Haix....wah todae my frens all nvr blog...so sianx...everyone go out play liaox...haha..
I oso nth to say la..haix..tml competition coming liaox..sianx

Haix..i noe u all vv good pple...i appreciate wat u all are trying to do....i really vv touched...but then hor..i really dun wan u all to waste money on me la....i feel vv bad when i tink of tt lor..cos the money u all spend can be put to better use..u all can save up to buy things then u urselves like, like ur bears, ur mp3 SC cards, ur fifa 2006 etc....buy books, games, songs, food......or simply save up for a rainy day...
Or save up so tt u can buy bigger and better birthday presents for others.....
The time u all spend in preparing all these can oso be used somewhere else right?Like sleeping, talking to family members, watching tv, etc....dun waste on me la..
I'm just not worth all that, ok?Can?Pls?
Haix.
QINGWEI'S SAVE-MONEY BIG PLAN!
1.A whole day's meal cannot exceed $2.50.
2.No more delicious drinks.ONly water.
3.No more snacks.
4.Maximum of 1 public transport trip a day.
5.No movies.For as long as possible.
6.No fast food.....for at long as possible.
7.Absolutely no yoshinoya, hiroshima, nagasaki etc.Only food court.
8.Dream computer postponed for another year.(Haix.)

Haix.No choice la.

CIP todae.Flag day at chinatown..enuff said.
Just now i watched the true files...tonite espisode was abt the girl tt was tortured by her so-called friends for 17 days..this case was quite a memorable one cos it happened when i was quite grown up le..then i rmbed this incident.
I cant fathom y those pple exist in this world lor....they so downright damn pervertic lor....torture a girl for not apparent reason...burn her, beat her abuse her etc....they....crazy lor..
I feel like killing them.
But i tink its the parents who should shoulder the most blame....they nvr take care of their kids well..nvr teach them...then allow them to luan luan lai....haix....sad case.
Some of the girls were convicted in 1999...then this yr they should be out of jail liaox...duno if they have learnt their lessons or are they still tt pervertic?Hope not....
Hmm.....i dunwan to put wet blanket over my frens la...but hor...i next week damn busy la...tues wed thurs got robotics competition, then becos still got alot of things still not complete, so mon sure gotta go back sch de..
Then hor..tues wed thurs is we get kicked out of first round la...if miracle appears and we get into next rounds or even finals, fri and sat will be gone too....
(P.S. Most likely all full days)
ANyway y am i saying all these?Cos i noe wat my frens are going to do soon.....haha...I noe my frens vv well..haha...
So...
PLEASE! IF U ARE MY FRENS, IF U WANT ME TO BE HAPPY, LEAVEEEE MEEEE ALONEEEE!!!!! I BEG OF YOU ALL! DUN DO ANYTHING! DUN WASTE MONEY, DUN WASTE UR SMS!
Haix.Hope this works.

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Icomp took orders for sale of orientation vcd last week...so last wed we had do the burning, packing and sorting...quite interesting cos i nvr did this b4....but i appeared abit too enthu.....at abt 6pm most haf left or wanted to leave but i was still doing the thingy......cannot be too 'on' ah..i dunwan history to repeat.
PAst two days i haf been trying to do a good deed....but todae it seems like i haf failed terrribly..haix...wanna say sorry to my fren...haf i known i wouldnt even do anything le....in the end its like a waste of time..
Thurs afternoon i had to go to sci centre to view the SSEF exhibition...a science exhibition la..but went there oso sianx la....all those exhibitions are damn chim bio stuff....even the title i was dun understand..haix..
Todae after sch met up wif my good old frens to go suntec....again..but todae got IT Show la...anyway all of us got time to waste so went there....
Its all the same stuff like other IT exhibition...
After going thru some events this week and listening to my frens...i am in deep thought again..
Sometimes i wonder why i'm doing so much computing...i'm taking it as a subj, doing it in icomp and robotics...and every sat training for olympaid...am i crazy or something?
Dunno y i do so much computing for......passion, u may suggest?Frankly speaking, i dunno.
To prepare myself for a job next time..?Really?Do i want to get a job in the IT field?I dunno too.
ITs like...all these high-level, high-salary jobs all so monotonous, so stressful, so boring...i dunno if i want to do tt or not...Actually i tink jobs like hawkers and taxi drivers quite good lor...they get to interact wif pple, and their jobs are not fixed to table work and paper and pen and computer....flexible working hours...
I tink its better to live an oridinary life.
Expanding the boundaries, y am i studying maths, phy and chem?Y am i in a jc in the first place?Haix....now my everyday life is wake up, go sch study, cca, home, sleep.and the cycle repeats.Y am I doing all these?
I am abit sick of studying....even computing.
What's the use of studying so much?Get a piece of paper so tt u can go out there and fight it out wif the others?To try and kill them so tt u can survive?
U see those kids living in the kampong...everyday just play, catch fish, so happy..
I feel like i'm living an empty life leh....everyday do the same stuff then so sianx....
I regret not choosing another cca during cca selection..i even doubting whether i should haf come to vj in the first place...maybe i may be happier at tj....at the vv least my good frens are there...
I feel so empty....so out-of-place...so....argh..
I want to do something extraordinary...something big...something i nvr do b4.....so tt if one day i die, i would not haf regretted living such a boring life...but then...dunno if i haf the courage to....
*LiViNg ZoMbIe*

Yet another piece of crap.Haix.

Hey.
Well....sorry i was really too tired yesterday to blog....
After sch yesterday i had to get the video cam...icomp duty to film the pple getting the A lvl results....haix...i not vv good at filming leh..my hands keep shaking..haix...hope can improve b4 music fest comes..i want go in free de..haha.
After tt met up wif 2 of my frens....went to suntec to walk walk...in the end realised there got billiards competition..so went in watch....the sg guy nearly won the vietnam guy...haix..lost by one pt only..
Reached home at abt 8pm..tts y tired..
Todae as usual went for programming.....after todae session i haf no more training until april.....finally can haf at least 3 sats free..
Sianx..my life is so boring..
I'm changing my blog template! Soon i mean..haha..

Vv tired.BLog another day.

Computing practical!

Haha....now waiting for icomp to start..haha...haix..just now was having comp prac then i keep getting stuck at the questions...haix...feel so stupid....no choice la..my brain vv slow to process..haix.....

Hello.
Well....the BIG event just happened..dun tink i need much explanation..in case u are some foreigner in Iraq or North Korea who doesnt noe wat happened...just click on any of my frens' blogs...some of them will say.....
Yesterday morning i pampered myself abit..in case i dun do well..haha..i went to the mac opp my hse to eat big breakfast....then i took 2 public transport trips to ahs..usually i take one only...either walk to poly to take 69 or walk to int to take mrt...yesterday was exception..haha..
Reached sch at 12 plus...sat at the concourse and rotted all the way to 1 plus....b4 going to the sch gate there to buy ice cream and welcome my frens..haha..
Started at 2...the principal started rattling on and on abt how well we did..well its true we did very well...but..haha..lai lai qu qu still abt the same la..
ANyway my results enabled me to stay in vj....as i haf said earlier i feel relieved rather than happy...so now i can go on to accomplish my 8 things(ignoring tt pt 8)?haha...
Most of my frens haf done well in the exams too...getting vv good results...i feel vv happy for them...eg the guy in the orange bar above got 9a1s...
I haf frens who did not do as well...haix..for them i hope they will get over it soon and remain positive in life k?Results arent the only thing we are living for.....
There's something i cant fathom....err first of all i want say tt its just a personal view la hor...hope i dun offend anyone..
I am wondering hor..why everytime something good happens, it must always be some mighty person up there who help us achieve tt..y cant it be we humans achieve ourselves one thru hard work one leh?
The principal praise for us getting good results, my frens say its to the grace...my frens' msn nick s all full of thks...But why cant it be we study hard, we put in our own efforts tt we get good results one?Hmm...
Similarly why when something bad happens, we will attribute it to something someone up there gives to test us?haix....i dun understand.....
Haha..crap again.

Hello.
Todae ard noon went out liaox....abt 10.30pm then reach home..cos todae got 2 outings..
First one was outing wif sec sch frens....went to bugis and esplanade and slacked ard....
Second one was a junior-treat-senior at swenson at orchard...eat liaox then went take photos b4 going home...
I had a heavy breakfast todae...so during outing wif sec sch frens i nvr eat cos not hungry...then after tt only went 7-11 to eat abit of snacks.....at swenson's i was seriously broke so nvr eat oso..
I was so damn hungry actually...but i didnt show it la(I tink?)...until i reach home then eat the dinner my mother left for me..
Wah...for the first time i find rice so nice.............
Haix....tml judgement day........D-day..or watever day u call it...

Things i want to do in VJ(cont'd):
9. Help in the production on video for channel 8 news DV campus.....the tcher ask whether i was interested or not.........

Haix.

Todae i just realised tt we are living in a V.E.R.Y S.M.A.L.L S.M.A.L.L world after all.....
Todae i went for programming mah..then todae i just realised tt the guy who has been sitting beside me for 1 mth every sat is actually a pri sch fren of my good fren..
My fren log on to msn during the lesson mah..then halfway thru the thingy popped up to say his fren signed in..i was distracted so took a glance at it..then to my surprise it was the nick of my good fren......
At first i was going 'huh?' then later asked him then got the picture...
Amazing sia?I remembered reading from somewhere tt if u pick any guy on the street, u will be linked to him by 3 frens...err something liddat la..i dunno how to explain..
After the thingy went to eat wif my frens..then slacked ard....

Things i want to do in VJ:
1.Do filming for school activities(Everything from musicfest to orientation 2006)
2.Learn adobe premiere then do video editing
3.Learn 3ds max then do 3d graphics
4.Champion at National Software Competition, gold at National Olympaid for Informatics ,represent singapore get gold at the international olympaid (Tt's y i every sat haf to go sch)
5.Create some wow robot and go singapore science and engineering fair, then to the international fair
6.Or maybe champion for micromouse(but i dunwan to compete wif G** leh)
7.Be president of icomp and bring in 3d animation
8.More importantly, so tt i can get [AC]² members to come to vj and use our resources..then we can train them oso.

Tt's all i can tink of now....and now all for u will be there laughing at me say i bu zi liang li....ya la those represent singapore shit are indeed abit far fetched la(the 7th point is crap)..but they are dreams mah.....if i kena kicked out of vj i wun even haf a chance to do any of them leh!

