Hello.
Todae ard noon went out liaox....abt 10.30pm then reach home..cos todae got 2 outings..
First one was outing wif sec sch frens....went to bugis and esplanade and slacked ard....
Second one was a junior-treat-senior at swenson at orchard...eat liaox then went take photos b4 going home...
I had a heavy breakfast todae...so during outing wif sec sch frens i nvr eat cos not hungry...then after tt only went 7-11 to eat abit of snacks.....at swenson's i was seriously broke so nvr eat oso..
I was so damn hungry actually...but i didnt show it la(I tink?)...until i reach home then eat the dinner my mother left for me..
Wah...for the first time i find rice so nice.............
Haix....tml judgement day........D-day..or watever day u call it...

Things i want to do in VJ(cont'd):
9. Help in the production on video for channel 8 news DV campus.....the tcher ask whether i was interested or not.........

Haix.

Todae i just realised tt we are living in a V.E.R.Y S.M.A.L.L S.M.A.L.L world after all.....
Todae i went for programming mah..then todae i just realised tt the guy who has been sitting beside me for 1 mth every sat is actually a pri sch fren of my good fren..
My fren log on to msn during the lesson mah..then halfway thru the thingy popped up to say his fren signed in..i was distracted so took a glance at it..then to my surprise it was the nick of my good fren......
At first i was going 'huh?' then later asked him then got the picture...
Amazing sia?I remembered reading from somewhere tt if u pick any guy on the street, u will be linked to him by 3 frens...err something liddat la..i dunno how to explain..
After the thingy went to eat wif my frens..then slacked ard....

Things i want to do in VJ:
1.Do filming for school activities(Everything from musicfest to orientation 2006)
2.Learn adobe premiere then do video editing
3.Learn 3ds max then do 3d graphics
4.Champion at National Software Competition, gold at National Olympaid for Informatics ,represent singapore get gold at the international olympaid (Tt's y i every sat haf to go sch)
5.Create some wow robot and go singapore science and engineering fair, then to the international fair
6.Or maybe champion for micromouse(but i dunwan to compete wif G** leh)
7.Be president of icomp and bring in 3d animation
8.More importantly, so tt i can get [AC]² members to come to vj and use our resources..then we can train them oso.

Tt's all i can tink of now....and now all for u will be there laughing at me say i bu zi liang li....ya la those represent singapore shit are indeed abit far fetched la(the 7th point is crap)..but they are dreams mah.....if i kena kicked out of vj i wun even haf a chance to do any of them leh!

Maybe i can do them at some other jc or poly la...but then i gotta start all over again...
Then of cos there's my class 05S44......we quite good frens le...cant bear to leave them leh...i dunwan to start making frens al over again.......

Haix.
Crap.

So everyone noe by now le....the results will be out on monday.......
The whole world tells the whole world not to be worried....but then its like....its such a big thing lor..no matter how one says, one cant help but worry de mah...haix..
Actually i oso not vv sure wat i'm worried abt..haha...lousy results?kena kicked out of vj?HAving to adapt to new environment?i dunno...aiya...mixed feelings la...
Today went back to ahs.....finally met my form tcher...last few times i went back nvr had the chance to see her....had quite abit of talk wif her....she oso tell me not to worry....tell me to be confident of myself...argh..
But anyway..i still had a great time talking to her..she is one of the vv few tchers i like in ahs la..haha...not say i dun like the others la...the others just neutral...
Actually quite abit of surprise tt she remembers me..cos i'm the diam diam type who rarely talks to her..haha..
LAst tues there was this bush fire at tampines central..i was on bus 31 then i saw the smoke far away...i'm the kaypoh but not so kaypoh type..so i decided to go take a look...so i alight at interchange then make my way there...
Wah....i first time see bush fire...actually is first time i see big fire la...the fire vv wang...then got alot of pple watching...i watch from across the road..but got many stand beside the fire watch lor..then got some pple take pics....
At first i wanted to walk thru the smoke one..but the smoke so damn thick and the smell damn strong...so i no choice turn and walk into the park...
BUt abt the same la....cos the wind is blowing the smoke across the direction i'm walking..in the direction of my hse summore......
But my hse is many blocks away...so my hse only abit of burning smell then surroundings abit of haze only..
I haf no sch on mon and tues....heard the principal said tt.....she say on tues we will be celebrating at some place somewhere........but i was tinking if one gets shit results then tues will be hell day liaox....he will keep tinking of others celebrating while he himself stay at home feeling upset.....
Actually i dunno how i will react when i get my results...if my results are good i will feel relieved more than happy...cos its a heavy burden off my back...but if i dun do well.....i dunno wat i will do or feel...haha..
Another piece of crap.I'm just throwing off wat i'm tinking of now...and my mind isnt straight now...
*fEeLiNg CoNfUsEd....Y?i OsO dUnNo......*

