilton/McLaren Mercedes, not forgetting the black horse Felipe Massa/Ferrari and newcomer Heikki Kovalainen/McLaren Mercedes.

Local newspapers take out several of their precious Sports pages to analyse this new Formula One season, and maybe I am wrong, but I don't recall our newspapers having such an extensive coverage in previous years.

Biased.

Too tired to continue, or maybe nothing important else to continue.

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

countdown 2

11 more months to ORD!

Still bloody long.

Sunday, March 09, 2008

E*

I have seen the phrase "ASUS Eee PC" popping out in forums for some time, but back then I did not take much notice of it because I thought it was simply a small sized Windows PC.

Until I went to the IT Show and saw one.

While there is a Windows version of it, there is also, interestingly, a Linux version of it, and instead of a hard disk drive it comes with a 2/4/8GB Flash Drive, with sufficient memory and processor to surf the net, play simple games, and from my guess, the Linux can be hacked to do programming. Heh.

*remembers the VJC days where my senior was still using a Pentium laptop*

Very portable, and rather cheap at $598 only. Good product! Hopefully can get my hands on one next time.

I have to report back to camp very early tonight, and will setting off now for some errands before meeting my friends for dinner. Good week ahead!

Friday, March 07, 2008

F*

Good weather this week, but not in a good health to enjoy it.

After sneezing and coughing for almost two weeks I came down with a slight fever on Wednesday. Seeing the medical officer was a very troublesome process, and given the number of ridiculous rules coming up in the past two weeks, I reckon I may even be punished for falling sick. So in the end I survived on eleven-month-old Panadols, loads of water, more Panadols from my friends, and very cold water during my night baths.

Was lucky enough to skip Wednesday's physical training because I had work to do, and Thursday was Games Day instead of S0C. By today I was well enough to participate in today's training, though weakened, perhaps by the medication.

I was considerably cheered up today, thanks to my friends. I was asked to stay back to wait for a meeting to finish, and my friends waited together with me for two whole hours even though they could spend their time better elsewhere. Really apprectiate that.

Conversion of my unit life back to recruit days is almost complete, now that they have implemented a chin up regime. Forty eight every day, or two sets of eight each 5BX, lunch and dinner. The only thing they have not implemented yet is marching to the cookhouse.

So you attended a talk where the big boss asked for feedback, which in the end backfired on you after a whole new set of ridiculous rules came up, all in the name of discipline. Then now there is another talk by the small boss to tell you to decide carefully what you want to feedback, because it may backfire on you. Then at the end you are asked for feedback again. Will you still say anything?

The coming two weeks will see a change in usual routine as there are major events coming up, although its at these major events where punishments will be given out like free gifts. Like how a friend describes, "in packets of three".

If where I am now is a reflection of society, then I can be quite sure society is a f* up place.

Friday, February 29, 2008

crazy men on the loose

I very nearly had to be confined through the weekend, thanks to him.

It was back to usual business on Friday after the biggest bosses of all decided that there were enough people on the ground, so the crazy men of my company decided to give us a tekan session which they insisted was not one.

That fine day they decided to have a stand by bed. So after the morning run we practically spent the rest of the day cleaning every single corner of our cupboards, bed frames, windows, doors, the exit signs, the fire extinguishers, the floor plan that is pasted on the wall, among others.

After area inspection perhaps they found that it was not tekan-ish enough, they made us fall in to check our attires and dressings, and handed out more 'carry on 20's and show parades to those who did not pass.

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Its quite an unfortunate incident that the terrorist managed to escape, especially just as things are looking up for our wonderful motherland who has just gotten the chance to host big time events like Formula One and the Youth Olympics Games. Quite embarrassing for this to happen when the whole world thinks that Singapore is a no-nonsense country, and yet that guy could actually escape through a toilet window, a scene right out from television dramas.

Personally I think its not really a good thing that he has escaped.

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I think I am the most health unconscious person among my friends. While those around me are now eating only egg whites and leaving egg yolks out, I am one of the few who still gobble down entire eggs without thinking.

I have eaten three today.

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Just completed World in Conflict! This strategy game is a class on its own, because there are no bases to build, unlike almost all other strategy games. Each mission starts off with a number of reinforcement points, which is used to call in tanks and infantry and attack helicopters. Whenever an unit is lost the points are slowly fed back, so replacements can be called in.

Tactical aids are also available in the form of air strikes, off map artillery barrages and laser guided bombs(my favourite!) that can be called in to aid in battles.

One complaint I have is the variety of objectives to complete, or the slight lack of it. Most objectives involved only capturing strategic points, and nothing else. Another complaint was that I found the story line weaker compared to other games like Company of Heroes and the Command and Conquer series.

Last complaint I have is the cutscenes in between missions. Unlike other games where the purpose of cutscenes is to unfold the story and bridge the previous and the next missions together, the cutscenes in WIC are refreshingly about phone conversations between different soldiers out on the field and their loved ones at home. But also unlike other games where cutscenes were animations or videos, WIC cutscenes were, disappointingly, only still images with audio.

The game sort of makes up for those shortfalls with good graphics and audio, and interesting units like the ability for airborne troops to call in artillery barrages. Since this game is set in the Cold War period, units are more modern, such as Apaches and the Leopard 2A4s that Singapore is getting.

Overall, not bad a game, but perhaps not worth the 10/10 our Digital Life gave.

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A new version of Director is finally coming! Director is one of the first and main software I played with during my four years in my secondary school's computer club. Lost all the kiddy games that I had created back then, but the fond memories still stay.

Ever since Adobe bought over Macromedia that had been no news of Director for almost four years, until now. Quite alot of features added from what I see, and am I glad there is finally Unicode support! It was nightmarish creating the Inter-School Chinese Current Affairs Quiz when I was in junior college.

Sadly everyone uses Flash now; not many have even heard of the word Director.

The godly-ness of Director, not that I know everything, of course. Then again, Director and Flash complements each other, not compete.

Hurray! Can't wait to try that out.

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Typing out this entry using Windows Live Writer, something I downloaded along with Windows Live Messenger 8.5. Live Writer is actually standalone, as can see from the words '(No recently Posted)' under 'Recently Posted'; it doesn't import all my entries from my blog, although I can import individual entries. So its more of a interface to type out entries before it uploads onto the blog.

As for Messenger, besides some cosmetic changes, nothing much different.

I think everyone can see that Live Writer is one of the many attempts by Microsoft to win users over in this era of Web 2.0. Still too early to say if its a success or not, but Google is definitely one hell of a formidable rival.

Friday, February 22, 2008

First

Couple of "firsts" this week.

Went for my first ever aqua jog yesterday, which the name implied, running in the water. Instead of wading in a shallow pool, which I(and probably everyone else who had never done that before) thought it was, we had floats attached to us before getting into a pool where one end spelt 1.2m and the other end, 4.3m. Only our heads were above the water, and we did a couple of laps in running motion.

Looked easy, but it was not long before the hamstrings started to tire out. Still I guess this was better than S0C, and most of us won't mind more.

Just as everyone thought today would be a relaxed day after the usual physical training, the bosses decided to turn all of us out, the first time ever. I just came out of the bathroom half naked [upper half, in case anyone is strangely interested] when the turn out was called, and five minutes later I was at the parade square in full battle order.

Personally I think I am a much more tolerant person than many out there; I can tolerate abuses hurled at me, bad service, bad food etc; usually I just smile and forget. But one thing I can never tolerate is hunger!

The boss decided to call for a meeting today, not earlier, not later, at lunchtime. He is well known to be very naggy and long winded, as usualy it took him more than an hour just to tell us the events to come in the following months. Really difficult to bear through it.