Maybe i can do them at some other jc or poly la...but then i gotta start all over again...
Then of cos there's my class 05S44......we quite good frens le...cant bear to leave them leh...i dunwan to start making frens al over again.......

Haix.
Crap.

So everyone noe by now le....the results will be out on monday.......
The whole world tells the whole world not to be worried....but then its like....its such a big thing lor..no matter how one says, one cant help but worry de mah...haix..
Actually i oso not vv sure wat i'm worried abt..haha...lousy results?kena kicked out of vj?HAving to adapt to new environment?i dunno...aiya...mixed feelings la...
Today went back to ahs.....finally met my form tcher...last few times i went back nvr had the chance to see her....had quite abit of talk wif her....she oso tell me not to worry....tell me to be confident of myself...argh..
But anyway..i still had a great time talking to her..she is one of the vv few tchers i like in ahs la..haha...not say i dun like the others la...the others just neutral...
Actually quite abit of surprise tt she remembers me..cos i'm the diam diam type who rarely talks to her..haha..
LAst tues there was this bush fire at tampines central..i was on bus 31 then i saw the smoke far away...i'm the kaypoh but not so kaypoh type..so i decided to go take a look...so i alight at interchange then make my way there...
Wah....i first time see bush fire...actually is first time i see big fire la...the fire vv wang...then got alot of pple watching...i watch from across the road..but got many stand beside the fire watch lor..then got some pple take pics....
At first i wanted to walk thru the smoke one..but the smoke so damn thick and the smell damn strong...so i no choice turn and walk into the park...
BUt abt the same la....cos the wind is blowing the smoke across the direction i'm walking..in the direction of my hse summore......
But my hse is many blocks away...so my hse only abit of burning smell then surroundings abit of haze only..
I haf no sch on mon and tues....heard the principal said tt.....she say on tues we will be celebrating at some place somewhere........but i was tinking if one gets shit results then tues will be hell day liaox....he will keep tinking of others celebrating while he himself stay at home feeling upset.....
Actually i dunno how i will react when i get my results...if my results are good i will feel relieved more than happy...cos its a heavy burden off my back...but if i dun do well.....i dunno wat i will do or feel...haha..
Another piece of crap.I'm just throwing off wat i'm tinking of now...and my mind isnt straight now...
*fEeLiNg CoNfUsEd....Y?i OsO dUnNo......*

If we follow MOE's trend of announcing news ah...if O lvl results are to be released on Fri, then the news will report it tml.......................
I not sure oso la...tt's just a trend i found...haha..
LAtely everyone has been trying to guess when will be the release of O lvl results....but somehow its impossible to guess...there are absolutely no clues..haha..
Then lately there are alot of rumours over the receiving of some particular letters from MOE....even the difference in colours of the envelope can turn into some predicting game..haha..
But well, its strange tt a government agency had to send out letters using envelopes of two different colours..oh nvm..
Haix...sometimes i wonder whether i'm abit over ambitious to go to vj.....its like..my class many of the 6-pointers all go tj lor....they all smarter than me lor....am i abit bu zi liang li to go vj?haix.....its abit stressful to be ard all the smart pple everyday lor...all the lectures and tutorials i listen gong gong one....
Then again...i scared i kena kicked out of vj leh.....i sort of settled down in vj le..if haf to move again then vv cham lor..must readapt again...then i haf quite high hopes in my ccas leh...got alot of things i want to learn, i want do de....and i really like vj alot...my frens too......
Haix...a load of crap again..

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Oh ya....read my frens' blogs le then realise i miss out some stuff...haha..
Last monday was valentine's day...haha...on tt day we are supposed to give gifts to our angels and mortals....which ends the game between the senior and junior class...on sunday afternoon after my pri sch outing i went wif a couple of frens to look for them...
Monday morning after flag raising they played the friendship dance then asked us to dance...but apparently everyone still having the morning lag so no one dance la...soon everyone stood up and left the hall...leaving some councillers to dance by themselves on the stage..haha..
Then later i realised my angel and mortal were the same person...haha...she knew it long ago...i only suspected cos the handwritings were vv alike..but i tot cant be so zhun..haha..
Anyway i got one present only...while since i bought 2 sets liaox i gave both to her..haha....i dun mind actually..
Tues was our mock napha test..we were tested on three items..standing broad jump, chin up and 2.4.....those tt passed all three can skip one pe lesson...i passed the first 2...but haix...failed 2.4 by 20secs...
Actually i pass la...but i miss the sliver standard....cos they insist we must get sliver and better.....
Nvm la...pe oso good..haha....
Haix...lately the weather really damn hot lor....so hot tt can kill pple leh....there were so many bush fires all over singapore...making the environment so smoky...
Then the park behind my hse got a small section of the brick-pavement burst...i tink oso becos of the hot weather la..
Haix....then the news just reported some places in china oso experiencing droughts or snowstorms......
Is the world coming to an end?
U noe the hei gua zi(dunno wat u call in eng) we eat during chinese new yr?I find it very addictive leh...when i eat i cannot stop eating lor...haha...cos the packet put on the table in the living room mah..then when watching tv i nth to do so eat lor...then after i eat one piece i feel like eating another, then another, then another....in the end i always gotta force myself to stop...dunno y leh...funny...
I tink the chingay procession is really fantastic lor...wonder who is the person who first thought of street festivals..i tink he rox...
I tink next time they should make this a whole night event...have hundred over floats, thousand over performers then make it run for 6 hrs...then after tt the street party run from midnight to the next morning....liddat then fun mah...
Ok la..maybe i asking for too much..but 2 hrs really abit too short..haha..

¡Haha que esto es tan divertido!

SO sorry!
Haix...this week vv busy vv tired....so cant blog...anyway i stopped at sat..so start wif sunday la..

Sunday went out for class outing....not jc class, not sec sch class outing, but pri sch class outing..haha..
An excellent outing for 2 reasons....cos this was the largest outing we ever had, abt half the class came.....and our p6 form tcher joined us....
MEt them at tamp mrt control at noon...but waited until 12.30 b4 trooping off to pasta mania...our monitor had reserved places for us there(Sounds good?He reserved places at pasta mania but didnt buy tickets for any movie......)
Hmm...6 of us shared 3 pizzas....the rest i dunno wat they eat...the tcher paid for the meal and refused to let us pay...haix..feel bad sia...Oso ate a cake tt the monitor bought at the last min....After tt the tcher went off le...then we slacked ard at the arcade...
Late afternoon we went to watch movie...watched the jack neo i do i do...quite nice la..though i tot $8.50 too much liaox..haha...maybe 'I not stupid' too good liaox..lolx

Mon....nth much la...lessons..
Tues oso the same..

WEd morning during CT session we went to performance theatre to watch chinese opera.....quite a nice show..haha..it was a scene taken from the water margin...quite nice la..

Thurs after sch went to eat wif class....at yoshinoya at parkway...i didnt eat though...too ex for me..haha..

Todae after sch went to temasek poly open hse.....nth much to say la..cos didnt see much stuff....maybe tml go again...dunno yet..

Actually tues wed thurs and fri we didnt haf flag raising..cos all the SC stuff....tues and wed the SC nominees haf speeches in front of their houses..then thurs and fri is CT walkabt...
Actually i tink hor..campaigning to join SC not necessary lor...its like..we dun even noe them..how to noe whether they can make good SC or not...all those promises are shit de lor...how to noe whether they can make good SC thru speeches and those banners they make....haix.
But then hor..even if they make speech the audience oso no need put them down de ma...my class one guy kena suan by a grp of pple repeatedly...i tink they shouldnt liddat lor...y make lives difficult for others?Pple want join SC, we support them la...they already need so much courage to speak in front le...dun bully them mah....

Sianx..so tired...i weekend then blog..

PAst few days tired ah..so nvr blog..
Oh..so i stopped at thurs....well thurs just another day la..as usual slack at home..until near dinnertime my another aunt and my cousins visited us......
Fri was cross country...haix...not in my best of fitness to run...came in at the halfway ranking...nvm..i will come again next yr..haha..
After tt went to a bball court nearby to meet a fren..he's from RJ, then fri they no sch...at first tot of just borrowing cd...ended up playing bball...then brought him to vj to find yet another fren...who had sc meeting...then play bball....2 frens called me and i asked them to join me at vj...lol......ya la they are considered illegals..but heck la..
Then went to the RJ guy hse..cos nearby only..played PS until evening..then spilt off liaox....tt sc nominee dunno go where..then the 3 of us went to meet another fren..lolx...
Reached home last night at 8..lolx...
Todae early morning again went sch for the programming thingy...in the afternoon went to watch this performance by a china acrobatic troupe...it was a treat from my cousins...
The show..quite good la...some of the stunts vv well done..those fly here fly there and those throw stuff here and there one all quite good..but some of those dancing one hor...i see le abit tired la...cos abstract mah..so dunno wat they dancing..haha..
Haix...dunno y lately the weather so damn hot....the heat is those type kill pple one lor..haix...
Where is the rain~~~~

Sorry ah...said i wanted to come back and blog again...but fever came back soon after i went off so went to sleep..
My fever was gone when i woke up this morning...but to be safe i still kept pouring water into my mouth la...haix..though no fever liaox but it still sort of dampen my mood lor..
Just like previous yrs i only visited my aunt todae..she lives just a couple of blocks away and becos she treats me and my bro very well so must bai nian mah...
Early in the morning my cousin came visiting le..then late afternoon another cousin came too....tts abt all..
The rest of the time was spent watching tv...some of the movies quite nice i tink..
新年快乐！

Hello.
Todae is chinese new yr eve...Early morning went to sch for cny celebrations...can see got some pple pon la..cos it looks like there's less pple todae..haha..
THe performance was ok..quite good...i like the performance by the malay cultural society and wushu..haha..the lion dance was good..but not as nice as the pros..
After the performance we got mass dance..again..lolx..then after tt some sec schs pple shout their cheers..but ahs no cheer one..haix..
Then we ahs pple gathered to go back to ahs...wah we flooded the entire bus 31...then next few stops no one could come up the bus..haha..
We were abit late..cos the performance ended and some of the tchers had gone...in the end we gathered at the concourse wif those from other jcs...
Then it was an exhibition of mass dances and cheers..basically its between vj and tj la....they took turns dancing and cheering....and in the end cheer and cheer until cheer for ahs....
Then went eat lunch wif frens..suddenly i felt vvvvv tired...it was until i reach home then i realise i got fever..sianx...fever at this time of the yr...................
After sleeping for a few hrs then helping my mother to get the hse ready my fever sort of subside liaox...but now still abit tired..haix...hope i will get well soon....haix..
Tt's all for now....maybe i come back blog later....
Happy chinese new yr's eve!