If we follow MOE's trend of announcing news ah...if O lvl results are to be released on Fri, then the news will report it tml.......................
I not sure oso la...tt's just a trend i found...haha..
LAtely everyone has been trying to guess when will be the release of O lvl results....but somehow its impossible to guess...there are absolutely no clues..haha..
Then lately there are alot of rumours over the receiving of some particular letters from MOE....even the difference in colours of the envelope can turn into some predicting game..haha..
But well, its strange tt a government agency had to send out letters using envelopes of two different colours..oh nvm..
Haix...sometimes i wonder whether i'm abit over ambitious to go to vj.....its like..my class many of the 6-pointers all go tj lor....they all smarter than me lor....am i abit bu zi liang li to go vj?haix.....its abit stressful to be ard all the smart pple everyday lor...all the lectures and tutorials i listen gong gong one....
Then again...i scared i kena kicked out of vj leh.....i sort of settled down in vj le..if haf to move again then vv cham lor..must readapt again...then i haf quite high hopes in my ccas leh...got alot of things i want to learn, i want do de....and i really like vj alot...my frens too......
Haix...a load of crap again..

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Oh ya....read my frens' blogs le then realise i miss out some stuff...haha..
Last monday was valentine's day...haha...on tt day we are supposed to give gifts to our angels and mortals....which ends the game between the senior and junior class...on sunday afternoon after my pri sch outing i went wif a couple of frens to look for them...
Monday morning after flag raising they played the friendship dance then asked us to dance...but apparently everyone still having the morning lag so no one dance la...soon everyone stood up and left the hall...leaving some councillers to dance by themselves on the stage..haha..
Then later i realised my angel and mortal were the same person...haha...she knew it long ago...i only suspected cos the handwritings were vv alike..but i tot cant be so zhun..haha..
Anyway i got one present only...while since i bought 2 sets liaox i gave both to her..haha....i dun mind actually..
Tues was our mock napha test..we were tested on three items..standing broad jump, chin up and 2.4.....those tt passed all three can skip one pe lesson...i passed the first 2...but haix...failed 2.4 by 20secs...
Actually i pass la...but i miss the sliver standard....cos they insist we must get sliver and better.....
Nvm la...pe oso good..haha....
Haix...lately the weather really damn hot lor....so hot tt can kill pple leh....there were so many bush fires all over singapore...making the environment so smoky...
Then the park behind my hse got a small section of the brick-pavement burst...i tink oso becos of the hot weather la..
Haix....then the news just reported some places in china oso experiencing droughts or snowstorms......
Is the world coming to an end?
U noe the hei gua zi(dunno wat u call in eng) we eat during chinese new yr?I find it very addictive leh...when i eat i cannot stop eating lor...haha...cos the packet put on the table in the living room mah..then when watching tv i nth to do so eat lor...then after i eat one piece i feel like eating another, then another, then another....in the end i always gotta force myself to stop...dunno y leh...funny...
I tink the chingay procession is really fantastic lor...wonder who is the person who first thought of street festivals..i tink he rox...
I tink next time they should make this a whole night event...have hundred over floats, thousand over performers then make it run for 6 hrs...then after tt the street party run from midnight to the next morning....liddat then fun mah...
Ok la..maybe i asking for too much..but 2 hrs really abit too short..haha..

¡Haha que esto es tan divertido!

SO sorry!
Haix...this week vv busy vv tired....so cant blog...anyway i stopped at sat..so start wif sunday la..

Sunday went out for class outing....not jc class, not sec sch class outing, but pri sch class outing..haha..
An excellent outing for 2 reasons....cos this was the largest outing we ever had, abt half the class came.....and our p6 form tcher joined us....
MEt them at tamp mrt control at noon...but waited until 12.30 b4 trooping off to pasta mania...our monitor had reserved places for us there(Sounds good?He reserved places at pasta mania but didnt buy tickets for any movie......)
Hmm...6 of us shared 3 pizzas....the rest i dunno wat they eat...the tcher paid for the meal and refused to let us pay...haix..feel bad sia...Oso ate a cake tt the monitor bought at the last min....After tt the tcher went off le...then we slacked ard at the arcade...
Late afternoon we went to watch movie...watched the jack neo i do i do...quite nice la..though i tot $8.50 too much liaox..haha...maybe 'I not stupid' too good liaox..lolx

Mon....nth much la...lessons..
Tues oso the same..