A hungry sqw is a very, very, angry sqw.

Hurray to Singapore on getting the first ever chance to host the first ever Youth Olympics Games. I always love big events like this; they spice up the otherwise boring everyday atmosphere. With YOG there will be more things to read in the newspapers, more things to see and hear in the news, and more things to discuss with friends about. Hopefully they don't screw up like the Singapore Grand Prix ticketing system.

I am looking forward to the first ever Singapore Grand Prix too! I have always enjoyed watching the Monaco Grand Prix because its a bloody difficult track so the race is usually an exciting one. Hopefully the Singapore GP will provide the same, if not better, entertainment.

Go McLaren Mercedes!

My computer has gotten unstable after I added a fourth fan at the front to take in cold air to cool the components inside. Occassionally the computer keeps restarting itself instead of booting into Windows, a problem which I don't know why. I can only guess some loose connection somewhere. Also now this additional fan gives off a soft but quite irritating humming sound, because its quite a powerful fan.

Sudden mental block, until next time.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

run alert

The first sign of me not used to life before R0C showed up even before I left home when my mother reminded me to bring my camp pass, an object I had already completely forgotten.

And then I forgot where I had placed it.

Entire family took half an hour before it was finally found within a stack of other cards; by then it was too late to take the MRT anymore, so had to take a cab down.

Having not using my legs to travel faster than walking speeds for a month, I had difficulty switching back to the daily physical trainings in unit. Was totally shagged out during S0C training the following morning, which was apparently the slackest among those I had missed. Wednesday and Friday were runs with static exercises, and thankfully my boss gave us a Games Day on Thursday instead of more S0C.

No such luck next week; an ah-gua jog is scheduled to take place on Thursday.

I mean, aqua jog.

Red Alert 3 is in development! I had alot of fun playing RA2 back in secondary school, especially during LAN sessions with classmates. Tiberium Wars was a disappointment to me, no thanks to EA, so hopefully RA3 will not end up the same way.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

countdown

One more year to ORD!

Wah still got so long.

Monday, February 11, 2008

Return

Spent Sunday at my rich cousin's house. 三代同堂, many people were present.

Booking in tonight; Tuesday blues is already here. Having been away from unit for one month means I am going to have some trouble getting used to "normal" life. Not sure what to expect, hope there aren't too many changes inside.

Thursday, February 07, 2008

My Happy Ratty Moley Rodently Cheesy Lunar New Year

is one of my loneliest lunar new years yet, when everyone in the family except me had to work on the first day. Although somehow the house doesn't seem any different whether anyone is working or not.

CNY is half as exciting now that I no longer attend school. It was always a fantastic feeling to know that school on CNY eve would end after a concert.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

"thank you very much"

Of course the trip was not entirely a smooth sailing one. On the day I flew I realised, only at the airport, that I was a passport holder and not on the nominal roll. Well I did went for the briefing, but somehow I just missed the fact that I were to use my passport. Complacency set in as well because I assumed all trips under the name of the organisation were by nominal roll, so I didn't ask.

Joining me was a fellow colleague, who asked his parents to rush it down for him. Me? My passport has already expired, so no use rushing it down.

In the end I got through after a barrage of scoldings.

The problem with travelling with trainees from a training institute was that they treated everyone like kids. I drew many comparisons with my trip last November, where my identity was as a personnel belonging to my 'company'. And I should say I don't like people seeing me as a kid. Haha.

Let's see:
1) No jeans, only pants at the airport.[There was not a problem to me; old fashioned me was already wearing pants, but I, together with everyone else, wondered why not. Jeans were allowed for my November trip.]
2) No PT shoes, only dress shoes. [That was a problem, because it meant we had to bring along an additional pair of shoes. Again, why not?]
3) Safekeeping of disembarkation forms and 11 "bravo"s [no such thing for my November trip; we were told to keep ourselves.]
4) Haircut before going for R&R [what the hell, even us the attached personnel had to do so, no such thing during my November trip. Luckily the barbers did not do a bad job.]
5) Kitbaginspectionforreturntrip, before going for R&R [I wonder why there was a need for that when we are coming home. No such thing for November trip]
6) Rollcallat2359, and no movement out after that. [Although some people ignored that, going to a nightclub till the wee hours of the morning. No such thing for November trip.]
7) Vehicles were at our airport to take the trainees' kitbags back to camp for them, after we came home. [Now this was one move I wouldn't have complained about. I had to lug my kitbag home.]

After so many weeks on regimentation the trainees were obviously used to it. Returning home on early Sunday morning they were over the moon upon hearing that they were to report back only on the following day, on Monday morning.

Me? I return next Monday. To be frank I will be sulking if I am told to return the same day as them. Hahaha.

Well alright through this trip I saw for myself what kind of shit they had to go through [like carrying a backpack almost the weight of a human and walking 200m upslope, 81 steps upwards, and another 50m upslope, on a very, very steep hill where a missed footing will guarantee a return trip inside a coffin, or sleeping out in the field with freezing temperatures and non stop rain], and I salute them for their effort put in. Good job!

On my previous trip I also returned on an early Sunday morning, and after a short sleep I was on my way to my secondary school for its open house. This time, after a short sleep I met up with my secondary two classmates and teacher at lunch.

A close link somewhere between my alma mater and my arrival to Singapore. -.-

A good rest before returning after Lunar New Year; after three weeks away I hope I can get in sync with normal life soon.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

"tango yankee various monkeys"

I'm home! From "romeo oscar charlie".

It was cold. Very cold. I breathed out steam. When I urinated the pee gave off steam too.

I once thought Wallaby was cold. Now I think it was chicken feet. Back then we could sleep on the grass with just one set of clothes. In R0C I wore two sets of clothes, a winter jacket, another jacket to cover my head, covered myself with the sleeping bag, and I shivered throughout the night. Genuine uncontrollable shiver.

R0C is a agricultural country. In fact more agricultural than Australia. Countless numbers of farms rearing everything from flowers to vegetation to oranges to chickens and ducks dominated my sights as we took a four-hour bus ride from the airport to our destination, and throughout our stay there.

Whichmademewonderwhyakitbaginspectionwasrequiredforaustraliabutnotneededforr0c.

R0C has majestic power lines that run across the lands, through the mountains, and disappear into the horizon. The highways stand high above the ground, run overhead other highways and under high speed rail lines. The infrastructure was a sight to behold.

The efforts put in towards recycling can be clearly see too. Two to three bins always appeared together, one for general waste, and another one or two for recycling purposes. Everywhere. Something that can never occur in Singapore. Quoting my friend: "We just throw into any bin we see. You put a pail in a random public place and it will be filled with rubbish at the end of the day."

My first job involved staying at the top of a hill for four days and three nights, to help pass messages to parties who could not reach each other. Sometimes traffic got heavy; I would have three parties yelling for my attention at the same time.

My second job allowed me to travel around the town. The rural area was one place one could never find in Singapore. Bidirectional single-lane roads ran through the town, with shops and houses clustered together along the sides. Traffic was light, mostly scooters or small trucks that the residents used to carry their goods around. Height of buildings never went past four storeys, and the highest structure there was a huge golden Buddha that towered across the surrounding hills.

The countryside scenery was very beautiful. No pictures [hopefully a yet], and a friend told me to draw the scenery out. So drew I did:



Its all green!

*Runs and hides under the table to avoid the punches and kicks thrown at me*

The very, very fresh air and lush greenery made the place a perfect escape from the urban jungle.

It was the season of oranges, and we were generously given bags and boxes of oranges and kum, so many that we could not finish them.