Haix.......SIANX.
Tot todae start of holiday(sort of la) then would be vv fun..but haix...still a sianx day....
Todae's timetable was switched to friday's..so instead of going home at 5 i was dismissed at 1245..then we all dunno where to go...lolx...
In the end some of my classmates went to play pool...then a few of us went tamp to play lan..not a good place i noe..but no choice mah...need to change clothes...
Played for 2 hrs...then we went tm walk abt......finally at 5 plus 2 of them went off, one went for class dinner, then i continue slack ard in tm and cs until abt 6 b4 going home...
My class and my senior class were supposed to haf dinner together at the lagoon at east coast....i dun feel like going so nvr go lor...the fact was tt my mother was not cooking tonite...so i had to settle my own dinner..but aiya..i reach tamp liaox..dun feel like going back to vj...
S.I.A.N.X.

HelLO!
Todae as usual had this programming thingy...continued teaching syntax....then the guy say next week onwards will start doing questions..........
My house aquila had banner painting todae...i couldnt go becos of the programming thingy, but after tt thing i went to see them....not too many pple though...but the banners were quite nice..i couldnt help much too...so after a while i went off..
Todae no lunch wif frens...cos the main character wasnt feeling well....hope its nth serious...
Hey did anyone watched todae's news?The one on pple going for seminar on becoming chi tchers..it was so funny lor(sorry ah no offence)..the reporter interviewed some of those pple at the seminar..then those pple interviewed arent exactly vv good at chi..cos they mix eng and chi when they speak...so my mother was saying, they themselves standard so low, how to teach others?haha....then after tt there was this guy from MOE who was oso interviewed....he said tt if the standard is not good then they wun deliberately take in pple..i wonder if tt is a hint...?
Haix....something's wrong somewhere todae...Dunno leh..i just felt tt way....it felt funny...like something's missing somewhere....i feel like something gonna happen or i forgot to do something liddat....G** oso tot this way....
AS i was going home todae i saw this RC banner...seeing the banner i came up wif quite a nice topic for GP...lolx
"Residents' Committees are nothing more than tuition centres." Comment.

Yoz!
Todae nth special....lessons as usual...
After sch i skipped my class outing to help my fren paint banner....he's running for sc mah...wah now then i realise running for sc is so stressful...maybe i made a right decision not to go for it...
After tt travelled to bedok int to meet up wif 2 of my frens, then went to TJ to attend their carnival...
Their carnival was quite fun...though i tot it was a bit too small..lolx...i was expecting something tt spreads thru the entire college..lolx...but still, the place vv re nao..met quite alot of my pri sch frens, my sec sch frens, my seniors...etc..even met one of my classmates there..haha..
Bought a drink from there...then chatted wif my frens all the way until the sun set...b4 going opp the college to eat dinner(i didnt eat though, just following them)..then went home....
Haix..tink i'm beginning to lag behind in my studies...haix...guess i need the weekend to get my stuff right...haix..
Just told some of my highly intelligent(apparently they like this phrase =D but hey, that's a fact) college frens abt my blog..haha..
Chinese New Year's coming!

Haix.
After struggling for 3 weeks, i finally fell victim to sickness....woke up on monday wif fever and headache...really dun feel like going to sch...but if i dun go sch i will miss out a lot of stuff...so i hid it from my parents, ate a panadol and went to sch as usual...
Not a gd thing to haf a fever and sit in LT...its so damn cold like i was going to freeze.....and the whole time i was so tired i couldnt get anything into my mind...was dozing off during all the lessons...
Sometimes when a person is sick ah, all the bad things will come along one leh...first thing was i forgot to bring my pe attire(I noe i had reason not to go pe, but i tot maybe if i go pe i will sweat, then bring out all the heat inside my body mah)..so i no choice but to buy a third set of pe attire($11 lor)..haix...wasted $11 just liddat..
Second thing, when i was sick, even the vending machine played me..it ate my 50cents....haix...
Nvm....
Anyway the fever did subside after pe, but came back later....so at night i no choice go to doctor lor...but i still refuse to miss any lessons, so i got a MC to be exempted from pe the next day(tuesday double period, full 4.8k run at 3++pm lor...i go i sure die one)
I was fully recovered todae...todae still ok la....lessons still alright...
My 2 frens and i got into science research...lolx..abit of a miracle...haha..but think our mentor hinted us to change our research topic abit..haha..("It has been done many times b4")
After sch todae me and my fren went down to east coast to find another fren whose jc was having their cross country run todae....chatted for quite a while then went home together...
OH ya....haha...when i was in sec2 me acac pple participated in this project north pole thingy and i created a little com game..lolx...won a merit for it...once i formatted my com and it was gone.....tot no hope of getting it back liaox..until recently i did a search on google then i found it!
LOLX.....this game is like a time capsule for me...it brings memories back..haha..all the stupid graphics i did..lolx..so cute..so funny...hahahaha..too bad i dun haf all the answers to the questions so i cant complete the game..haha...but anyway if anyone wants the game can personally ask me for it..i will happily distribute it..heehee..

Hey~
Todae morning went sch to haf extra programming lessons...todae's lessons is better...cos the guy started to teach us(Last week's computational geometry was for the yr2s)....taught us abt arrays and pointers...a little bit diffcult though..but tink still ok la..
After tt went out to eat lunch wif frens....somehow i want to keep this a weekly affair..haha...Then slacked ard and chatted until abt 6 b4 going home..
Think nth much for todae liaox....

Finally another week over..sianx..
Mon is long day....last period pe ran 4 rounds ard the track....after sch was robotics....learnt some programming..Reached home at 8, collapsed on bed and slept.
Tues oso long day....Chem lecture was this guy who sounded really like a sissy and during the whole lecture everyone was laughing as he spoke...though it faded off towards the end and many pple end up sleeping again...
Last 2 periods pe ran 4km.....after tt stayed behind to help my class paint cny banner(got compeition u see)...again reached home at 8...collapsed and slept.
Wed was slightly interesting...we were told tt there would be a bomb drill...lolx...early in the morning during CT we were taught the evacuation route..during GP my class was hoping tt the alarm would rang...but sad tt the alarm rang during chem..
Took our time to walk to the field...then stayed a while then went to the hall to listen to talks by the police and scdf...
After sch had icomp....ended early though..at ard 5 plus....reached home at 6 plus and my bro asked "Y todae so early?"
Thurs was supposed to be early day..2 plus dismissed liaox,but got extra robotics lessons at 4 so stayed back again...went to help paint banner again....but spent more time slacking la...
Wah..my frens all highly intelligent pple leh....they play games like bridge and hearts instead of daidee..lolx...i dunno how to play leh....
Todae went back to ahs after sch...to collect some stuff, meet some frens, meet tchers and cca.....stayed ard until 6 b4 going home..
Sianx..like my fren say, now everyday i'm going to sch in the dark, returning home in the dark...and my sec sch tcher still say havent full swing yet...wat will happen if it goes into full swing?I no need to go home le?
Now its abit like...i'm treating my home like a hotel...haha...everyday just go home to sleep...Haix...
Tired.

HELLOX
FOr the past few days i haf been crazy over making a simple decision...maybe its becos for the past few years i haf been going along wif other pple's opinions tt i haf lost my ability to make my own decision....
Anyway the simple decision was whether to join the student council or not.
SOunds simple to u?Not to me...just ask any fren ard me...i haf been repeatedly changing my decision for the past few days tt i tink they are irritated as well.
My final decision came abt an hour b4 registration for the SC closed...it was 5 days since i first got the appliacation form.
WEll, y did i want to join SC in the first place?
Firstly, i tot tt i was rather anti-social back in sec sch so i tot of joining SC to learn some socialising skills, and perhaps, get some self confidence. I oso tot tt it should be quite fun being able to pariticipate in college activities such as orientation and open hse.Tt was my desire to join SC.
THen how come i had reservations to joining SC leh?
Firstly i was afraid of the interview and the campaigning(pple ard me should noe, i haf very very low self confidence)...
secondly i was afraid i couldnt handle the workload...I'm having 2 ccas now and im a person who gets tired vv easily....Sometimes i reach home at 7 plus 8 plus, after i eat dinner and bathed, i would fall flat on the bed and only wake up the next morning.So wat happens if i become SC?I'm quite scared i will break down leh...
Thirdly i am actually not vv comfortable of becoming a student leader....mainly due to the horrible experience i had in sec sch....i can work in the SC, but i cant be a leader in the SC.Simply said, i can receive orders and instructions, but i cant give them to others.
I wanted to keep it under wraps...or at least until i get thru the interview part. OF course, paper cant wrap fire, so soon many pple got to noe abt it...everyone told me to go for it, and they will support me...but after word got ard tt i'm going for SC, it occurred to me tt signing up for SC becomes more of a task fufillment rather than a desire. ITs like, everyone noe i running for SC, so i must join, not because i want to join tt i join.
Just now during icomp i was having this workshop on filming and it was rather boring, so i sat back and tot carefully abt it..I came to this decision of not joining after i realised tt while my concious mind wants me to join, my sub-concious mind doesnt want me to.How do i noe tt?I noe tt by looking back at my attitude towards it for the past few days.
Firstly, i had to photocopy my testimonial, cca records and prelims results for them.However i only went down to get them photocopied at the last min, which was abt 9 last night.
Secondly, i had to write a one page essay introducing myself, my experiences, my achievements and reasons y i running for SC. For the past 2 days i reached home only at 8, and i went to sleep rather than writing the essay, while my fren got his typed out nicely in the computer. I was still struggling wif the essay during the workshop(I was holding the essay in my hands while tinking of all these).
Thirdly, i compared it wif one interest tt i haf for a vv long time:computing.
On mon i was given several algo questions to solve and even though i reached home at 8 at was really vv tired, i still went on to on the com and solved the questions.However on tues night, when i came home at 8, i wasn't so eager as to take out paper and write my essay...went to sleep instead.In fact, i only started my essay when i went to sch today.
The last factor was a simple one.If i really had wanted to join SC, i would haf gotten the app form on the first day of the registration and handed in long ago, not on the last day.
All these led me to closing my file which held my half-completed essay and going back to listen to the video workshop.I guess my true innerself doesnt want to join the SC at all, thus all these hints to knock some sense into my concious mind.(In case u dunno, this is the second time sumthing like this happened.MY close frens will noe abt the other incident.)
Perhaps i am not really cut out to be a leader....such an indecisive characteristic is definitely not allowed in a student leader. Maybe i am better off receiving other pple's orders.
Well, wat to do, i am tt lousy.
I tink tt the true innerself is the one tt makes all the decisions tts suitable for a person..the concious mind makes decision only becos others are doing the same thing, or trying to achieve something, or trying to prove something etc, thus they may not make the right decisions all the time. I will pay more attention to my sub-concious mind from now on.Tts quite a valuabe lesson to me i tink, maybe some of u may tink tt i'm slow to learn this only now, but its better late than never right?=D
Lastly, i want to thank all my frens who haf been encouraging me al these while....sorry tt all these haf been in vain.............