WEd morning during CT session we went to performance theatre to watch chinese opera.....quite a nice show..haha..it was a scene taken from the water margin...quite nice la..

Thurs after sch went to eat wif class....at yoshinoya at parkway...i didnt eat though...too ex for me..haha..

Todae after sch went to temasek poly open hse.....nth much to say la..cos didnt see much stuff....maybe tml go again...dunno yet..

Actually tues wed thurs and fri we didnt haf flag raising..cos all the SC stuff....tues and wed the SC nominees haf speeches in front of their houses..then thurs and fri is CT walkabt...
Actually i tink hor..campaigning to join SC not necessary lor...its like..we dun even noe them..how to noe whether they can make good SC or not...all those promises are shit de lor...how to noe whether they can make good SC thru speeches and those banners they make....haix.
But then hor..even if they make speech the audience oso no need put them down de ma...my class one guy kena suan by a grp of pple repeatedly...i tink they shouldnt liddat lor...y make lives difficult for others?Pple want join SC, we support them la...they already need so much courage to speak in front le...dun bully them mah....

Sianx..so tired...i weekend then blog..

PAst few days tired ah..so nvr blog..
Oh..so i stopped at thurs....well thurs just another day la..as usual slack at home..until near dinnertime my another aunt and my cousins visited us......
Fri was cross country...haix...not in my best of fitness to run...came in at the halfway ranking...nvm..i will come again next yr..haha..
After tt went to a bball court nearby to meet a fren..he's from RJ, then fri they no sch...at first tot of just borrowing cd...ended up playing bball...then brought him to vj to find yet another fren...who had sc meeting...then play bball....2 frens called me and i asked them to join me at vj...lol......ya la they are considered illegals..but heck la..
Then went to the RJ guy hse..cos nearby only..played PS until evening..then spilt off liaox....tt sc nominee dunno go where..then the 3 of us went to meet another fren..lolx...
Reached home last night at 8..lolx...
Todae early morning again went sch for the programming thingy...in the afternoon went to watch this performance by a china acrobatic troupe...it was a treat from my cousins...
The show..quite good la...some of the stunts vv well done..those fly here fly there and those throw stuff here and there one all quite good..but some of those dancing one hor...i see le abit tired la...cos abstract mah..so dunno wat they dancing..haha..
Haix...dunno y lately the weather so damn hot....the heat is those type kill pple one lor..haix...
Where is the rain~~~~

Sorry ah...said i wanted to come back and blog again...but fever came back soon after i went off so went to sleep..
My fever was gone when i woke up this morning...but to be safe i still kept pouring water into my mouth la...haix..though no fever liaox but it still sort of dampen my mood lor..
Just like previous yrs i only visited my aunt todae..she lives just a couple of blocks away and becos she treats me and my bro very well so must bai nian mah...
Early in the morning my cousin came visiting le..then late afternoon another cousin came too....tts abt all..
The rest of the time was spent watching tv...some of the movies quite nice i tink..
新年快乐！

Hello.
Todae is chinese new yr eve...Early morning went to sch for cny celebrations...can see got some pple pon la..cos it looks like there's less pple todae..haha..
THe performance was ok..quite good...i like the performance by the malay cultural society and wushu..haha..the lion dance was good..but not as nice as the pros..
After the performance we got mass dance..again..lolx..then after tt some sec schs pple shout their cheers..but ahs no cheer one..haix..
Then we ahs pple gathered to go back to ahs...wah we flooded the entire bus 31...then next few stops no one could come up the bus..haha..
We were abit late..cos the performance ended and some of the tchers had gone...in the end we gathered at the concourse wif those from other jcs...
Then it was an exhibition of mass dances and cheers..basically its between vj and tj la....they took turns dancing and cheering....and in the end cheer and cheer until cheer for ahs....
Then went eat lunch wif frens..suddenly i felt vvvvv tired...it was until i reach home then i realise i got fever..sianx...fever at this time of the yr...................
After sleeping for a few hrs then helping my mother to get the hse ready my fever sort of subside liaox...but now still abit tired..haix...hope i will get well soon....haix..
Tt's all for now....maybe i come back blog later....
Happy chinese new yr's eve!