Weather-wise, it doesnt rain there. But when it does, it rains for several days straight. It rained almost one entire week without stopping, although small.

R&R was very, very, very, fun. It made the one I had last November a total trash. We travelled upwards to the capital city, stopping along the way to visit a temple, a nearby lake, and a wine brewery.

We visited a theme park, where I sat a ride that took me up to 85 metres before dropping me down. And a "suspended looping coaster" that took me through two loops at 4.5G. Basically I wanted to scream but nothing came out from my mouth. The feeling was...high.

I chickened out at a ride at a second theme park. I decided that sending me flying at 122km/h was a little too much for my heart. There's no hurry anyway; two rides were enough for this trip.

At night when it was free and easy for us we visited the famous night markets around the city, travelling to different places using the metro system that worked the same way as the Mass Rapid Transit in Singapore. Those night markets were easily twice the size of Bugis Street, and the crowds were strong, especially on Friday where the weekend was here.

And of course, the famous dress sense of the youngsters that beat us hands down. They were not afraid to wear shocking colours and spot outrageous hairstyles.

The traffic scene there was again something we could never see in Singapore. In the rural town I once spotted a man, one hand on his scooter, another hand carrying a baby. Another one had a dog sitting on the legrest of the scooter. Because the roads were single lanes, the only way to overtake was through the opposite lane, which happened very often.

In the city pedestrian crossings were generally ignored. Vehicles and pedestrians alike just found their own way to cross the roads. Something smart I saw was the operation of traffic lights. Traffic lights did not come into operation on roads with light traffic. Blinking amber lights meant a major road with a intersecting minor road, while blinking red light meant the opposite. Smart in my opinion. Unlike in Singapore where the car stops at a empty junction at 3am, just because the traffic light is red.

I enjoyed my trip there very much; definitely I will go back again someday. Four days was not enough.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Send

So in a couple of hours time I'll be going off.

I'm more nervous than excited, because its a change of environment and I'm going quite alone. Quite because I'm going with two colleagues but I don't know them very well yet.

I don't know why I should be nervous actually, since I should not be doing anything more than 'shit jobs', but it may be because of the uncertainty of what I will be expecting there that causes the anxiety. There's nothing much I can do; I just hope life there will not be too bad.

Sayonara! See everyone soon!

Friday, January 11, 2008

F5

Refreshed.

Its one of those default templates; a little lazy to create one. Will see about it when I come home.

This week was xiong arhhhh. A new boss came, fresh from the oven school. I guess either he is not used to unit life yet, or he was instructed by the new big big boss; there was SOC training ["in the last 600m, you will be shagged beyond all imagination."], and alot of PT after the usual live run.

"PT IS FUN UNDERSTAND!", exclaimed him.

I'm pretty sure nobody minded some PT, but his tone could have been better. Now nobody likes him haha.

I skipped yesterday and today's training, because of that, otherwise I could have been completely knocked out. It was an unanticipated move actually; now everyone envies us. As for me..half of me wants to go; but the other half of me wants to stay. Not that I can change anything anymore though.

Last weekend was a busy one. Class chalet at Aloha Loyang, where the major event was cycling overnight to Changi Village. Saw the distintive feature that made Changi Village (in)famous. Haha.



Sunday was wedding lunch at Aranda. Had already gone there twice for chalet, but it was the first time I went there for a wedding lunch.

As mentioned the containers came home last Friday. Monday was spent unpacking everything. It was a huge mess; kudos to the store guys because of the number of things they had to clean.

Wanted to show this to everyone but was reluctant to do so in the first place.

During Wallaby doodling on the vehicles were very common, because of the large amounts of sand being kicked up onto the bodies during travelling. Using oil [I think] its possible to make the sand stay:

Friday, January 04, 2008

Alas, the containers came as we had our dinner. So next week I will have to help with crate unpacking.

Weekend will be a busy one. Besides a class chalet on Saturday and a wedding lunch on Sunday, I have my own stuff to pack, thanks to a stunt by a specialist to have a inspection on Monday.

I will be missing alot of things because of that. Damn.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

So it was the Orion constellation that watched over the soldiers throughout the exercise in Australia. Unmistakable because of the three stars in a row, equal distance from each other. No one who went Wallaby would have missed it, because the clear skies there meant we could see it, every single night.

I spotted it again on Sunday night while doing my guard duty. Nice.

Besides being the new year day today is also the 25th anniversary of TCP/IP. Haha very interesting. Thanks to Google for the reminder.

Through Facebook I realised I have primary school friends who are now friends with my JC friends, either they met somewhere throughout their education years, or are now colleagues in army. Small world indeed.

Sad I have to book in tonight. The containers are still nowhere in sight, which is a good thing. Best case scenario will be for them to come only after I have left. Heh. Highly impossible though.

Good week ahead to everyone!

Monday, December 31, 2007

As I await the arrival of the new year I do something which I do every year - recap, reflect, and resolve.

This year, just like the last, was an eventful one. I had my first work experience at a convenience store. I went through one of those 'rites of passages', National Service. Suffered under Gryphon Company in Basic Military Training, learnt alot in Signals Institute, and saw alot as I serve in my unit. Went overseas on an aircraft for the first time, to Australia. Was not on a holiday there, but I was happy I finally got out of my little well.

Below is my resolution for the year 2007:
1) Get into army in one piece, and survive in it until the end of this year in one piece.
["Come out in one piece" is 2008's resolution haha]
2) Enough money to support my [slowly increasing] gaming expenses, with enough to support myself, and also enough for university expenses. [That sounds difficult.]
3) Learn something useful and thereafter, build up a portfolio perhaps. This is really difficult, given that I have not much time left. But I definitely need to do something if I want to have some form of a "bright future".
4) Keep my brain alive. [Two years inside the camps can apparently make people lose all forms of thinking skills.] I may restart solving programming problems.
5) Seriously, the world a better place.
6) Peace and health and happiness for everyone around me! Including myself haha.

Reflecting,
1) Haha I got the year wrong. That aside, I have survived! Done!
2) I was spot on. I spent hell lot of money on gaming haha, namely graphics card to run the ever demanding games, with a power supply box to power that card. An additional piece of RAM, and Playstation Portable. After supporting myself there wasn't much money left for university. Oops failed. Consolation was that I did not end the year with lesser money than I started the year with.
3) I did learnt useful things, but I don't think the amount of effort I put in was enough to warrant a pass. Failed.
4) I helped a friend with programming problems through a couple of months, but in terms of ACM UVa problems I did not do anything more than registering a new account with their new server. Brain is half alive I guess.
5) Nope. Still a f* up world as ever.
6) From my own perspective I guess everyone is still overall happy ba; everyone has their ups and downs, but at the end of the day I think its still a bright day for all. Pass ba!

I admit I have neglected my little resolution, chucked it aside and deep into the archives not long after I came up with it; hadn't been a great year. Having said that, I have another year of contract with the government, so I have decided to give myself a second chance to fulfil it; a second year to turn those fails to passes. Its the same resolution for year 2008!

Resolution for 2008:
1) Survive in it till the end of the year, in one good piece, alive and kicking and able to make my own logical decisions. 'Come out in one piece' is 2008's 2009's resolution.
2) Save money!
3) Learn something new, and not procrastinate anymore.
4) Keep my brain alive.

And I realise I have confused resolutions with wishes. So,

Wishes for 2008:
1) The world a better place.
2) Everyone, including me, to lead happy lives.

The hand on the clock has crossed twelve; I sincerely hope year 2008 will be a much better year than the previous.

Happy new year to every single person on this Earth. May everyone achieve what they set out to do.