Todae went to sch for some programming lessons...had a lesson on computational geometry...so chim tt not a single year1 knew wat he was talking abt...lolx...
After tt met my frens at tm to have lunch...then went library b4 going home..
HEy..just now 9.30pm i watched this show on channel 8 tt played a murder case....then there was this scene where a few pple stand in a row then the witness point out the suspect from behind a special one-way glass....
This scene makes me wonder in real life ah, where did those extra pple come from?THe suspect is the main guy there la, then where the rest come from?Are they policemen or policewomen?Or did they grab from the streets one?Tts wat my mother say, but dunno issit true or not....i wonder if they get money for standing there...if got i dun mind doing leh....haha.just stand there for a while then get some money liaox....hmm.....
Anyone care to enlighten me?=D

Todae i haf nth to blog abt...todae is public holiday and i stayed at home and rotted...........
Hmm...after 3 weeks in sch, i haf more or less settled down in college...but somehow now i still fell abit out of place there....dunno y leh...
Firstly everyone there speaks english....i usually speak chinese de mah..so now all the time speak eng abit bu xi guan...NExt my class pple are all so enthu...taking initatives to call up tourist attractions(tts for our class outing..some sort of community service), go out to eat together, do stuff together etc.....but i'm not the vv 'on' type...so dun vv comfortable la...but then again, i cannot dun do anything or i will be treated as an outcast...so go along wif them lor...
Then i realise my classmates are rather independant pple...haha to say the truth i'm not a vv independant person...haha..nvm la..
Todae i watched this drama on channel 8 at 5.30.....its a twisted story of the journey to the west...the monk's smallest deciple was crazy over trying to invent magic weapons...so the monk ask him: 'wat will happen if there are no magic weapons one day?'So he replied his life will become meaningless......so the monk ask again:"issit he control the magic weapons or the magic weapons control him....."
QUite similar to me huh?i'm now always into computing....his words make me wonder wat i will do if i dun do computing one day...Will my life become meaningless too?Its like....i'm not good at anything else liaox...Maybe i should try not to let computers control me haha...
Crap..

So Sorry..this week again too busy wif sch to blog...
This week nth special la....its just lessons after lessons after lessons....
But the work load is rather overwhelming....its like...my previous tutorial havent finish and the next tutorial come liaox...so the hw just keeps on piling up lor..
Lectures are oso quite hiong....the tchers teach quite fast..no one understand then they continue liaox...chem in particular..haix..
Only thing fun is computing prac..lolx..cos can touch com mah...haha...
Cca equally hiong...just joined robotics only then got competition liaox..but the whole grp of abt 15 of us are going to build one robot..and anyone should noe its difficult working in large grps....so me and a few frens volunteered ourselves to do programming...let the rest do the hardware...
Somehow i feel tt i wun be able to work well wif them.....dunno leh...maybe i still dunno them well...
Icomp oso the same...going into small grps we gotta help create a software package for various quizzes....my grp is doing on an inter-secondary sch chinese quiz...but we gotta help man the thingy oso..so meaning we gotta go for rehearsals wif the emcees etc...
Only consolation is i will get Enrichment points for it..haha..
Then reach home liaox always too tired to continue any hw..haix...in short..jc life too hectic liaox...
Oh man...i haf just gotten the worst GP tcher in the whole wide world....she looks quite young, but is constantly having mood swings....she can be calm for one moment and ka boom the next...since last week our whole class abit fed up liaox so yesterday we decided the whole class be late for her gp(it was break b4 tt)..lolx..
It got her mad of course...the volcano exploded wif all the lava spilling all over us...then she was screaming halfway then she suddenly said, "ok lets sit down and we will go thru ur essays"
SHe said it like nth happened b4 lor....then halfway thru the lesson all of a sudden she said "Next time dun be late for ur gp lessons again".....
Other examples include 'shut up u creep' or 'shut up u fool' or 'STOP YAWNING!'.
We are so scared tt we dun dare make a single noise during her lesson..haix...dunnoe how to survive her leh.........
Other than her, sch is fun overall....in fact now i abit scared i cant stay there after first 3 mths...not vv confident of my o's........

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SINGAPORE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Other pple only wait until Singapore reach finals then go support...unlike me always support them =P

HEllOX
Sorry ah..lately nvr blog....this week everyday come home i vv tired liaox..cant even finish my hw..let along blog...
During first lesson the maths tcher was telling us to try not to copy others' work but do ourselves....at tt time i was still wondering why there was a need to...now i noe why...cos they are too tired to do anything..haha..
I havent copy though...still managed to finish during the breaks in between..haha..
Past few days continue tutorials..lectures..pracs etc......nth special la..
WEd was cca orientation though..joined icomp...
Thurs night had a night gathering wif my frens..haha..basically talked abt our jcs la...haha..
Fri after sch i went back to ahs...visited some tchers and my cca....
After tt went to east coast...all the orientation grps had bbq so went there....actually most grps, including mine only had bbq for satay and marsh mellows...most had catering..haha...
But being quite an anti-social i couldnt find anyone to talk to...so after eating i stood at one side by myself...nighttime then decide to find my ahs frens...realised got pple from HCI crashed in..haha..
Then walked to the hawker centre to eat..then went back take bag go home..reached home at abt 12mn..(Sorry ah...lazy to elaborate, but basically, its just like any normal bbq..except more pple)
Todae went out to eat wif frens...then chatted..
Tts all for now.....see ya again..

Todae morning my dad drove me to sch thru Tamp Ave 10 to Siglap Road...good choice cos halfway heard the radio say bedok reservoir there got accident then vv heavy traffic jam..luckily nvr go tt way.
Todae start first lessons liaox...first period was physics tutorial....i like the tcher..he is the type who can click wif teenagers one..haha..
After tt was computing tutorial....abit sianx la...cos no one understood wat the tcher was talking abt...haha...nvm la...
Then was physics prac...the tcher said pracs only start in 3 weeks time so had a little ice breaking...had to go infront intro urself and an animal tt describes ourselves....i anyhow say chimpanzee...cos 'all from the same family'
After a little break comes physics lecture(sianx..all physics)..the tcher vv pro lor...he was having trouble setting up the laptop and visualiser and he spent ONE WHOLE PERIOD trying to set it up....then he picked up the microphone and started talking...every1 tot he gave up...but instead he said: Sorrry there are some technical problems...LET ME TRY AGAIN.
ARGH.
IN the end he finally gave up and used the OHP...-.-
Another break(took the chance to explore the library..it rox), then was maths lecture..
Then was chi lesson...first lesson all of us gotta go..the tcher must see our particulars first b4 letting those exempted go..and like previous times, the chi tcher commented on my chinese surname..lolx....
Explored the library again.
Then was chem lecture....vv sianx lor...many of us were falling aslp...occasionally got sounds of students flipping over the little tables of the chairs..cos they fell aslp then rested their weights on the tables tt y the tables swung back..lolx..
And the tcher wasnt friendly...she claimed tt she is the tigeress of the chem department(-.-...........)
The GP....the tcher wasnt too friendly either..but guess still ok la..
Last period was PE....was raining so we had a mass exercise in the hall....the PE tcher is the type who jokes wif us but still quite fierce...haha...
Anyway tt's abt all for todae...HAve a nice day!


Perhaps ignorance is indeed a bliss.

Continue wif thurs and fri..haha....

FOURTH DAY
Assembly at the hall...then for the first time we had house meeting...i was in this grp called Aquila and represented by an eagle.The hse captain was from ahs, and the whole time she keep going 'soar.....soar....' which reminds me of ahs...-.-
Changed into the first orientation tshirt...Learnt the college anthem..After tt the councillors told us there were 4 ccas which were doing some publicity...they were blading and biking club, rock band, personal grooming society and social development unit. They introduced their ccas and went on explaining....after tt was cca walkabt cum lunch....where we can look ard and sign up.....After tt we gathered back at the hall.
This is where the surprise came. They told us, the 4 ccas which did publicity were FAKES! They did not exist at all...wth...all of us stunned..then from the list of pple who signed up wif those ccas, they picked a few pple to go on stage and to do stupid stuff..like proposing to the emcees, sing etc..2 guys who were saboed and had their names written on all 4 ccas had to wear raincoats and button up everything, then infront of us, exchanged their PE shorts...lolx....tt was a good lie from the SC...none of us expected them to be fake...they act until so real....
After tt was station games aka wet games...first station game:there were 2 pails, one empty one full, at 2 ends of basketball crt...then each small og grp had to form line and take turns getting the water from one pail to another....the thing is we had to use our own clothes and nth else....guys reluctantly took off their shirts...i took off mine but didnt get to run cos my teammates kept running..haha...In the end we won, thks to tt 2m guy.Cos his is plump and tall his tshirt is exceptionly big.Lolx.
SEcond game was poison game..lost tt though.
THird game was this game 3 og small grps form a team, then 2 teams, each team had to guard a stack of newppers from getting wet, while the opponent tries to get them wet...Quite a fierce fight went off to get the pail, water guns etc....in the end it was a draw cos both newsppers were dry.Evening it was 'Voscar Awards'. Each film had to perform a play on the theme 'VJC', where we can talk abt anything except the college itself(In between the last few days we had prepared for it).Stuff like 'Voluscous juicy chiobu' and 'Voodoo Jumbo COndom' came up..lolx...but becos of the short time we spent for the preparation i tink every1 performed badly..haha..After the performance we had a major mass dance before ending off in a high note...it was 8.30 pm then....but tis day rox...