Haix.......SIANX.
Tot todae start of holiday(sort of la) then would be vv fun..but haix...still a sianx day....
Todae's timetable was switched to friday's..so instead of going home at 5 i was dismissed at 1245..then we all dunno where to go...lolx...
In the end some of my classmates went to play pool...then a few of us went tamp to play lan..not a good place i noe..but no choice mah...need to change clothes...
Played for 2 hrs...then we went tm walk abt......finally at 5 plus 2 of them went off, one went for class dinner, then i continue slack ard in tm and cs until abt 6 b4 going home...
My class and my senior class were supposed to haf dinner together at the lagoon at east coast....i dun feel like going so nvr go lor...the fact was tt my mother was not cooking tonite...so i had to settle my own dinner..but aiya..i reach tamp liaox..dun feel like going back to vj...
S.I.A.N.X.

HelLO!
Todae as usual had this programming thingy...continued teaching syntax....then the guy say next week onwards will start doing questions..........
My house aquila had banner painting todae...i couldnt go becos of the programming thingy, but after tt thing i went to see them....not too many pple though...but the banners were quite nice..i couldnt help much too...so after a while i went off..
Todae no lunch wif frens...cos the main character wasnt feeling well....hope its nth serious...
Hey did anyone watched todae's news?The one on pple going for seminar on becoming chi tchers..it was so funny lor(sorry ah no offence)..the reporter interviewed some of those pple at the seminar..then those pple interviewed arent exactly vv good at chi..cos they mix eng and chi when they speak...so my mother was saying, they themselves standard so low, how to teach others?haha....then after tt there was this guy from MOE who was oso interviewed....he said tt if the standard is not good then they wun deliberately take in pple..i wonder if tt is a hint...?
Haix....something's wrong somewhere todae...Dunno leh..i just felt tt way....it felt funny...like something's missing somewhere....i feel like something gonna happen or i forgot to do something liddat....G** oso tot this way....
AS i was going home todae i saw this RC banner...seeing the banner i came up wif quite a nice topic for GP...lolx
"Residents' Committees are nothing more than tuition centres." Comment.

Yoz!
Todae nth special....lessons as usual...
After sch i skipped my class outing to help my fren paint banner....he's running for sc mah...wah now then i realise running for sc is so stressful...maybe i made a right decision not to go for it...
After tt travelled to bedok int to meet up wif 2 of my frens, then went to TJ to attend their carnival...
Their carnival was quite fun...though i tot it was a bit too small..lolx...i was expecting something tt spreads thru the entire college..lolx...but still, the place vv re nao..met quite alot of my pri sch frens, my sec sch frens, my seniors...etc..even met one of my classmates there..haha..
Bought a drink from there...then chatted wif my frens all the way until the sun set...b4 going opp the college to eat dinner(i didnt eat though, just following them)..then went home....
Haix..tink i'm beginning to lag behind in my studies...haix...guess i need the weekend to get my stuff right...haix..
Just told some of my highly intelligent(apparently they like this phrase =D but hey, that's a fact) college frens abt my blog..haha..
Chinese New Year's coming!

Haix.
After struggling for 3 weeks, i finally fell victim to sickness....woke up on monday wif fever and headache...really dun feel like going to sch...but if i dun go sch i will miss out a lot of stuff...so i hid it from my parents, ate a panadol and went to sch as usual...
Not a gd thing to haf a fever and sit in LT...its so damn cold like i was going to freeze.....and the whole time i was so tired i couldnt get anything into my mind...was dozing off during all the lessons...
Sometimes when a person is sick ah, all the bad things will come along one leh...first thing was i forgot to bring my pe attire(I noe i had reason not to go pe, but i tot maybe if i go pe i will sweat, then bring out all the heat inside my body mah)..so i no choice but to buy a third set of pe attire($11 lor)..haix...wasted $11 just liddat..
Second thing, when i was sick, even the vending machine played me..it ate my 50cents....haix...
Nvm....
Anyway the fever did subside after pe, but came back later....so at night i no choice go to doctor lor...but i still refuse to miss any lessons, so i got a MC to be exempted from pe the next day(tuesday double period, full 4.8k run at 3++pm lor...i go i sure die one)
I was fully recovered todae...todae still ok la....lessons still alright...
My 2 frens and i got into science research...lolx..abit of a miracle...haha..but think our mentor hinted us to change our research topic abit..haha..("It has been done many times b4")
After sch todae me and my fren went down to east coast to find another fren whose jc was having their cross country run todae....chatted for quite a while then went home together...
OH ya....haha...when i was in sec2 me acac pple participated in this project north pole thingy and i created a little com game..lolx...won a merit for it...once i formatted my com and it was gone.....tot no hope of getting it back liaox..until recently i did a search on google then i found it!
LOLX.....this game is like a time capsule for me...it brings memories back..haha..all the stupid graphics i did..lolx..so cute..so funny...hahahaha..too bad i dun haf all the answers to the questions so i cant complete the game..haha...but anyway if anyone wants the game can personally ask me for it..i will happily distribute it..heehee..