Last but definitely not the least, one year, one month and twelve days to ORD!
I was early New Year feast to the mosquitoes residing in my camp. At least twenty mosquito bites on me, and three deaths for eating without permission from the food.

The guard comd 'did not want to see anyone sleeping in the TV room', ordering all those who wanted to sleep to sleep on the beds. He himself took a pillow and went in to sleep.

One fine day you were at a very, very, crowded food court, about to die of hunger and eagerly searching for a seat and a table to sit down so as to fill up your grumbling stomach. Unfortunately all seats were filled up with hungry patrons induldging (slowly) in their meals. Then you spotted a table where the occupants were about to finish their meals, so you decided to stand beside them and (in)patiently wait for them to get lost (haha).

Just at the moment when they stood up and were going to leave and you were about to conquer their land, suddenly out of nowhere came a tray with food down onto a table. Irritated you looked up to see...an old woman.

You tried to argue that you had been standing there for a very long time, but she refused to listen to you. She asked, where's your food, where's your food.

Where's your food.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Leave is like school holiday. They are always gone before you know it.

Instead of reading up on Ubuntu I spent the remaining two days gaming. Wasted my time away, wasted my life away.

The latest winner of McDonald's contest is yet another female. Haha the forummers are complaining that the probability is not adding up.

New year is coming! New year means new hope!

Hope tomorrow will be a good day.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

UPDATE: I finally got Compiz Fusion to work. The guides I found did not quite work, but they gave me some ideas where to look into, so I went deep into the lib folder, made intelligent guesses and created symbolic links around.

But I was very disappointed to find the special effects, and the entire computer, very, very sluggish. Effects were at most around 10fps, and even web surfing was a little of a chore.

Well at least its working. I think the effects are sluggish because they are no longer optimised by the graphics card. Shall take a rest for now. Perhaps spend tomorrow tweaking Ubuntu for better performance.

END OF UPDATE.


Another day of dirty work.

Today I tried to setup my graphics card, in order to get the infamous cube spinning on my computer, aka Compiz Fusion, the special effects which are way more cool than those on Vista.



Its one problem after another. The installation of all packages went fine, but the special effects did not come up, and worse my entire computer became very sluggish.

One thing good about Ubuntu is the large number of users, so there is bound to be someone who has the same problem as me. This time, unlike the SATA harddisk driver problem, I did not take long to find out what the problem is. Its quite a common problem.

Turned out ATI's proprietary drivers have no support for this new OpenGL extension, something which nVidia has done long ago =(. The solution is to either use ATI's open source drivers, or link up to Mesa's library.

I am taking a break now, hopefully I can solve it by tonight.
Yay!

After almost a day of dirty work, Ubuntu 7.10, or Gutsy Gibbon, is finally running perfectly on this computer!

Since the day I got this Pentium D I have wanted to install Linux on it, but when I tried 6.10, or Edgy Eft, many months back, it stumped me with weird errors, which I suspected had something to do with my SATA hard disk, but I had no idea how to solve it.

Today I got the urge to try again, so I downloaded Gutsy Gibbon, burnt it on a CD, and installed it. Yay it booted into the desktop; the SATA error was gone!

But it was not a smooth sailing trip. For unknown reasons my network adaptor could not work. Ubuntu detected it fine, but it could not be activated, and the light on the router did not light up.

Combed through one entire night of forums and articles, tried countless ways, switched between Vista and Ubuntu a million times (because I could not surf the net on Ubuntu), but could not get it to work.

Just as I was about to give up, it miraclously came online. I have no idea why, although I suspect its because of the update to the latest drivers.

There's still alot to be done, but that's all for tonight.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Early Christmas morning I did one of the dumbest things one can do. I took a train down to Jurong East, pass two passport-size photos to a specialist, then took the train back.

The station was packed with communters commuters, because train service between Yew Tee and Woodlands towards Marina Bay was disrupted. Communters Commuters were everywhere, on the platforms, at the control gates, on the escalators, not knowing what to do. Announcements boomed over the PA system every few seconds informing, and apologising, of the disruption.

Quite oddly, by the time I reached Tampines, the displays read the disruption of the service was from Woodlands to Kranji, towards Jurong East, which was, the opposite direction.

I have yet to know what happened, since the announcements did not say anything more than "an accident". Hmm lets hope its nothing serious.

UPDATE: So I see. There were two accidents.

Back at Tampines there were dark clouds hovering over the sky. I made a gamble that it would not rain until I reached home, so I decided to walk home from the interchange.

Unfortunately I lost.

The moment I stepped into the corridors of the sports complex the rain came down heavily. This was one of the few times that I really apprectiated the efforts of our government - sheltered walkways linking up the flats. So I was relatively free until I was at the closest possible distance from the clock tower erected in the middle of the park behind my house.

Alas! There were sheltered walkways on this side of the park, and there were sheltered walkways on the other side of the park, all the way to my house. But there was no sheltered walkway across the park!

Some small event, but over-exaggerated by me. Ha.

Christmas eve was spent waiting to book out. Haha. Our kind boss let us off at noon, although all I did was to follow a few friends to an Egyptian restaurant for a little meal, after which I spent the rest of the day rotting at home.

Hurray for the next few days! Clearing my leave all the way till Saturday night, and I wish they will leave me alone. Sunday will be my second (and hopefully my last) extra, and also praying Monday, New Year Eve, will be another half day.

Merry Christmas again to all!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

The past four days was a nice little break for me. A proposed outing to Ubin for biking was cancelled because of heavy rain, so we ended up rotting at Suntec instead. Still not that bad, spent time catching up with each other.

It has been a very, very, very long time since I went to Sentosa! The last time I went was in primary school, and I have completely no memories of the place, save for some photos. Then again the place has changed so much that even my friends could hardly recognise it.

A little letdown in the morning, when only half of us turned up, but the day changed for the better when we bumped coincidentally into four colleagues from our unit (very, very, coincidentally, considering how small my unit is and how big Singapore is.). Ended the day with cycling, something which I have not done for the past year.

Saturday was watching National Treasure and attending a choir concert, in support for a friend. I was there to make up the numbers, because I can't really apprectiate choir music. Haha.

Going out for the past three days pissed my mother off, so I was grounded today. Spent the day resting and getting my energy back, before booking in tonight.

Some people think taxi drivers earn more now that fare prices are up. Ya right.

Someone realise that so far the winners for Mcdonald's Ring, Eat, and Win contest are all females. Haha so interesting. Conspiracy theory, according to a few.

Friday, December 21, 2007

As I have said in my tag, I don't really have anything to say. Past two weeks we just sat in our workplace and waited for phone calls to come. Phone calls meant work. Once done, back into the room, and waited again.

It was not a happy week, then again. Wearegivenofftomorrow,andallthosewhohaveappliedforleaveorofftomorrowwillbegivenhalfadayoffincompensation.

To top it off alloffdaysawardedbeforewewentoverseashadbeenwrittenoff,whichmeansmytwoandahalfdaysofoffaregone.

Sometimes its not because of the people one meets inside that turns one into a vulgarity-sprouting, middle-finger-pointing machine. Its really because of all the shit that one gets inside that he really needs either or both of those mentioned to get all that off his chest. Otherwise he will simply go crazy by the time he comes out.

You see how your boss pesters you to finish your work quickly, because he is rushing off to a chalet organised by the big boss. So you run around on an empty stomach trying to complete the task.

You see how everyone comes back to attend an important event, because the boss of the bosses says that everyone, except those overseas, must come back. Then on that day you see your every own small boss missing, and you know very well he's somewhere here in our motherland having fun.

