2004 is coming to an end.
Todae, the 31st of Dec, is the last day of the year 2004.
Quite a important date to me, cos this day doesnt just mean the end of a year, but oso the end of an important stage of my life.
Secondary Education.
Yup....my 4 years of secondary sch education in Anglican High will officially end todae....
So wat haf i achieved during my secondary sch yrs?Well i got to know 3 good frens who share the same interests as me(now we share more than just interest haha)...i got to gain a little knowledge in computers, learn alot of new stuff thru studying..............................................................
Well...cant rmb anything else le..haha..maybe tt's all i achieved during the 4 yrs..Haix....should i say i wasted them off?haix..looking back i felt my sec sch life is so empty...haix.....
After todae, a new yr will come.....and i will be going off to the next stage of my education...junior college....i'm approaching it wif a nervous yet forward-looking attitude...nervous cos i quite shy..haha...forward looking cos its a new environment..
Next..what haf i learnt during my 4 yrs?i dun mean from txtbks..but others...
I learnt abit of computer stuff..ABIT...abit means a little, a little means not much..meaning i haf vv little knowledge on computers...however many pple kept tinking i vv good at computers...no matter how hard i try to explain they oso wun believe...but the truth is tt compared to those kids out there i know too little things liaox...at such a young age they can do alot which i cant do liaox......
Next...skills at handling pple....i tink i didnt learn a thing abt it...after 4 yrs i still dunno how to handle pple...when pple get angry or sad i will be at a loss of wat to do..even when pple scold me i oso dunno how to react!I always diam diam leep quiet or i just gif in to watever they want me to do..
Third....leadership skills....i totally suck at it...dun come and argue wif me.
Erm..cant tink of anything else le...
Actually i tink i haf double personalities....i can be quiet, expressionless, introvert...or i can be cheerful, talkative, extrovert...it depends though...when i'm tired, or the pple ard me are quiet, or when i'm wif strangers..i'm usually quiet....while if i'm vv jing shen, or the pple ard me vv cheerful, or when i'm wif gd frens..i can open up better....
Dunno leh....keep feeling my life really vv empty...like lacking sumthing liddat....tink i'm lacking excitement in my life..haha...well i hope i can do some exciting stuff in the new yr la...maybe i need to learn how to open up more..haha...
Argh...crap so much...all i type like no link oso...haha...
Continue wif a part 2 tml..HAve a nice daY~
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