Hey~
Todae morning went sch to haf extra programming lessons...todae's lessons is better...cos the guy started to teach us(Last week's computational geometry was for the yr2s)....taught us abt arrays and pointers...a little bit diffcult though..but tink still ok la..
After tt went out to eat lunch wif frens....somehow i want to keep this a weekly affair..haha...Then slacked ard and chatted until abt 6 b4 going home..
Think nth much for todae liaox....
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Friday, January 28, 2005
Finally another week over..sianx..
Mon is long day....last period pe ran 4 rounds ard the track....after sch was robotics....learnt some programming..Reached home at 8, collapsed on bed and slept.
Tues oso long day....Chem lecture was this guy who sounded really like a sissy and during the whole lecture everyone was laughing as he spoke...though it faded off towards the end and many pple end up sleeping again...
Last 2 periods pe ran 4km.....after tt stayed behind to help my class paint cny banner(got compeition u see)...again reached home at 8...collapsed and slept.
Wed was slightly interesting...we were told tt there would be a bomb drill...lolx...early in the morning during CT we were taught the evacuation route..during GP my class was hoping tt the alarm would rang...but sad tt the alarm rang during chem..
Took our time to walk to the field...then stayed a while then went to the hall to listen to talks by the police and scdf...
After sch had icomp....ended early though..at ard 5 plus....reached home at 6 plus and my bro asked "Y todae so early?"
Thurs was supposed to be early day..2 plus dismissed liaox,but got extra robotics lessons at 4 so stayed back again...went to help paint banner again....but spent more time slacking la...
Wah..my frens all highly intelligent pple leh....they play games like bridge and hearts instead of daidee..lolx...i dunno how to play leh....
Todae went back to ahs after sch...to collect some stuff, meet some frens, meet tchers and cca.....stayed ard until 6 b4 going home..
Sianx..like my fren say, now everyday i'm going to sch in the dark, returning home in the dark...and my sec sch tcher still say havent full swing yet...wat will happen if it goes into full swing?I no need to go home le?
Now its abit like...i'm treating my home like a hotel...haha...everyday just go home to sleep...Haix...
Tired.
Mon is long day....last period pe ran 4 rounds ard the track....after sch was robotics....learnt some programming..Reached home at 8, collapsed on bed and slept.
Tues oso long day....Chem lecture was this guy who sounded really like a sissy and during the whole lecture everyone was laughing as he spoke...though it faded off towards the end and many pple end up sleeping again...
Last 2 periods pe ran 4km.....after tt stayed behind to help my class paint cny banner(got compeition u see)...again reached home at 8...collapsed and slept.
Wed was slightly interesting...we were told tt there would be a bomb drill...lolx...early in the morning during CT we were taught the evacuation route..during GP my class was hoping tt the alarm would rang...but sad tt the alarm rang during chem..
Took our time to walk to the field...then stayed a while then went to the hall to listen to talks by the police and scdf...
After sch had icomp....ended early though..at ard 5 plus....reached home at 6 plus and my bro asked "Y todae so early?"
Thurs was supposed to be early day..2 plus dismissed liaox,but got extra robotics lessons at 4 so stayed back again...went to help paint banner again....but spent more time slacking la...
Wah..my frens all highly intelligent pple leh....they play games like bridge and hearts instead of daidee..lolx...i dunno how to play leh....
Todae went back to ahs after sch...to collect some stuff, meet some frens, meet tchers and cca.....stayed ard until 6 b4 going home..
Sianx..like my fren say, now everyday i'm going to sch in the dark, returning home in the dark...and my sec sch tcher still say havent full swing yet...wat will happen if it goes into full swing?I no need to go home le?
Now its abit like...i'm treating my home like a hotel...haha...everyday just go home to sleep...Haix...
Tired.
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
HELLOX
FOr the past few days i haf been crazy over making a simple decision...maybe its becos for the past few years i haf been going along wif other pple's opinions tt i haf lost my ability to make my own decision....
Anyway the simple decision was whether to join the student council or not.
SOunds simple to u?Not to me...just ask any fren ard me...i haf been repeatedly changing my decision for the past few days tt i tink they are irritated as well.
My final decision came abt an hour b4 registration for the SC closed...it was 5 days since i first got the appliacation form.
WEll, y did i want to join SC in the first place?
Firstly, i tot tt i was rather anti-social back in sec sch so i tot of joining SC to learn some socialising skills, and perhaps, get some self confidence. I oso tot tt it should be quite fun being able to pariticipate in college activities such as orientation and open hse.Tt was my desire to join SC.
THen how come i had reservations to joining SC leh?
Firstly i was afraid of the interview and the campaigning(pple ard me should noe, i haf very very low self confidence)...
secondly i was afraid i couldnt handle the workload...I'm having 2 ccas now and im a person who gets tired vv easily....Sometimes i reach home at 7 plus 8 plus, after i eat dinner and bathed, i would fall flat on the bed and only wake up the next morning.So wat happens if i become SC?I'm quite scared i will break down leh...