I may have exaggerated a little, but its more or less there.

Don't say time will pass very quickly, because it is not. I really can't wait to go back to studies.

Saturday, December 08, 2007

Nothing can be more demoralising than having to go back to camp on a weekend. For the mistake I made in Wallaby I have been "awarded" two extras, which I serve tomorrow and on the 30th.

Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare is very fun! Very intense, really took me into the game. The cinematics and special effects made me felt like I was watching a movie, yet involved in it as well. At the last part of the game the entire team was injured after the bridge they were standing on was bombed. I was on the ground, the surroundings blurred, then the bad guy appeared. To my left the leader of the team, also injured lying on the ground, slided me a pistol, for me to pick it up, and shoot the bad guy, ending the game.

The screen tilts when you reload your weapon, because you have to retrieve a magazine from yourself. It tilts left and right repeatedly when you run, because thats what happens when you run. The smoke from the smoke grenades were so realistic, during one mission I threw too many of them that I myself could not see the way forward. Haha.

Besides playing as an infantryman there was also one mission where I played as a gun operator onboard the AC-130 Gunship. Three guns for me to use, the 25mm, 40mm and the 105mm O.O. And the screen was a thermal imaging TV, so everything was black and white, with friendly forces imitating faint IR beacons on themselves.

I guess the only bad point about the game was that the game was too short. But overall, very fun game!!

My short weekend ends here; hopefully tomorrow will be a good day.

Sunday, December 02, 2007

Years back I subscribed to Starhub's 1.5Mbps broadband plan. Through the years they doubled the bandwidth to 3Mbps, then to 6Mbps, and soon from 1 Jan 2008, to 8Mbps. The price had however remained the same (in fact went up due to the rise in GST).

And now they launched a 1Mbps plan, at about half the price -.-'.

Wouldnt it have been better if they had kept the bandwidth the same, but reduced the fees we paid every month?

At the start of the year DDR2 RAM was selling at $160 for a 1GB piece. It dropped to around $100 in a couple of months, which was the time I bought a piece to increase my system RAM from 512MB to 1.5GB, because then I thought it would not drop furthur.

Fast forward to now, it cost $30 a piece >:(

Too cheap to resist, so now..


Heh.

External hard disks were also hard to resist. Maxtor and Western Digital were selling 320GB hard disks at $129, which was about $0.40/GB. I very almost bought one yesterday. But in the end I didn't.

I still need one..two hard disks containing four computers worth of information had failed in the past years[because I always transferred my stuff over whenever I changed computers], so I lost quite alot of stuff, some memorable ones. So far I have not done any backup for this computer I am using, and although its a new computer there is no telling just when the hard disk is going to fail.

So much for those 0s and 1s.

My five days of off-in-lieu has come to an end, and tonight I will be booking in again [although I have already went back last Wednesday to do guard duty :(]. The store are still on sea making their way home, so I don't know what is in store for me this week. Hopefully nothing more than some moderate physical training.

Like companies out there, this month being the last of the year, is the month of clearing leave and off. Some people have fourteen days of leave to clear, but I only have a pathetic four days of leave, which I have applied around the Christmas period. Then again my big boss says the stores will come home right after Christmas, if that happens my leave will be converted to off-in-lieus :'(

Good week to all!

Friday, November 30, 2007

I still have more to say.

During our R & R we stayed in a motel which was directly opposite a ceremetry. Nothing happened throughout the night; i was dead asleep, but my friend whom I shared the room with saw a white light went across the room.


Done by some homesick guy I guess

It was the eve of the Australian elections, so I guess its no surprise to see..

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I was a member of the computer club back in secondary school (last time still got very zai name one - Advanced Computer Applications Club, or [AC]² heh).

Sec 2 days were the days we spilt into the respective groups. I went into Multimedia, where I learnt how to use Macromedia Director to create animations and games. End of Sec 2 there was the annual National Software Competition, and that year we were supposed to create a ten minute animation on telecommunications.

Well back then the club was rather poor to afford expensive graphics design solutions, so when we needed a picture of a "wildman", we couldn't find any (back then our source of graphics was Microsoft's Clip Art gallery)

We consulted our senior (one who inspired me alot), and he told us to modify ourselves, using Microsoft Paint! I was in charge of getting that wildman. Haha.

The "wildman" was afterall, a man, so first of all I needed a picture of a man.



I used Paint and edited it, until it became....



The wildman was to fan a fire to create smoke signals, which was a form of telecommunications in the past, so we needed an action of fanning.



Lastly we used a software called GIF Construction Set (which was already available in the school computers back then), put both pictures together, and....

Ta-Ta!

I'm very proud of my work ok! But in case if anyone is curious, we did not win anything. Lol.

Something to share, hopefully cheers readers up. Secondary school days were so fun then.

(In case Microsoft wants to sue me, we only used it for educational purposes! No commercial purpose! And we never claimed it to be ours!)

Good day!

Sunday, November 25, 2007

(I wrote this halfway one day after I came back, but never found the energy to complete it until now.)

I'm home! After 23 days in a foreign country.

Before all, happy (belated) birthday to my blog!

Sun, sand, sand, sand, alot of sand, rain, mud, sweat, shivers, shooting stars, kangaroos, cows, horses, 18 wheelers, beer, wine, chlorinated water (really aqueous chlorine), bathing with 6 men together in one room; been there, done all that!

I breathed sand, ate sand, drank sand, wore sand, bathed sand; I touched more sand in 23 days than in my last 19 years. In fact some of us joked we would die from excessive sand intake soon.

It was my first time I work in my unit, and now I have a clearer view of my job scope, what to do, what not to do. I have also better understood the personalities and characters of the people around me, just how @#$%! some people can get, so I now know who to look up to, who to ignore, whose tails I should not step on.

Then again who knows? Maybe to the others I am @#$%!, and should be ignored.

It was during outfield that I realised handling long entangled cables really sucked. Especially when I was trying to untangle them and someone hollered into my ear to hurry up. We really should go wireless asap.

We used to think camouflaging ourselves was horrible, until we had to camouflage our vehicles.

Right now I (may) have at least three extras waiting for me, because of a mistake I made. Hopefully it was only a threat my name was not sent in.

Two things I regretted not bringing to Wallaby: Camera and gloves.

We were told then that if we brought cameras we would have to surrender them, only getting them during our R & R. It turned out instead to be free-for-all photo taking, although a warning was given during one of our ROs to take note what photos we took.

On some days the weather there got really cold, so while my uniform and jacket some warmth, my hands were freezing away. Terrible feeling.

The afternoons there were very hot. So hot that sometimes I just could not stand under the sun for one more second. After the sun set the weather got drastically cold, really balls shiver. The sun started rising at 4am, by 6am the sun was high up in the sky shining brightly at us, yet the air was still so cold then we had to wear our windbreakers just to walk from our tentages to the toilets.

I saw the biggest night sky I ever seen in my life. In the outfields of Australia it was total darkness at night and on some nights where I was deployed on a huge open ground, the night sky I saw could not be contained in my vision, and the number of stars I saw was simply uncountable. That was also when we spotted shooting stars. Especially the last night of exercise where four of us laid a groundsheet on the ground, and slept under the stars.

I only spotted kangaroos near the end of the the exercise, when a family of four hopped past us. Some of them followed them all the way down the hill, where they saw an entire pack of about ten of them. I could only regret not following. There was a cow farm and several pony farms along the route from camp to town, thus I saw more cows and horses than kangaroos.

No luck with koala bears though.

Rockhampton was a little similar to the Singapore heartlands. I guess its sort of a transit town between large cities, because of the large number of motels there. I guess they valued family more than we do in Singapore; most of their shops closed after 5pm, with late night shopping till 9pm on Thursdays, and were totally closed on Sundays.