LAST DAY
After assembly we proceeded to east coast which was just behind the college...since 'Vollywood' offically ended the theme for this beach thingy was called 'Bollywood', which is the film industry in India.At east coast the music system played indian music, which was quite nice..haha..It was actually sort of station games oso...first station was captain's ball..except there were 3 teams playing at once....my og small grp won...again thks to tt 2m guy...he was the captain lolx...
Then went on play tug of war on the coast in the water..3 small og grps won a team..i joined in this game and we won..3rd game was treasure hunt..where we hunt for some cards and form a pic and guess the person in the pic....we didnt win tt..
THen was rest time....got milo truck and i drank 3 cups..lolx..oso took a pic wif my og small grp....
LASt game we played i forgot the name liaox...within a time limit the team who could bury the most pple in sand wins..my og small grp lost though..coos we guys not vv willing to get burid lolx..
After tt we all went into the water...so shuang..haha...pple who tried to escape were carried and thrown into water...including our OGLs...haha...
There was a finale game...oso forgot the name..but 2 persons stand on a long horizontal pole and supported in the water....they whacked each other wif pillows and the person who falls into the water lost...difficult game cos the pole was rather thin...Each film sent 2 persons, a guy and a girl, to play a knockout....my grp Indigoo won in the boys category, but the girl lost in the finals..THe winners then challenged the tchers....the male tcher playing against the guy won after he whacked the guy hard 3 times...while the female tcher lost to the girl...IT was another mass dance b4 we went back to the college to be dismissed...
Had a little og lunch...then exchanged hp nums....i gave them mine but i didnt ask for theirs...frankly speaking when i see their names in my hp i wun noe who they are...and i dun tink i will ever contact them again..so nvr ask..haha...call me ap.
So the entire orientation has ended...overall it was vv fun and i enjoyed it really vv much...thks to the SC...
ANyway after tt went back to ahs...the sec1s had their cca orientation...was surprised tt ahs has just set up a npcc girl's unit...cant help but keep getting alarmed whenever npcc pple walked past me...i keep tinking they were policemen..haha...
Tml lessons start liaox..haix..

HElloZ!
Sorry 1 week nvr blog....For the past week i had orientation at vj...by the time i reach home i was too tired to blog liaox...VJ orienation rox man!
The theme of the orientation was on films, so the whole programme was introduced as 'Vollywood' and 'presented to us by 21st SCentury(Student Council u see) Fox'. All of us were split into 4 production hses, namely Dreamworks, Pixar, Paramount andMiramax, which were again separated into 8 films(which were og grps): Vader, Ingole,Corsair, Trojan, Onion, Rodeo, Indigoo and Aranna(take their initals and u form the word Victoria). Tt means each og grp has an ally la. Within each og grp there were 8 small sub-groups. I was in Indigoo. Oh ya, there was this guy in my grp who is 2m tall, and quite plump...u will noe later y i mentioned him here.haha. Introduction over, now to each day's happenings.

FIRST DAY
Reporting day....we were supposed to report to sch at 7.30am..i was late by 5mins...tot die liaox..in the end turn out it was to queue up for registration, photo taking and collection of a goodie bag, which included water bottle, file, a key chain and a towel. They set up several counters but the queue was soooo long....by the time i finished it was 9 am. Rushed to the hall and there was a talk on the subjs in jc...tchers took turns to introduce the subjs...by the time they finished we had to choose our subj combi and hand in...leaving us no time to consider...Then there was another talk on a science research programme....after tt changed into an orientation tshirt(we had 2) and immediately split into our og grps liaox...There was a little ice breaking session, learnt og grp cheers, and a little performance by the student councillors...then had lunch...after lunch played some games...Suddenly there was music then all the councillors ran to the middle there and starteddancing....tt was the first mass dance we had to learn, called Whiney Whiney..learnt some cheers too.. ended the day wif an og meeting.

SECOND DAY
Assembly at the hall...followed by introduction to all the tchers...then changed into the second orientation tshirt...then learnt the second mass dance Neutron dance...then games then lunch then og meeting..after tt there was 3 talks in a row..one on PEARLS, one on CIP and a third one on volunteering...got ouR PE attire..the class tt we are posted to was oso out on tt day...so went to check after dismissal...i got into 05S44, taking maths phy chem and computing..Although we were dismissed there was an unoffical session to teach a third mass dance called La Bamba...we ahs pple gathered behind the entire crowd to learn lolx..

THIRD DAY
Assembly at the hall...then a talk on Project Work...After the talk we went to our respective classes....saw my classmates for the first time...Immediately the leadership skills of a couple of pple showed up...by going ard asking names and gathering us ard to introduce ourselves...Later met up wif our senior class....where they shared their experiences wif us...turned out computing has one of the highest drop-out rates in jc...but nvm la...i will presevere...Changed into PE attire and went to hall....then played quite a lame game..the allys will gather together and then everyone gotta form pairs and had 2 of our legs tied together.Then we gotta collect items from the centre and take back to our own place...we can steal from the other grps or choose to guard our place against others...After lunch learnt another mass dance...called Friendship dance...this dance required the pairing up of guys and gals...haha...i danced wif a pri sch fren...haha..After lunch we learnt the 'I want you' mass dances and some sch cheers....Ended the day wif another og meeting...it was so sianx so halfway thru the meeting my fren and i sneaked off...

COntinue wif the 2 most exciting days tml. =)

Haix...tml start sch liaox...
TO say the truth,
I
A-M
D-A-M-N
N-E-R-V-O-U-S.
Anyway no choice la....still must go thru it.....hopefully all ends well tml....haix....
Besides nervous, i oso sad...cos go diff jc liaox....haix.........

Well...its a new year.
New Year.Wat does it mean?
The word year simply means 365 days...so a new year actually means the coming of another 365 days...
SO why do pple need to celebrate a new year? Watching todae's news, we can see many pple around the world celebrating....though not as grand as last year.
I guess its becos after 365 days, Man has experienced many things in their lives....so perhaps they are glad a year has passed so want to celebrate....which at the same time welcome the new year so tt they haf another 365 days to spend.WHile celebrating, they are oso filling the new year wif wishes and hopes which they hope can come true.
Maybe its the pinning of new hopes on the new year tt means new yr celebrations so significant..they see tt a new year has come so they can start everything afresh...tts y so happy...
Issit?
Well...while we should move forward, we should oso not forget all the things we haf done in the past year....every single thing we haf experienced serves as a lesson for us, there will be sumthing we can learn from it..memories keep pple alive i suppose....
So, as we change our calendars to those tt read list 2005 dates, spend abit of time reading through ur past blog entries....haha...
ANyway, my fren ask y i nvr change my blog template while many pple change liaox....well firstly i'm lazy to do....secondly i forgot most of my html liaox, thirdly i dunwan to trouble pple to help me do and forthly, as G** says, the content is the more impt one in a blog.
Haha...anyway i dun see anything wrong wif my template....quite neat wat right?haha...adding all the pictures and stuff makes pple confusing...lolx........jkjk..

I wonder why i am getting so worked up over this new yr...just scanned my previous entries i realised i didnt even post an entry on new yr last yr...maybe, as i said in my last entry,it means the end of an impt stage of my life, and the start of another impt stage...or maybe its becos of the way 2004 is being ended.
Its sad the yr 2004 has to end in this way...many innocent lives have been lost by the merciless tsunamis...many of them are just poor fishermen trying to sustain their lives, casual tourists trying to take a break from the stressed environment, or simply ordinary citizens who can't afford a hse in the city. Maybe, as wat my fren said in her blog:
Mother nature has shown us humans tt we are not the ultimate rulers of this planet. The lady's still in charge.
Watever it is, it had happened and we cant reverse time. So wat we can do now is to help the affected pple get over this as soon as possible and oso, while we celebrate the new yr, we should oso rmb tt there are many others who are suffering out there..
Of course, let's hope Man will put in more effort in caring for the envrionment so tt mother nature will not have to punish us again wif another natural disaster or another fast-spreading virus...
At the same time,we cannot forget the wars and fights that are still on-going....whether for ideology, for land, for sovereignty, for survival or watever...lets hope Man will realise the importance of peace and fight for it..
As for the individuals....lets hope in the new yr we can continue to work hard to get wat we want, either for the ambition of becoming watever we want to be(I dream.............), the grades we want, the guys or girls we like, the love we want, the items we want to get hold of....
BUT, we cannot be going after wat we want blindly......while doing so we must make sure we take care of other pple's feelings....we must cherish the pple and things we haf ard us(rmb the tsunami disaster)..dun wait until its gone b4 we start regretting...
Most importantly, the disaster is a reminder to all of us to cherish our lives.....dun meet any setback and tink of suicide....there are so many others out there trying to cling onto their dear lives...we should be grateful tt we are well and alive...so treat our ownselves wif more respect.
Be optimistic towards yr 2005...its a new yr, wif events and activities eagerly awaiting us(good ones i hope)....The yr 2004 has been quite an eventful year for many of us i'm sure...in the 366 days we had our share of ups and downs....no matter wat, leave these ups and downs in our memories and be prepared to accept yr 2005!
I will end my last post of the year 2004 wif a simple greeting to all.


Happy new year.