Thirdly i am actually not vv comfortable of becoming a student leader....mainly due to the horrible experience i had in sec sch....i can work in the SC, but i cant be a leader in the SC.Simply said, i can receive orders and instructions, but i cant give them to others.
I wanted to keep it under wraps...or at least until i get thru the interview part. OF course, paper cant wrap fire, so soon many pple got to noe abt it...everyone told me to go for it, and they will support me...but after word got ard tt i'm going for SC, it occurred to me tt signing up for SC becomes more of a task fufillment rather than a desire. ITs like, everyone noe i running for SC, so i must join, not because i want to join tt i join.
Just now during icomp i was having this workshop on filming and it was rather boring, so i sat back and tot carefully abt it..I came to this decision of not joining after i realised tt while my concious mind wants me to join, my sub-concious mind doesnt want me to.How do i noe tt?I noe tt by looking back at my attitude towards it for the past few days.
Firstly, i had to photocopy my testimonial, cca records and prelims results for them.However i only went down to get them photocopied at the last min, which was abt 9 last night.
Secondly, i had to write a one page essay introducing myself, my experiences, my achievements and reasons y i running for SC. For the past 2 days i reached home only at 8, and i went to sleep rather than writing the essay, while my fren got his typed out nicely in the computer. I was still struggling wif the essay during the workshop(I was holding the essay in my hands while tinking of all these).
Thirdly, i compared it wif one interest tt i haf for a vv long time:computing.
On mon i was given several algo questions to solve and even though i reached home at 8 at was really vv tired, i still went on to on the com and solved the questions.However on tues night, when i came home at 8, i wasn't so eager as to take out paper and write my essay...went to sleep instead.In fact, i only started my essay when i went to sch today.
The last factor was a simple one.If i really had wanted to join SC, i would haf gotten the app form on the first day of the registration and handed in long ago, not on the last day.
All these led me to closing my file which held my half-completed essay and going back to listen to the video workshop.I guess my true innerself doesnt want to join the SC at all, thus all these hints to knock some sense into my concious mind.(In case u dunno, this is the second time sumthing like this happened.MY close frens will noe abt the other incident.)
Perhaps i am not really cut out to be a leader....such an indecisive characteristic is definitely not allowed in a student leader. Maybe i am better off receiving other pple's orders.
Well, wat to do, i am tt lousy.
I tink tt the true innerself is the one tt makes all the decisions tts suitable for a person..the concious mind makes decision only becos others are doing the same thing, or trying to achieve something, or trying to prove something etc, thus they may not make the right decisions all the time. I will pay more attention to my sub-concious mind from now on.Tts quite a valuabe lesson to me i tink, maybe some of u may tink tt i'm slow to learn this only now, but its better late than never right?=D
Lastly, i want to thank all my frens who haf been encouraging me al these while....sorry tt all these haf been in vain.............
FOr the past few days i haf been crazy over making a simple decision...maybe its becos for the past few years i haf been going along wif other pple's opinions tt i haf lost my ability to make my own decision....
Anyway the simple decision was whether to join the student council or not.
SOunds simple to u?Not to me...just ask any fren ard me...i haf been repeatedly changing my decision for the past few days tt i tink they are irritated as well.
My final decision came abt an hour b4 registration for the SC closed...it was 5 days since i first got the appliacation form.
WEll, y did i want to join SC in the first place?
Firstly, i tot tt i was rather anti-social back in sec sch so i tot of joining SC to learn some socialising skills, and perhaps, get some self confidence. I oso tot tt it should be quite fun being able to pariticipate in college activities such as orientation and open hse.Tt was my desire to join SC.
THen how come i had reservations to joining SC leh?
Firstly i was afraid of the interview and the campaigning(pple ard me should noe, i haf very very low self confidence)...
secondly i was afraid i couldnt handle the workload...I'm having 2 ccas now and im a person who gets tired vv easily....Sometimes i reach home at 7 plus 8 plus, after i eat dinner and bathed, i would fall flat on the bed and only wake up the next morning.So wat happens if i become SC?I'm quite scared i will break down leh...
Thirdly i am actually not vv comfortable of becoming a student leader....mainly due to the horrible experience i had in sec sch....i can work in the SC, but i cant be a leader in the SC.Simply said, i can receive orders and instructions, but i cant give them to others.
I wanted to keep it under wraps...or at least until i get thru the interview part. OF course, paper cant wrap fire, so soon many pple got to noe abt it...everyone told me to go for it, and they will support me...but after word got ard tt i'm going for SC, it occurred to me tt signing up for SC becomes more of a task fufillment rather than a desire. ITs like, everyone noe i running for SC, so i must join, not because i want to join tt i join.
Just now during icomp i was having this workshop on filming and it was rather boring, so i sat back and tot carefully abt it..I came to this decision of not joining after i realised tt while my concious mind wants me to join, my sub-concious mind doesnt want me to.How do i noe tt?I noe tt by looking back at my attitude towards it for the past few days.