During R & R we went on a trip to the Capricorn Caves. Nothing much to see actually, its simply caves. Or maybe its just me who don't know how to apprectiate those flowstones and such.

I drank a grand total of three cans of beer, from brigade, company and platoon happy hours, plus several more mouthfuls from losing at some dumb games, and a couple of cups of wine. I still don't like beer. At all.

After spending almost a month there, most of us agreed that we have actually gotten quite used to life there. Living conditions was much better than we expected, except that place lacked entertainment, and we somehow got that extra bit of freedom compared to Singapore. In fact we wouldn't have mind staying there for a longer time. Great experience!

***

After coming back home I had a two hour sleep (actually three because I overslept by an hour), then met up with my friend to go back to Anglican High for its open house. Nothing much has changed; it felt more like CCA orientation day when I was back in Sec 1. Alot of new and unfamiliar teachers now, though a few ones from my time were still there. Didn't get a chance to see them unfortunately.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Poor country pumpkin me is going out for the first time! I'm quite excited actually, although I know there's the hundred crates waiting for us there. [Secretly I'm hoping the half of the people who have already reached last night will have unpacked everything by the time we reach there today. Heh.]

Alright, I'm off to



See everyone soon!

Something interesting for everyone to see:

Anglican High School Open House
Saturday, 24 November 2007
8.00am - 11.00am

I wonder what do they have to show. Hmm.

I'm seriously hoping I will come back alive and kicking in one piece.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Back in trainee days the people around me were, sadly but frankly, all hi-bye friends. We spent a few weeks together going through training, then thats it, they go east, I go west.

In unit its totally different. We stay in our respective units permanently till we ORD, we hold permanent positions, so basically I eat, sleep, shit, bathe, suffer, with the same bunch of people for at least a year. Should some happens, they are the ones I work alongside with.

Perhaps because of that the unit realises the importance of us knowing each other well, and it goes to great lengths to achieve it. Last month I had platoon cohesion, where my platoon booked out early on a Friday morning to have lunch together. Today was company cohesion, where the entire company booked out yesterday night (except for poor me and my friend who had guard duty), gathered at The Chevrons today and had a little inter-platoon bowling competition.

My platoon narrowly lost to another platoon, so there goes a half day off tomorrow for us.

I do wonder if cohesion really serves its purpose. Last month when we helped the other platoons packed their crates under the bloody hot sun the bosses encouraged us on with "Company effort! Company effort!". Then now when its my platoon's turn I don't see any company effort anywhere.

Nevertheless I still enjoyed myself. At least its something different from the routine PT and regimentation everyday. Nothing beats sleeping at home too.

Kitbag has finally been inspected and sealed. Now we are all just waiting for the big day to come.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

"Not many people from this company gets confined, so there are not enough people to do saikang during the weekends."

The downright stupidest thing one can ever hear coming out from a mouth. Its like saying there is nobody to clean the jails because there are not enough criminals getting thrown in there.

Seriously. Really. Very. Stupid.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Welcome home, Sergeant!

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Unfortunately I could not hold on to the momentum; lost the drive to log in and navigate all the way here to type something. Then again, I'm pretty sure no one is interested in what time I wake up every morning, what food I have for lunch, or how many bags of trash I throw on a particular day.

Two weeks ago a staff (sergeant) broke into a fit of anger, apparently because someone used a stamp(or chop) and stamped(or chopped) three times on his table, and damaged something as well. The entire company was gathered in the office so he could show everyone the 'damage'. I was on a course at another camp then, so I didn't know anything until I came back in the evening. As no one admitted to 'vandalising' his table, the entire company had their nights off forfeited until the person steps out.

To most of us he is kicking up a big fuss over it, but perhaps what seems like a minor incident to us may be a major one to him. We always tend to assume everyone feels and thinks the same way as ourselves [read: self-centered]. A rich guy finds it normal to spend 11 bucks on a meal, but a poor man doesn't necessarily find it normal too. Its always this lack of understanding and accommodation towards others that causes all the unnecessary conflicts to arise.

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died


Luxury items are a huge temptation. I have, for a long time, resisted them, constantly reminding myself my financial status is different from the majority out there, but now I am craving badly for a Playstation Portable. I have always hoped that people be less greedy for money, and believed that people should work for their interests and not for the money, but now I begin to see that it will be impossible. Money makes the world go round; I don't think there is anyone in this world who list washing toliets and sweeping roads as his hobbies.

[I badly want to ask why there are people who spend billions of dollars everyday on luxurious cars and properties, while there are many out there who struggle to scrape together enough food to feed themselves each day, but seeing the amount of money I have spent on this very computer I am typing on now, I think I have no rights to question them.]

So instead, my question should be, how much is considered enough?

My friends were discussing about multi-level marketing not too long ago, about how their friends 'invested' lump sums of money in MLM companies. They got back their capitals after many months, along with [very] significant amounts of profits. It does sound very tempting with all the money involved, but a strong smell of scam lingers. There is a long thread in the forums, and interestingly there are people who stand by this scheme.

Personally I prefer to enjoy the money I earned with my two hands, and not by throwing money into a bottomless well, then sit there and pray everyday that it will throw [more] money back to you.

Ok I have not answered the question I raised. I'm quite unsure myself actually, so meanwhile as I try to find out, my answer will be:

知足,知足!

Friday, September 21, 2007

Instead of hitting the games right away the moment I reached home, I decided to sit down and (try to) write an entry worth the readers' time reading. Challenging task.

Despite my lack of meaningful blog entries due to my monotonous lifestyle this half-abandoned blog of mine still receives its share of readers every day; definitely not hundreds of hits like those celebrity blogs, only single-digit visitors on weekdays, with a little over ten during the weekends, and I am really very grateful for that, for it perhaps proves that I am not what my MSN sub-nick says I am.

Blogs, one of the results of Web 2.0, has survived over the years to become one of the most popular mediums for information sharing. Besides being a substitute for diaries for many, blogs are used by some as online commercial stores, by some to publish podcasts and jokes to entertain the masses, and others as a way to make themselves well-known overnight.

Blogs, with their abilities to store past entries as archives, serve as wonderful memories in which they can revive as a click of the button. I have always enjoyed reading my own past entries, but unfortunately my English vocabulary is not good enough to bring out the tasty juices within. Luckily for me I have friends who went through the same shits as me, and thus provide a stereotypical view of my past experiences. I also have the benefits of a class blog, where different people provided different preceptions to things that had happened around me, and my (previous) CT rep from my JC class who can use his powderful English to make the good old Vee Jay days sound like they happened just yesterday.

Indeed, days seemed much better back in the past. School was stressful of course, I was disappointed with my crap results, whether academic or co-cirricular. But there were plenty of fun times I had with all my friends, from secondary to college. The times spent walking down the slopes of AHS towards the MRT station, then afternoon tea TM MacDonalds before heading for home. The dumb jokes cracked while on bus 31 home. The days in [AC]². The days in iCOMP. [Shit I am too geeky.] Soccer at AHS street soccer court. LAN at Katong. Not forgetting the numerous class gatherings.

Now, nine months since we have graduated from college, everyone is leading separate lives now. The class blog has become a graveyard, with the occasional stir nothing more than a cat meow. To be fair its not just the class blog; most blogs I notice, even mine, are struggling to stay alive, or is it because I lack friends of age groups who are not in uni/in army/studying for O'Levels/A'Levels now? Haha. There is hardly any time for any outing, and the nominal roll is always a miserable number.