Hey~
Todae morning went sch to haf extra programming lessons...todae's lessons is better...cos the guy started to teach us(Last week's computational geometry was for the yr2s)....taught us abt arrays and pointers...a little bit diffcult though..but tink still ok la..
After tt went out to eat lunch wif frens....somehow i want to keep this a weekly affair..haha...Then slacked ard and chatted until abt 6 b4 going home..
Think nth much for todae liaox....

Finally another week over..sianx..
Mon is long day....last period pe ran 4 rounds ard the track....after sch was robotics....learnt some programming..Reached home at 8, collapsed on bed and slept.
Tues oso long day....Chem lecture was this guy who sounded really like a sissy and during the whole lecture everyone was laughing as he spoke...though it faded off towards the end and many pple end up sleeping again...
Last 2 periods pe ran 4km.....after tt stayed behind to help my class paint cny banner(got compeition u see)...again reached home at 8...collapsed and slept.
Wed was slightly interesting...we were told tt there would be a bomb drill...lolx...early in the morning during CT we were taught the evacuation route..during GP my class was hoping tt the alarm would rang...but sad tt the alarm rang during chem..
Took our time to walk to the field...then stayed a while then went to the hall to listen to talks by the police and scdf...
After sch had icomp....ended early though..at ard 5 plus....reached home at 6 plus and my bro asked "Y todae so early?"
Thurs was supposed to be early day..2 plus dismissed liaox,but got extra robotics lessons at 4 so stayed back again...went to help paint banner again....but spent more time slacking la...
Wah..my frens all highly intelligent pple leh....they play games like bridge and hearts instead of daidee..lolx...i dunno how to play leh....
Todae went back to ahs after sch...to collect some stuff, meet some frens, meet tchers and cca.....stayed ard until 6 b4 going home..
Sianx..like my fren say, now everyday i'm going to sch in the dark, returning home in the dark...and my sec sch tcher still say havent full swing yet...wat will happen if it goes into full swing?I no need to go home le?
Now its abit like...i'm treating my home like a hotel...haha...everyday just go home to sleep...Haix...
Tired.