2004 is coming to an end.
Todae, the 31st of Dec, is the last day of the year 2004.
Quite a important date to me, cos this day doesnt just mean the end of a year, but oso the end of an important stage of my life.
Secondary Education.
Yup....my 4 years of secondary sch education in Anglican High will officially end todae....
So wat haf i achieved during my secondary sch yrs?Well i got to know 3 good frens who share the same interests as me(now we share more than just interest haha)...i got to gain a little knowledge in computers, learn alot of new stuff thru studying..............................................................
Well...cant rmb anything else le..haha..maybe tt's all i achieved during the 4 yrs..Haix....should i say i wasted them off?haix..looking back i felt my sec sch life is so empty...haix.....
After todae, a new yr will come.....and i will be going off to the next stage of my education...junior college....i'm approaching it wif a nervous yet forward-looking attitude...nervous cos i quite shy..haha...forward looking cos its a new environment..
Next..what haf i learnt during my 4 yrs?i dun mean from txtbks..but others...
I learnt abit of computer stuff..ABIT...abit means a little, a little means not much..meaning i haf vv little knowledge on computers...however many pple kept tinking i vv good at computers...no matter how hard i try to explain they oso wun believe...but the truth is tt compared to those kids out there i know too little things liaox...at such a young age they can do alot which i cant do liaox......
Next...skills at handling pple....i tink i didnt learn a thing abt it...after 4 yrs i still dunno how to handle pple...when pple get angry or sad i will be at a loss of wat to do..even when pple scold me i oso dunno how to react!I always diam diam leep quiet or i just gif in to watever they want me to do..
Third....leadership skills....i totally suck at it...dun come and argue wif me.
Erm..cant tink of anything else le...
Actually i tink i haf double personalities....i can be quiet, expressionless, introvert...or i can be cheerful, talkative, extrovert...it depends though...when i'm tired, or the pple ard me are quiet, or when i'm wif strangers..i'm usually quiet....while if i'm vv jing shen, or the pple ard me vv cheerful, or when i'm wif gd frens..i can open up better....
Dunno leh....keep feeling my life really vv empty...like lacking sumthing liddat....tink i'm lacking excitement in my life..haha...well i hope i can do some exciting stuff in the new yr la...maybe i need to learn how to open up more..haha...
Argh...crap so much...all i type like no link oso...haha...
Continue wif a part 2 tml..HAve a nice daY~

Hey man!
Sorry ah....few days nvr blog liaox....mon and tues went to class chalet..then todae went out wif frens...
Mon and tues went for 4J class chalet...at this vvvvvv ulu place in aloha changi...so ulu there are no facilities nearby..first day reached at abt 3 plus...settled down liaox then decided to play soccer....nearby us there is this soccer field where a few kids were playing...we tot it was an open field so we went to play...
This is where we first met this bunch of 'SIA kids'.This bunch of kids...on seeing us..came to us and say: U need SIA pass to come in. Are u pilots?If not cannot come in.
Wah...so damn xiao zhang....those kids only abt pri 1 pri2 only lor...but they so rude lor....no respect for us at all.
Then we insisted on playing...so they went off to get their fathers to come...their fathers are better...no airs...after some talking we decided to play together wif those kids...
Those kids would shout 'Child Abuse!' whenever we kicked near to their goalpost. -.-
After soccer we went back to start our bbq...those kids came to our chalet again(theirs beside us only) Because of the strong wind we had difficulty starting the fire...when they saw us they say: Hey u noe how to start fire one or not?
Very rude right?So wat if their fathers are pliots?vv big meh?so wat if u all are rich? vv big meh?
Humph!
Tt night went home in fren's car.
Second day met up wif frens to haf breakfast b4 going down to chalet....spent the time listening to music..play cards etc...lunch went down to changi village to eat lunch...then a few of us went down to changi beach to pick seashells...haha...i got one very nice seashell...its a full shell..haha...only pity the surface is dull.
At night we had steamboat for dinner...quite nice la..haha....after dinner we walked ard the place for a while b4 going home..
Err...maybe it seems quite sianx to u all...actually quite true oso cos tt place really too ulu to do much stuff...but its not the activities tt matters...its the pple i was wif....haha.
Anyway..todae went out wif frens...lunch then movie then arcade then walk abt..went to esplanade library and roof terrace...then down to merlion at the sg river...b4 ending in the form of dinner at eunos...
Well...this is one of the last few chances we get to get together b4 we go to diff JCs nxt yr....haix...
Err..stop here first...maybe continue tml..

What a day todae...
First was the big earthquake tt rox a few countries around the indian ocean...killed so many pple, left so many homeless and many others missing...haix...
Then when i came up here....realised the tagboard is gone...seems like got prob wif the tagboard service....cos my frens' blogs all liddat....
Sianx..

Hello..
Todae is christmas day....hmm makes no diff to me....its just another day....slack at home watching tv..play dreamcast.......slack ard..haha...i'm a boring person.
But this yr's christmas seems much more lively than previous yrs...cos parties are held in Orchard Rd..then radio and tv talk alot abt christmas....making christmas look as grand as new yr..haha....
Maybe the economy is picking up, so every1 in the mood to celebrate..haha...
Haha...saw another quote which i like:
"War never decided who was right, only who was left."

Yoz.
Todae went out wif frens..haha...tink i wun touch on it too much..abit sensitive..lolx...
But anyway i watch kung fu hustle le...haha....rox sia...some scenes can laugh until want to die...i laugh until no sound come out from my mouth..haha...a must-watch show
Hmm...i did a very very good deed todae...haha..............dunno if i did it correctly or not la..haha...but i helped a fren =)
Hey hey...since the 2 professors i noe are going to RJ ah....tink i should introduce the 2 of u to each other huh?haha...u 2 are schmates, maybe even classmates, and professors..so should noe each other le right?haha...Prof Bai and Prof Lau.....nxt time got chance meet on msn la..i introduce the 2 of u to each other..lolx...
Erm...tink nth for now...anyway happy christmas' eve's eve to all!

From her blog:
The enthusiasm to believe that I will get better is based on the reluctance to think about the concept of death, to try to understand what death means. Of course death is frightening. That's a natural biological reaction. Every living thing strives to stay alive. And death is all the more frightening when you have to watch it unfold before yourself. But you achieve absolutely nothing by refusing to acknowledge it. You do not comfort me with your assurance that I won't die, because escaping death is not what I'm longing for. What I'm longing for is for you to understand what death is. Look it in the eye and see it for what it is. And then you'll see that understanding death is the only one and true liberation...

HEllo.........................
Todae went out wif my mother....accompanied her to hdb hub....cos she dunno how to go there mah...go there do wat leh?my parents finished paying the instalments of the flats..so todae gotta go down to collect some stuff....
Again todae the weather so hot......was toasting me lor..haix..
Took bus 8 to toa payoh...a mistake cos the bus trip was too long a journey.....reached there le waited for my father..then went on to finish the stuff....
U noe how long the whole process took?A mere 5 mins.....just collect a queue num, wait, sign some stuff, then collect and can go liaox..Wat the heck lor...spend one hour travelling there and another hour home....just to collect a few pieces of papers...
I tink they should be these kind of simple things easier to accompanish...for eg we can get those papers done at the branch office instead of going all the way to the hub......my mother came home wif headache lor...then she had to rest for a long time..haix...
Yesterday's papers had an article abt a woman who was going to die then started a blog to communicate wif her family members and frens after she was too weak to speak....i find the blog entries vv beautifully writtern and i admire her courage to face death bravely....
http://dyingis.blogspot.com
Spend some time reading it..its really nice....

TOdae went class outing...so called class outing la..
Morning went play badminton....then ard noon went to play soccer..
While playing soccer i was smacked hard in the face by some one accidentally....i ran up behind him but he didnt notice me...so he swing his hand while he kicked the ball...so now i got a little bruise on my face..when i went home i realise my nose oso bleed a little...but nth serious la...
Wah...these few days i nvr go out then the weather so cool...then todae i go out the weather so hot...haix...
Reached home le i watched pirates of the carribean....nice show la..haha...
Todae there seem to be training conducted by the air force huh?From morning i see the planes flying..till nitetime still can hear...
Nth else le....my life vv boring one..haha..
ANyway saw this nice quote from somewhere:
If the power of love can overcome the love for power then the world will know peace.
--Forgot who said this

Forced by ** *** to blog..haix..

THese few days.....didnt do much la..rot at home lor....err...cleaned the kitchen walls...then borrowed vcds to watch.....
Yesterday watched Brotherhood.....it was listed as nc16 in cinemas but funny it was listed as m18 in tt shop...but i see le dun see anything wrong leh....
Haix...maybe i becoming a violent person liaox o_O
Borrowed a total of 6 vcds....haha...at least wun feel so bored la..
Tml my bro starts his new term in poly le....so meaning i will be alone at home in the late afternoon.....
Nth else le la....my life vv boring de....so dun keep asking me to blog..haha

Its a big surprise some pple dunno who G** is....lolx...no la i dun blame u all...cos there seems to be many G**s ard me..lolx....got G*****,G** ** ****,G*******,G**** ****....all short form become G**...somemore a couple of them are oso well-known to be G**s....
Oh my..tt's confusing.
ANyway i cant reveal the name of G**...cos i was threatened and told not to...haha.....nvm la..let it be a little mystery here..haha..
I can gif a few clues though...he is not known to be G**,but technically speaking he is G** cos he IS really called G**....I sumtimes call him G** in my blog, but he always protests and says he's not G**...but now he gets mixed up when i put G** in my blog cos he tot i was calling him G** instead of G**..usually we usually call him G** cos shorter so easier to call.
Haha.
Oh anyway for todae, read Prof Lau's blog...i dun haf to type all over again..haha.

Haix...being forced by G** to blog...
I HAF NTH TO BLOG.

Haha...

WEll....lately many of my frens are working...as salespple etc....see them liddat i feel like i'm so lazy...haix..
Nvm la...i do hsework la..haha....if i do hsework well then when i ask for money to watch movie or sumthing i wun feel so bad right?haha...
But todae i just realised i haf worked b4.Haha...i had worked for 1 yr liaox.Todae i received a letter saying i got $150.Since I worked for appox 50 days throughout the yr it means my pay was $3 a day and......3hrs..so $1 an hr...hahahaha..
Hmm..not alot...but tink still ok la...better than nth..
But seriously i tink...the money shouldnt be mine.......i didnt work tt hard either...if my frens didnt help me i wouldnt haf got it...haix.....i feel bad getting it....... T.T

Wah...the moment i came up on net then so many pple talk to me...send files ans questions and help pple...wah so luan..
Todae continued wif my game....going crazy oso....cos stuck at some stupid bugs....haix...can die..
But couldnt spend too much time doing tt cos gotta help my mother wipe my hse doors and windows....in the end got a pail of black water and black cloth...
K la...now going to watch soccer and continue the game...cheers to all.

Todae i didnt play SIm city..abit sianx lor...my brother played though...his town got 1 million pple laiox...haha...
Instead played ard wif Director...haix so long nvr touch liaox..now abit rusty le...
Started work on the last(and possibly the biggest) Director 2D game i haf done....basically i just create a few games then lump them all together lor..haha..todae i tried to do a shooting game..similar to jaoss..its downright lame, ugly,disgusting, shytty and everything horrible...Dun ask me for the game cos i dun tink i will distribute...its too disgusting...maybe just share wif my 3 frens only..haha...