Judging from my past entries I think I sound more cheerful back then.

Staying in camp dulls me out quite abit. Sometimes I just could not find any energy to joke with the fellow signallers in my company, so many times I am actually left on my own. Sadly the same thing happens when I book out. So a dull me can only produce dull entries which dull the readers.

Hurray to the blog archives, not just mine but also my friends', for they put smiles on my faces everytime I read them. Hopefully these blogs will stay on, so the archives will always remain in the years to come. Some say that we should not look at the past anymore, but rather, look forward, but then I beg to differ.

Sometimes when I listen to songs from my MP3 player I have the habit of listening to the same song that I like over and over again, just to savour the nice melody that comes out from the earpieces. Sometimes I listen to a song for a couple of seconds and I skip off to another song, because I don't feel like listening to it. I wonder what may happen if there are similar controls on our lives. Skip the exam periods because I don't feel like taking them? Staying at the same spot and playing soccer over and over and over again?

On the other hand, I think perhaps because there are no such controls on our lives, that we learn to cherish the fun times we had, making them all the more worthwhile to remember, and to endure through the hard times, then taste the fruit of the labour.

I'm not entirely sure the purpose of this entry; as usual my incoherent mind is acting up. Perhaps I just wanted to make sure readers don't waste their time coming here each time. I have more to write, but a break first for now. Hopefully I can get something else up before I book in tomorrow at 10pm, for a sentry duty on Sunday.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Packing has finally completed, after slogging it out for the past few weeks, rain and shine.

Rather shocked when I read about the death of Colin McRae, the racing legend whose name has appeared in the racing games that I have played over the years. Maybe this will end with DiRT.

Recently I got my hands busy with Java, and now I realise Java indeed spoonfeeds alot. Many of the functions that we used to crack our heads trying to write can now be found in their packages. On the other hand it looks neater than C++, since everything is object-oriented.

I want to continue, but not in the mood to do so.

Sunday, September 02, 2007

I'm struggling to keep this thing updated, since my weekdays are spent in camp, and now guard duties have kicked in.

Nothing much for the previous week, (un)fortunately.

Currently playing the game DiRT, which is a new racing game to the long running Colin McRae series which I have played for a long time. The series get fatter with the release of each game, and DiRT continues the tradition. Now the game not just offers standard WRC rally cars, but also hard-core off-road SUVs, buggies (or buggys?), and even huge dump trunks!

These new vehicles add a whole new lot of challenges to the game itself. SUVs and dump trunks, with their (very much) higher centre of gravity, will flip and roll if you turn a corner at very high speeds, easily making you drop from first to last.

I also notice there are alot more uphill races, which make vehicles run much harder than before. There are rallies set in Japan, and yes there are Initial D-style winding roads that run along the side of hills, but no they aren't downhill races.

The graphics has also improved quite alot since the last game, and now some scenes look like they are taken from Tekong. Haha.

The game also incorporates a damage system that makes Need For Speed: Carbon look like a noob game haha. Knocks and hits during the race damages your car and performance drops, and crashing into a tree at 150kmh instantly puts you out of the game.

This game is very CPU-intensive, in addition to being graphics-intensive, perhaps because the game actually computes interesting statistics like longest distance ran on two wheels, highest jump, average speed etc.

Overall, great game!

Ok, game review over. Have to sleep soon, because when I wake up again it will be back to camp for guard duty.

Monday, August 27, 2007

After spending almost the entire week last week at the NDP floating platform helping out with AHM, its finally over.

We the new signallers were stationed in the AHM command post, the main nerve centre where all orders and information went through. My work wasn't exactly that tough actually, perhaps because of my rank haha. Mostly I just helped carry stuff around, swept, cleaned, and did and printed charts. Most of the time was spent doing nothing, or playing with the family of cats haha.

The eve of the Big Day was the busiest of the week. Upon reaching there at 9pm we helped set up a function room for officers' and VIPs' wives and children, which involved shifting sofas and coffee tables around. Then I pasted posters around the place.

The remaining night was spent standing next to the charts pasted on the walls in the command post, updating the charts as road closures and setting up of waterpoints, medical posts and ambulance posts came into effect. The room was almost exactly a scene of a war room haha, where all the walkie talkies screamed at the same time.

By the time the run started in the morning I was already very tired, since I never slept at all, and the many cups coffee I drank did not help.

Being in the command post meant I could see almost everything that happened during the run. I saw the complaints from the public and the hotels on the noise pollution, the updates of people being hospitalised, and yes, the death as well.

We waited for the event to be over, tore everything down and sent them back to camp.

Now that its over I can no longer go home on weekday nights, have my lunch and dinner at Marina Square, and no longer work in a place outside camp. Life will be back to normal when I report back to camp later.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Good morning! Blogging on my old Linux machine haha.

It has been a long time since I used Linux, after I got my new Compaq running on Vista and for some reason, refused to let Linux run on it.

My father recently bought a router, which has since resulted in my first ever computer network in my own house (haha, years after many others have done so). The good thing now is that I no longer need to fight with others over the use of the computer haha.

My father is using this Linux machine, and he wants to surf Chinese websites, so I installed Chinese support on this Linux. Now its displaying Chinese characters correctly, and the only thing I haven't do is allow the input of Chinese characters, which I have forgotten how to.

"Once Chinese, everything Chinese".







Right now I have a Vista + Fedora Core 5 + XP combo on my network. I haven't tried file sharing yet. Heh.

I think I'm easily impressed haha.
I came home today to read a sad news about a young 16-year-old student who got killed in an traffic accident.

Its a waste, everyone says. A school runner whose family has already planned for an holiday two days after his 'O'-Levels ends. Died before he could say his last words. Well, at least a consolation is that many people are crying for him.

I wonder what will happen if I were to die someday somehow all of a sudden too. So far all I know is that my good friend will be happy that I have died. In a way it makes sense.

I spent this entire week at the NDP floating platform, helping out with the Bay Run which will be held on Sunday. Besides fellow humans the saikang warriors there had another species of animals for company: 3 kittens and their mother.

The tiny blue-eyed kittens are very, very, VERY, cute. No kidding.

Unfortunately when we returned today the number of kittens was reduced to two, and we had no idea where the last one went. Hope its still alive though. The siblings seemed oblivious to the absence of one of its members, still happily playing with us and among themselves. They took our boots as objects for them to sharpen their claws and teeth.

The mother, while looking tired the entire day, was still able to eat a packet of rice given to her. She gave off low meows whenever she saw us, and I wondered if she was asking for more food or if she was pleading us to look for her child.

Then again the entire family looked pretty relaxed. Literally 吃饱睡,睡饱吃。When it rained they just hid in the shelter, and continued sleeping. What good lives they lead.

Monday, August 20, 2007

On the first day in armour my sergeant sent to me...

An order to do saikang.

After breakfast in the morning, went down to Marina Bay to do setup and carry stuff. Finished late in the evening, thus we were given the option to go home and book in tomorrow morning.

Definitely its a little of a morale booster, even though the time spent at home is short. Hopefully I can get through the rest of the week peacefully. Starting tomorrow, technical handling of my new weapon.

On the second day in armour my sergeant sent to me...

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Thankfully the day has been very peaceful so far, so I guess nothing should happen until next week.

My (then) platoon back at SI has created a little uproar, because we were trained to do what is not required by the units, and in our respective units we are told to do what we were not trained in. Emails are flying around to gather support, and our course commander promised to look into it.