HELLOX
FOr the past few days i haf been crazy over making a simple decision...maybe its becos for the past few years i haf been going along wif other pple's opinions tt i haf lost my ability to make my own decision....
Anyway the simple decision was whether to join the student council or not.
SOunds simple to u?Not to me...just ask any fren ard me...i haf been repeatedly changing my decision for the past few days tt i tink they are irritated as well.
My final decision came abt an hour b4 registration for the SC closed...it was 5 days since i first got the appliacation form.
WEll, y did i want to join SC in the first place?
Firstly, i tot tt i was rather anti-social back in sec sch so i tot of joining SC to learn some socialising skills, and perhaps, get some self confidence. I oso tot tt it should be quite fun being able to pariticipate in college activities such as orientation and open hse.Tt was my desire to join SC.
THen how come i had reservations to joining SC leh?
Firstly i was afraid of the interview and the campaigning(pple ard me should noe, i haf very very low self confidence)...
secondly i was afraid i couldnt handle the workload...I'm having 2 ccas now and im a person who gets tired vv easily....Sometimes i reach home at 7 plus 8 plus, after i eat dinner and bathed, i would fall flat on the bed and only wake up the next morning.So wat happens if i become SC?I'm quite scared i will break down leh...
Thirdly i am actually not vv comfortable of becoming a student leader....mainly due to the horrible experience i had in sec sch....i can work in the SC, but i cant be a leader in the SC.Simply said, i can receive orders and instructions, but i cant give them to others.
I wanted to keep it under wraps...or at least until i get thru the interview part. OF course, paper cant wrap fire, so soon many pple got to noe abt it...everyone told me to go for it, and they will support me...but after word got ard tt i'm going for SC, it occurred to me tt signing up for SC becomes more of a task fufillment rather than a desire. ITs like, everyone noe i running for SC, so i must join, not because i want to join tt i join.
Just now during icomp i was having this workshop on filming and it was rather boring, so i sat back and tot carefully abt it..I came to this decision of not joining after i realised tt while my concious mind wants me to join, my sub-concious mind doesnt want me to.How do i noe tt?I noe tt by looking back at my attitude towards it for the past few days.
Firstly, i had to photocopy my testimonial, cca records and prelims results for them.However i only went down to get them photocopied at the last min, which was abt 9 last night.
Secondly, i had to write a one page essay introducing myself, my experiences, my achievements and reasons y i running for SC. For the past 2 days i reached home only at 8, and i went to sleep rather than writing the essay, while my fren got his typed out nicely in the computer. I was still struggling wif the essay during the workshop(I was holding the essay in my hands while tinking of all these).
Thirdly, i compared it wif one interest tt i haf for a vv long time:computing.
On mon i was given several algo questions to solve and even though i reached home at 8 at was really vv tired, i still went on to on the com and solved the questions.However on tues night, when i came home at 8, i wasn't so eager as to take out paper and write my essay...went to sleep instead.In fact, i only started my essay when i went to sch today.
The last factor was a simple one.If i really had wanted to join SC, i would haf gotten the app form on the first day of the registration and handed in long ago, not on the last day.
All these led me to closing my file which held my half-completed essay and going back to listen to the video workshop.I guess my true innerself doesnt want to join the SC at all, thus all these hints to knock some sense into my concious mind.(In case u dunno, this is the second time sumthing like this happened.MY close frens will noe abt the other incident.)
Perhaps i am not really cut out to be a leader....such an indecisive characteristic is definitely not allowed in a student leader. Maybe i am better off receiving other pple's orders.
Well, wat to do, i am tt lousy.
I tink tt the true innerself is the one tt makes all the decisions tts suitable for a person..the concious mind makes decision only becos others are doing the same thing, or trying to achieve something, or trying to prove something etc, thus they may not make the right decisions all the time. I will pay more attention to my sub-concious mind from now on.Tts quite a valuabe lesson to me i tink, maybe some of u may tink tt i'm slow to learn this only now, but its better late than never right?=D
Lastly, i want to thank all my frens who haf been encouraging me al these while....sorry tt all these haf been in vain.............

Todae went to sch for some programming lessons...had a lesson on computational geometry...so chim tt not a single year1 knew wat he was talking abt...lolx...
After tt met my frens at tm to have lunch...then went library b4 going home..
HEy..just now 9.30pm i watched this show on channel 8 tt played a murder case....then there was this scene where a few pple stand in a row then the witness point out the suspect from behind a special one-way glass....
This scene makes me wonder in real life ah, where did those extra pple come from?THe suspect is the main guy there la, then where the rest come from?Are they policemen or policewomen?Or did they grab from the streets one?Tts wat my mother say, but dunno issit true or not....i wonder if they get money for standing there...if got i dun mind doing leh....haha.just stand there for a while then get some money liaox....hmm.....
Anyone care to enlighten me?=D

Todae i haf nth to blog abt...todae is public holiday and i stayed at home and rotted...........
Hmm...after 3 weeks in sch, i haf more or less settled down in college...but somehow now i still fell abit out of place there....dunno y leh...
Firstly everyone there speaks english....i usually speak chinese de mah..so now all the time speak eng abit bu xi guan...NExt my class pple are all so enthu...taking initatives to call up tourist attractions(tts for our class outing..some sort of community service), go out to eat together, do stuff together etc.....but i'm not the vv 'on' type...so dun vv comfortable la...but then again, i cannot dun do anything or i will be treated as an outcast...so go along wif them lor...
Then i realise my classmates are rather independant pple...haha to say the truth i'm not a vv independant person...haha..nvm la..
Todae i watched this drama on channel 8 at 5.30.....its a twisted story of the journey to the west...the monk's smallest deciple was crazy over trying to invent magic weapons...so the monk ask him: 'wat will happen if there are no magic weapons one day?'So he replied his life will become meaningless......so the monk ask again:"issit he control the magic weapons or the magic weapons control him....."
QUite similar to me huh?i'm now always into computing....his words make me wonder wat i will do if i dun do computing one day...Will my life become meaningless too?Its like....i'm not good at anything else liaox...Maybe i should try not to let computers control me haha...
Crap..