(-.-)
Past 2 days i didnt do much except sit infront of the com.Y?Cos was playing sim city haha..
I had sim city 3000 a few yrs back...tt time play until one day it suddenly hand at the loading screen and refused to budge..so i tot cd spoil liaox..so throw at a corner...
THen 2 days ago my bro went to test it out...surprisely it can work..haha...so start playing again lor..
Haha....my bro and i even managed to build a nice city..haha...of course wif cheat la...otherwise u tink so easy meh?lolx.
But his city nicer than mine...his got planning one...so he only build half the city already got 900000++ pple le...i anyhow build ah...the whole city vv messy...then whole city almost build up le then still 800000++ pple only...then always got pple complain say traffic in my city is like shit.haix..but no choice mah...i build up the whole city laiox then come tell me...i want build expressway oso difficult....
But nvm la...i tink my city oso not bad..haha....got alot of waterfront flats leh...haha.
THen i tink nth much liaox..haix..wat a waste of time..

Respect for Non-Living Things: Part 3
Music.
Music definitely plays a very very very very very very very very very important role in our lives huh?
Without music....there wun be Jay Chou, there wun be rAdio..there wun be mp3, there wun be Creative Technology, there wun be YamaHa..there wun be dancing in our grad nite...there wun be SIngapore Idol...
Without music...sucide rates will be vvvvvvv high every single day, cos in such a fast-paced society like singapore, there is no music to calm our nerves...so after prolonged stress we will jump. Without music....Earth wun be Earth liaox..haha..
So..respect music.=D

Oh...if u all want pics...go to gerald's and yi xuan's blog...plenty of them there =D

Hey!
Tues nvr blog cos was my sch's grad nite.
Yesterday nvr blog cos i got problems signing in...
Grad nite was ok....quite good la...though i tink not worth $80..haha...
The food was alright..quite nice..
The programme was quite ok too.....the guess-the-celebrity game was interesting..then the prom king prom queen thingy was quite fun too..
Great choice of music..the speakers were powerful too....strong bass and treble....though sad tt its not surround....so the sound only coming out from the front..
THe service was excellent..the waitress actually put the food into every single plate and bowl and placed them in front of us....sumthing even wedding dinners dont haf..haha....feel honoured leh...
After the grad nite ended there was this disco dancing segment for us...at this dancing segment i realised are generally 4 types of pple in us.
First type: Pple wif strict parents. THey haf to get home as early as possible so they disappeared immediately after the grad nite ended. Didnt stay for the dancing cos too late laiox.
Second type: Pple who also didnt stay after the dancing cos they find such stuff too sianz...so they went home to sleep
Third type:Pple who dun like dancing but dunwan to go home too..haha...so they stayed behind and slacked ard while watching others dance. I(and my 3 frens) should be in this type.
Fourth type: Extroverts wif bo chap parents....they let their hair down and danced to every tune played.
For a detailed outline abt grad nite, go to Prof Lau's blog. He typed out all the details..including wat happened to me after the grad nite..lolx...(save me the trouble to type =D)
Yesterday went to Fren's hse...cos another fren was going to leave singapore for shanghai for 2 yrs...so yesterday served as a little gather together b4 the separation..
Wah..the fren's hse was nice sia....so beautiful, so neat, so nice..haix..
WE played tennis, watched movie at pizza and played PS2....quite fun la..
AS for todae, i cleared my room todae....it was halfway done the last time so completed it todae.
I digged up quite alot of interesting stuff....then i put aside a drawer to put all these memorable stuff...which includes my kindergarten progress report, pri sch report bk, sec sch report bk, certificates, class photos, sch yearbks, grad nite tickets etc..haha.....
Tts all for todae.....ERm...Respect for Non-Living Things: Part3, Part4 and Part5 should be coming up soon...haha..
Tml...should be staying at home to continue learning some computing stuff...abit lagging liaox..

Respect for Non-Living Things: Part 2
Spectacles.
A thin piece of frame, together wif a pair of lens, is placed in front of the eyes, held by the nose and the ears. It is a must for anyone wif severe deficiency in the eyes, whether issit short-sightedness, long-sightedness etc. Spectacles allow these pple to see clearly again, so that they wun walk into lamp posts, kick the leg instead of the ball, or see the president of singapore as their maids.
Hmm..basically they need spectacles to survive.
TO them, spectacles are their most intimate things after their underwear..haha...they are worn almost 20 hrs a day, to sch, on their journey home, during eating, drinking, studying, watching tv, playing computer...only taken out when one needs to sleep. Sometimes pple even fall asleep with them on.
AS for me, i was diagnosied wif (blinking light in chi, dunno wat u call in eng) in kindergarten..forgot when got myopia, but it was until abt pri2 or 3 b4 i haf to wear spec b4 i can see.Last time pri sch i change spec appox once a yr..stabilised only when i came to secondary sch...
Since i wear spec almost every single min, every single hr, every single day, every single week etc....i will develop feelings for it one ma.....so even though the spec spoil liaox i oso bu she de change one...
Besides i put tape on it then still can use le wat...y spend money...haix..
But apparently my Mum doesnt noe tt....cant blame her oso..she doesnt wear specs.
So back to the topic.Erm...spectacles, like clocks, play an impt role in (cock-eyed) Man.....without spectacles, (cock-eyed) Man will haf problems doing even the simplest tasks everyday....yet they are oso neglected...often physically abused and deprived of care.
So..talking so much..
Respect ur spectacles.

True to my promise i nvr went out todae.Haha.
Stayed at home to watch the movies i borrowed lor...then started reading the 3ds max book which i borrowed a few days ago.
Vv chim leh..read a while i fell asleep liaox..haix..
Todae i realised tt i haf been taking the clock for granted. Everyday, i will look at the clock for a few times every day..for wat? To noe the time la.
But everytime i will just take a glance at the clock, note the time and then proceed to do my own stuff.
Then just now when i woke up from my sleep i looked at the clock, i found out the clock had stopped. The sky was abit dark then my surroundings was quiet.
Suddenly i felt lost.
It was when i went to switch on the tv(it was showing 6.30 news) then i roughly noe the time. Grabbed the hp and see, then noe the exact time..
The main pt is the feeling of being lost when u dunno the time..abit scary sia..wat if one day all the clocks ard the world stop?
Haix..dunno la..maybe only i feel this way..haha....maybe i abit siaox liaox..haha.
However, its still a fact tt the clock is an impt object in Man's life. Knowledge of time allows Man's activities to be carried out in an organised way, and they wun clash wif one another...FOr eg schools can function becos of the existence of timetables...and the only way to noe the time is through the clock.(dun come and crap me abt sundials)
But Man haf neglected the clocks becos they are so used to having them ard....they haf forgotten the importance of them in Man's lives.
After saying so much..i just want pple to know:
Respect your clocks.

Greetings!
Todae went to play lan wif my frens...
FIrst time in my life i played lan for so long....abt 5-6 hrs.....chalked up $8.50..haha
Played Generals and Battlefield...haha.....
First was Generals...Y* F***[sorry, not my policy to put names, but none of my business if u can guess who he is] vv bian tai....he one person try to fight 3 wif a huge force of overlord tanks....i was the lousliest..so died first..haha
Then played battlefield....i put ratio of US pple to Viet pple as 1:10..then we join US and add bots..in the end the enemy too powerful then cannot win...haha..
In the end played generals again..this time quite a serious game sia...but again i was the first to be attacked and almost lost....haix....no choice la...i not rich so cannot buy AMD64..haix....
Well..i gotta clarify some stuff since some of the things tt *** said were incorrect.
Firstly, i DID NOT enjoy doing tt p post...i hate it..hate it to the core...too bad its a public blog..otherwise i will haf thrown out vulgarities..
My seniors were blind to choose me. Y* F*** is better actually....he already held a grp post in sec2 liaox...and he is a decisive person...i am soft and indecisive...not suitable one lor...
Secondly, i DID NOT do a good job of running the club.....its on the verge of closing down le..haix....hope the new principal will do sumthing for computer club nxt yr...otherwise i no face to face my seniors.
Thirdly, *** is a tian cai. Back in Sec1, we were taught this programming language then we were supposed to create a calculator....none of us knew how to do except him. In the end all of us copied him haha....when we won the micromouse most of the stuff were done by him, then his sciences always so pro...bu shi tian cai shi she mo?
Haix...lately i was clearing up my table then i digged up quite alot of stuff leh...4got got wat liaox but some things include the PSLE entry proof and my kindergarten progress report...lolx...luckily i nvr throw it away...its meaningful stuff..haha..
Wah...lately my blog is creating a little bit of ripple huh?last time i talk abt cca then later realise got at least 4 pple talk abt cca oso..haha....then realise got pple whom i nvr expect, to read my blog..haha...thks alot ah =D
Haix...haf been going out everyday since end of chem paper..so...
I SWEAR I WILL NOT GO OUT ON SUNDAY AND MONDAY.
Hey man, i seriously think ***'s blog rox. His blog entries are interesting and humourous..haha..long but not long-winded..haha...help him advertise so tt more pple will noe..haha...i got his link down on my fren's list...his link replaced guang feng's one..
Bye for now.

Todae went to sitex...
Nth much la..vv much the same as all the other IT exhibitions..though there is an upcoming trend of companies using girls in skimpy outfits to promote their products..how come ah?
Then go back tampines...walked ard a little bit then went home le..
Started a mini movie marathon at home...watched both The One and The 2 Towers at once....stretched for 4 hrs....watch until got headache...
Haix...think my TV hopeless liaox...the screen has been damaged for a vv long le...always yellowish green colour one...then now the sub woofer spoilt i tink...cant hear any boom le leh....all flat sound..haix....i liked the sub woofer leh...the bass used to be vv strong one...haix..
Think my VCD player oso hopeless liaox.....the movies occasionally skips...haix..
Even my this com oso hopeless..it hangs.Haix..
No choice la...my father is just a poor taxi driver facing rising diesel prices and increasing competition and decreasing commuters..my mother is just a poor butcher at cold storage working long hours and only a little money...no money to buy AMD64...no money to go shanghai...haix..dun even haf money to subscribe to broadband..
Last nite registered for PAE le...haix...feel abit insecure leh...i decided my own future wif just a click of the mouse...
Y is Man so obessed wif stuff like ruling over the world? Every other TV drama, movie, computer game, book etc will depict this desire by Man to conquer the world, be the master of the world or universe...Y ah?
Hmm..wonder y cant pple be happy wif just being themselves? True there's this saying tt we should strive for the best...want to be master of the world oso can...but not to the extent of killing pple right?Y cant pple live in peace?
I like his(the one i called gay) blog....vv interesting..haha..quite enjoy it...but still abit copy me leh...link oso similar, 'abt myself' oso similar...bu shi gay shi she mo?
DUn worry, he gay, i not. =D
Tot tml will stay at home..but no...fren call me go out again...i haf been going out everyday since last fri...haix....must stay at home liaox...haha...
Hope can get return of the king tml....