Frankly speaking I had not expected this little unhappiness among my platoon mates. The same problem happened to me too, but I thought that me a lowly Private should just accept whatever is given to me, so I had just resigned to my fate. Haha perhaps I have sat on the fence too much that I lack my personal stand. Now that the big shots are looking into it, I give my support as well. Its not about retifying our problem; its ensuring that the same problem does not occur in future batches.

My eight week stay at SI has been quite an interesting one. During my stay I experienced the complex relationships that exist among human beings. Haha ok its not that chim, but I saw for myself how the superiority complex that some people have can make them think they can push the 'lowly' beings around, casting out all forms of respect we should have towards each other.

Extending my point I also saw how people who behave differently from the rest of us are being ostracised and made fun of. Indeed, there seem to be a certain formula to which all of us are expected to be adhering to, and those who do not follow that standard formula are declared abnormal, and frequently becomes the butt of jokes. Interestingly this formula is the formula just because the majority acts this way, so again this superiority complex descriminates the minority.

I need to say that I am no saint, but a ordinary human being just like anyone else, so there are times I couldn't help but laugh along too. There are times I get fed up too. But I think there is no need to say it squarely in his face that he is stupid.

There is a need for a compromise somewhere sometimes I think.

On a less serious note there were times I enjoyed myself. The platoon as a whole, especially my bunkmates, were all pretty easy to get along with. I enjoyed reading all the comic books my friend brought, and playing the card games with others. In fact I was more upset leaving SI than compared to leaving Tekong.

Unforgettable also, of course, was the female toilet at the first storey of the accommodation block. Two groups of prowlers from my platoon heard the doors inside slamming repeatedly when they walked past during their prowls. It didn't happened to me, (un)fortunately. After this news came out, a whole lot of ghost stories from Tekong to SI was told by fellow platoonmates.

In my new unit I am allocated to a bunk (literally) full of PSPs, which I have no idea whether its a permanent or a temporary one. But I expect myself to be ostracised soon, since I did not follow the majority and get a PSP myself. Hmm.

Not long ago I had installed a fan on the side panel of my computer, and it used to be a intake fan. I turned it around now so it becomes an exhaust fan, and I think it is working wonders in bringing down the temperature of the system. I am considering drilling more holes on the side panel so I can add another fan to bring out the hot air coming out from my graphics card, and it shall be on hold for now.

I've ran out of things to say. Till the next time. It will be a long week.
Past two weeks have been very eventful.

Last second week was my final tests and exercises. Not too difficult, half screwed only.

Absence of an entry last week was because I went down to Sim Lim Square to get these:



Not exactly a well-known brand, but I bought it because the distributor can be trusted. Bought a power supply box as well, because my previous box could not supply the power it requires.

I spent a long time deciding which to buy: high end but old, or mid range but new. In the end I settled for the former, because I decided that I rather the graphics runs smoothly than have eye candy at a horrendously slow frame rate. I'm very happy with my purchase, and what is really needed now is time to play the games.

I spent the day fixing up everything, hence the lack of time to blog.

Last week was the final week at SI. There was summex; nothing much to say, except it was f-up at usual. Last day ended with a graduation ceremony, and half a day of area cleaning until we were finally allowed to go.

Friday was my first day at my new unit. Everyone was so busy with all kinds of stuff to attend to us; by the end of the day we booked out still not knowing what we are supposed to do. And shitty stuff awaits me when I book in on Sunday night.

Life currently sucks, and morale have dropped to a new low. Hoping things will improve very, very soon, although I think I still have a long way to go.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Last monday was radio exercise, and while other platoons get to travel to various parts of Singapore in their exercises, ours was held in different parts of the camp. I was quite disappointed actually, but I guess the purpose of the exercise was to learn, and I did learn quite a bit.

Wednesday was my first ever guard duty, and I did prowling with my friend. Time passed fast, but it was tiring walking up and down the slopes and stairs.

Inside the guardroom I couldn't help but noticed a plaque which stated that the guardroom was 2nd position for the "Army most courteous guardroom", although that was many years ago. I am rather amused, because I wonder to what extent courteous can a guardroom be.

"Good morning! Welcome to x Camp! How may I be of service to you?"
"Will you please take out your camp pass and show it to me? Thank you for your cooperation!"
"Please raise up both hands and place them behind your head, and squat down, so that we can arrest you. Thanks!"
"Please put down your weapon or I will have to shoot you. Sorry for the inconvenience!"

That particular morning many people were coming into my camp to take their IPPT, so they needed to get camp passes from the guardroom. In that case...

"Thank you and have a nice day! May you pass your IPPT with flying colours!"

One night we ordered fast food from a particular fast food chain, and it was a rather big order. When the delivery came they missed out my burger, and they promised to come back with it. In the end they took one hour to deliver, and I had to force it down my throat in half darkness in my bunk, because it was past lights out.

Two platoons have completed their course and passed out, and next week another platoon will be doing so. The place's getting quieter.

Awaiting me in the coming week is four tests and preparation for my last exercise.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

As the end of course nears, the last three weeks are filled with all sorts of tests and exams and summary exercises to complete, although I have assurance from my friend that they are easy to pass. The end of course also means getting posted to unit. All of us are eagerly awaiting (and guessing) where we can get posted to. The dream post is a 8-5 job at SI or at HQ. Haha.

We were given five weeks to complete the first chapter of our network course, and now we have two weeks to complete the second chapter. I have just completed five module tests, and the scores dropped steadily from 92.3 to 65.0:(

The presense of animals in our accommodation block has spiced up our otherwise monotomous lives there. First was a bird nest complete with a little family that appeared a few weeks back. The bird nest was mysteriously destroyed, but the family of four still sits at the pipe every day. Then there is this cat which has fur so neat that I suspect its someone's pet. It hangs around the ground floor lobby, which we play with when we go downstairs for a snack at night. One thing I note is that it meows at everyone, as if its trying to tell us something.

Finally something for everyone to enjoy, thanks to G.

The Japanese have finally uncovered a mystery. How does the small arrow on your computer monitor work when we move the mouse? Haven't you ever wondered? Now, through the miracle of high technology, we can see how it is done. With the aid of a screen magnifying lens, the mechanism becomes apparent. Click on the following link and you will find out:

http://www.1-click.jp/

The image may take a minute or two to download and when it appears, Slowly move your mouse over the light gray circle and you will see how the Magic works. Then move fast and stop. Don't forget to try the left click button.

Back to studies.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Just realised network is actually quite fun. The theories are bloody dry, enough to send people off to dreamland the moment the lectures start, but the hands on are definitely interesting. Or maybe its just me.

Celebrated Racial Harmony Day on Friday (haha and I thought I will never experience it anymore after graduating from school), and we played traditional games. Cheated our way through Zero Point haha. Then there was the performances after the games. Each platoon was supposed to send in a skit script, and the top three gets to perform. We thought our skit was shit, but apparently the rest were even shitter, so we got first. Haha.

Watched Harry Potter. Its no wonder why many said its not as good as the previous movies. Overall the movie was not bad la, but even at 2 hours 10+ mins I still felt like it was too hastily rushed, and lacked abit of climax.

After that went down to Marina to catch a little of the NDP preview, specifically the defence display. First time I was in such close distance from moving choppers, but then its still abit too far. Standing at Merlion Park, the waters did not splash on us as promised by the papers when the Chinook came to 3m above the water. The only memorable event was when the Chinook carrying the national flag flanked by four Apaches flew past directly above us.

Ah. I plugged my expectations against my experience at the Air Force Open House last year. I can still remember the deafening noise from the fighter jets.

Tomorrow will be one packed day. A final tutorial and exam will be on Monday and Tuesday respectively, and I have six modules yet to complete. And then there is the network simulator which I have just downloaded that I hope to play around with.