^-^
Todae accompanied my mother to this factory in woodlands....just to sign some documents..haix....u can say i mountain tortoise la...cos this is the first time in my life i go woodlands...lolx...
The bus trip 969 from tamp to woodlands was vv tiring.....take the bus trip only i was already feeling sleepy...plus the hot weather ah, buay tahan..
After tt went down to suntec to get grad clothes lor......
Choosing clothes is a very very very very very difficult task.....esp when i'm the one buying...
USually i haf no preference over clothes....the salesgirl pass me a few shirts...to me all look the same leh..but my mother and the salesgirl all got opinion leh..dunno y...
THEN...just as we were abt to settle on sumthing...another salesgirl came along..and exclaimed tt they look too old on me....
So choose again lor....total spend almost an hour in it....couldnt stand straight after tt...
Then went back to tamp to buy dinner b4 going home...
BUt i couldnt sleep yet....cos i gotta return the vcds i rented...so i come back home, take the vcds and went out again...
Yay...i managed to rent the 2 towers..but sad couldnt get the return of the king....hope i can get in on sat..
Oso got The One..jet li add one....2 movies enuff liaox..haha...
Hmm...one of my gd fren got his own blog liaox...feel free to visit at http://winter-soul.blogspot.com ....dun be surprised if u see his blog looks like mine....he's a gay.

HellOX..
Yesterday went to watch movie wif frens....then later went walk ard...later all go off liaox i continued to rot ard a little...ard tm cs and lib b4 going home..
Todae went to sch for briefing of jc admission and collecting some stuff....after tt went mac eat...Then went home to watch lotr....I miss the movie so wanna watch it again..haha...
Now i nth to do i go opp my hse borrow movies to watch...quite cheap leh...only 80cents for a movie....lotr got 3cds so $1...but still cheap haha....I tml must return the vcds liaox....tml borrow more....hope can get the other 2 lotr...
Haix....tml must register liaox but i still duno wat to choose....unlike the above named genius who already got his future clearly mapped out...haix...

Part 3
Hmm...many pple disagreed wif me...saying tt their best frens are from their classes...well i do haf vv gd frens in class too.....i enjoyed my time in 1B2B3J4J....I haf many good memories from class activities too...soccer, chalets....but then....they cant be compared to the fun i had in cca leh....i can get along wif everyone...but dun feel close wif class frens leh.......its a diff feeling when i eat roti prata wif my this 3 frens compared to eating wif my class pple....feel abit xtra ard my class pple..
My this 3 frens quite cute de la....the crap and jokes they say are first class ones....they are oso armed wif a large vocab to 'describe' pple...haha...then ideas oso alot and vv innovative...
They are oso pple who dun need study but still can score vv well one...haix....
Talking wif them is vv relaxing...no stress one...haha...if talk can talk for a vv long time...I find it difficult to sustain a conver wif my class frens for long though...not much common topic oso....so usually i'm quiet ard class pple..haha...

Tml still gotta go out..haix..

Finsih all the crap liaox, now go on to wat happened to me..haha
Yesterday nth much la...went to sim lim square only...no money to buy com at least go there to look look can dream mah..haix....
Todae i went library..dun get mistaken,i'm not mad...went to borrow computer books only...haha....
Then met the future prime minister[The above named genius] at century square....wah..so handsome, so cool, so tall, so clever...
OH ya...in case u all tink i'm lying abt him[wah u say he genius, he greatest, where's the proof?]
He scored 269 in PSLE wif just 2 A stars and 2 As, went to Raffles Institution, scored 6 pts for prelims, and now awaiting to go RJC...
I not bluffing lor..u can check wif MOE.
Oh ya He was oso a sch team badminton player.
SO, if he doesnt become the future prime minister, who will?
Then we walk abt...chat la...b4 going home..

Oh...there may be a part 3...haha....cos i gotta add in things tt i miss out..currently i'm collecting feedback from frens..lolx.

PArt 2
So i was saying, i enjoyed all these small little things so tts y evey fri i used to look forward to cca....always vv eager to go..haha..
Some of my best frens in ahs are oso from my cca.There are 3 of them.
[Its not my policy to put names in my blog entries...last time i did it and one fren refused to share anything wif me anymore while the other threaten to send trojan horse into my com]. Well all 4 of us shared the same interest in computing, which i tink is wat binds us together. Our interest in computing was haha abit overboard. Not satisfied wif wat we learnt in our grps in cca, we begin to learn other stuff.In sec1 when we heard tt there was a course teaching C, we signed up immediately, though it was at this place on the other side of singapore. For 2 weeks we gotta wake up early every morning andtravel an hr of mrt. It ends late in the afternoon and its another hr of mrt back. The worst thing is tt it turned out to be an electronics course, the C programming is only a small part of it.Haix..and the activities they organise were so disgusting tt we vowed nvr to go back there again.
In sec3, when we heard tt there was a course on visual basic, oso on the other side of singapore, we oso immediately signed up.Haha...so every wed for 8 weeks we gotta go off early on wed, travel on the way there, attend the lesson till 6.30 then go home. Reach home already 7 plus le..sumtimes thurs still got test, but we all still go la..This one was more fun...esp we had a good time teasing the ang moh..haha..
We oso begin to learn from each other. We taught each other turbo pascal, micromouse and director....then we oso went to learn robo-gp....We started going to competitions together oso....there was the national software competition, micromouse competition and robo-gp competitions...robo gp and micromouse were esp memorable...cos our sch dun haf the equipment so we gotta travel to other places.During competitions we will do the thingy almost everyday...at this odd place far away from singapore.....after sch gotta rush there, take mrt, take bus, then walk...would do all the way until 7++ pm..reach home almost 8 liaox...
The four of us stick together too much tt the stuff we talked abt went more then just computing..haha...shant say so much..
But i hate the post tt i took in sec3...i hate it...and i hate pple who like to remind me tt....haix...no choice la..my seniors were blind.
I'm still glad tt i joined [AC]²...if i didnt join i wouldnt haf known the 3 of them..my ahs life wouldnt haf been so memorable...I dun tink i would haf met such good frens if i had joined other ccas..other ccas are too large and everyone is so busy wif the cca stuff tt there's no time to interact..And nowadays pple join ccas just becos they are forced to and not for interest.Pple are joining clubs becos they dunwan to be in the sun, not becos of their interest.I feel sad for them, cos their cca life is so empty.Haix.
I dun see the enthusiam we had in them le. ASk them go for courses, go for competitions, all gif sian look... Seems like other ccas pple oso liddat....just a concert only always complain...true there are alot of training and practices thus can get vv tiring, but dun they enjoy wat they are doing?Haix..no commitment(=p)
So now i leave ahs le. I may forget everything tt happened in ahs, but i will nvr forget my cca. =D

I haf spent 4 whole yrs in Anglican High School. During the 4 yrs i haf learnt alot of things, made a lot of frens.4 yrs liaox, i'm going to leave Anglican High le..Well sch wasnt tt great..i dun haf much fond memories to take wif me either...but one thng tt i will rmb forever abt my days in anglican high is my cca.
My cca is generally known as Computer Club. It has a name, called the Advanced Computer Applications Club, [AC]² for short.Cool name right?i tot so too. But now pple seem to forget the brackets thus become AC², and the full name is transformed to a horrible one which i dunwan to mention.
Wat's so special abt my cca? Well, my best days were spent in my cca, my best frens were from my cca, and my best memories were from cca too.[Not all pls, just parts of them]
When i was in sec1, the first senior i knew was Jian Xin, the then vp of the club...he was the first to interact wif us sec1s then we all immediately liked him cos he vv funny and friendly. He once told me b4: nxt time u will realise tt ur best frens are actually not from ur class, but from ur cca. I didnt take it seriously tt time, but now i realise quite true sia.
Cca was slack at tt time already, not a surprise cos the sch preferred sports and musical ccas. I was posted to Multimedia grp, where we learn Director.Jian Xin was leader of the grp. With him ard cca was vv enjoyable, cos he can make u laugh until want to die.
At tt time [AC]² had a clubroom of its own..not as nice looking and spacious as music room where the choir pple use, but i still like it. I learnt my Director there, created my first game[Christmas Memory Game haha] there, learnt more abt computer hardware there oso. It was a nice place becos its quite isolated..no windows for pple to peep in and seldom pple will open door to look in...so u can laugh all u want inside..haha..
Second yr was even slacker laixo, but still ok. Every fri b4 they take attendance a few of us sec2s will gather ard and crap...nth special la, but i enjoyed the crapping..haha..Cos usually we are in diff grps doing our own stuff so dun get much chance to sit together and crap..and gossip..lolx..

I end here first...vv late laiox..tml continue part2.

Since almost every sec4's blog in singapore has the same headline i dun see the need to repeat it anymore..haha..
Actually...after so many yrs of tests and exams....abit immune to it liaox...so dun feel particularly happy tt its the end...haha...quite normal sia...though one thing is tt i can now stay outside without worrying tt my mother will scold or tt a test is coming..
But yesterday i got headache when i got home..so slept early...
TOdae abt 12 plus i went out wif frens liaox..haha..first went to suntec..then went to bugis....go there walk walk look ard la...abt 8 plus then come back..haha...ok la...quite enjoyed it..Long time nvr walk le..
Now tt o's is over le i gotta do some stuff liaox.....going exercising...which i havent done so for a long long long time....then help my mother wif hsework...then pick up new skills..hope can learn abit of java and 3ds max lor....and oso go out walk more often..watch movies...haha....

STUPID......tt question on pupil diameter was actually a mistake...
To tink cambridge actually make mistakes....
HAix..
To tink all ahs pple trusted cambridge so much tt no one went to point out tt it was a mistake...everyone just keep quiet..haha...

HelloZ..
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Can blog now cos there's a short break b4 the next paper..
Tt girl's case vv xie hor...first got tuo meng...2 times summore...then the 4D...1st and 2nd prize all related to her leh...eerie..
Wah..the bio paper scare me leh..alot of thinking questions lor....some quite diff to ans....
To the above named smart genius: Can explain the question on the pupil diameter? Y liddat?
(scared he cant see..haha)
Haix...nxt paper's on the 17th..geog and phy leh...stress leh..summore i'm not like tt above named smart genius who study 9 subjs..so got 2 humans...i only got 1..so..
Humans die = i die

Happy Deepavali to all!