Firstly, i had to photocopy my testimonial, cca records and prelims results for them.However i only went down to get them photocopied at the last min, which was abt 9 last night.
Secondly, i had to write a one page essay introducing myself, my experiences, my achievements and reasons y i running for SC. For the past 2 days i reached home only at 8, and i went to sleep rather than writing the essay, while my fren got his typed out nicely in the computer. I was still struggling wif the essay during the workshop(I was holding the essay in my hands while tinking of all these).
Thirdly, i compared it wif one interest tt i haf for a vv long time:computing.
On mon i was given several algo questions to solve and even though i reached home at 8 at was really vv tired, i still went on to on the com and solved the questions.However on tues night, when i came home at 8, i wasn't so eager as to take out paper and write my essay...went to sleep instead.In fact, i only started my essay when i went to sch today.
The last factor was a simple one.If i really had wanted to join SC, i would haf gotten the app form on the first day of the registration and handed in long ago, not on the last day.
All these led me to closing my file which held my half-completed essay and going back to listen to the video workshop.I guess my true innerself doesnt want to join the SC at all, thus all these hints to knock some sense into my concious mind.(In case u dunno, this is the second time sumthing like this happened.MY close frens will noe abt the other incident.)
Perhaps i am not really cut out to be a leader....such an indecisive characteristic is definitely not allowed in a student leader. Maybe i am better off receiving other pple's orders.
Well, wat to do, i am tt lousy.
I tink tt the true innerself is the one tt makes all the decisions tts suitable for a person..the concious mind makes decision only becos others are doing the same thing, or trying to achieve something, or trying to prove something etc, thus they may not make the right decisions all the time. I will pay more attention to my sub-concious mind from now on.Tts quite a valuabe lesson to me i tink, maybe some of u may tink tt i'm slow to learn this only now, but its better late than never right?=D
Lastly, i want to thank all my frens who haf been encouraging me al these while....sorry tt all these haf been in vain.............
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Todae went to sch for some programming lessons...had a lesson on computational geometry...so chim tt not a single year1 knew wat he was talking abt...lolx...
After tt met my frens at tm to have lunch...then went library b4 going home..
HEy..just now 9.30pm i watched this show on channel 8 tt played a murder case....then there was this scene where a few pple stand in a row then the witness point out the suspect from behind a special one-way glass....
This scene makes me wonder in real life ah, where did those extra pple come from?THe suspect is the main guy there la, then where the rest come from?Are they policemen or policewomen?Or did they grab from the streets one?Tts wat my mother say, but dunno issit true or not....i wonder if they get money for standing there...if got i dun mind doing leh....haha.just stand there for a while then get some money liaox....hmm.....
Anyone care to enlighten me?=D
After tt met my frens at tm to have lunch...then went library b4 going home..
HEy..just now 9.30pm i watched this show on channel 8 tt played a murder case....then there was this scene where a few pple stand in a row then the witness point out the suspect from behind a special one-way glass....
This scene makes me wonder in real life ah, where did those extra pple come from?THe suspect is the main guy there la, then where the rest come from?Are they policemen or policewomen?Or did they grab from the streets one?Tts wat my mother say, but dunno issit true or not....i wonder if they get money for standing there...if got i dun mind doing leh....haha.just stand there for a while then get some money liaox....hmm.....
Anyone care to enlighten me?=D
Friday, January 21, 2005
Todae i haf nth to blog abt...todae is public holiday and i stayed at home and rotted...........
Hmm...after 3 weeks in sch, i haf more or less settled down in college...but somehow now i still fell abit out of place there....dunno y leh...
Firstly everyone there speaks english....i usually speak chinese de mah..so now all the time speak eng abit bu xi guan...NExt my class pple are all so enthu...taking initatives to call up tourist attractions(tts for our class outing..some sort of community service), go out to eat together, do stuff together etc.....but i'm not the vv 'on' type...so dun vv comfortable la...but then again, i cannot dun do anything or i will be treated as an outcast...so go along wif them lor...
Then i realise my classmates are rather independant pple...haha to say the truth i'm not a vv independant person...haha..nvm la..
Todae i watched this drama on channel 8 at 5.30.....its a twisted story of the journey to the west...the monk's smallest deciple was crazy over trying to invent magic weapons...so the monk ask him: 'wat will happen if there are no magic weapons one day?'So he replied his life will become meaningless......so the monk ask again:"issit he control the magic weapons or the magic weapons control him....."
QUite similar to me huh?i'm now always into computing....his words make me wonder wat i will do if i dun do computing one day...Will my life become meaningless too?Its like....i'm not good at anything else liaox...Maybe i should try not to let computers control me haha...
Crap..
Hmm...after 3 weeks in sch, i haf more or less settled down in college...but somehow now i still fell abit out of place there....dunno y leh...
Firstly everyone there speaks english....i usually speak chinese de mah..so now all the time speak eng abit bu xi guan...NExt my class pple are all so enthu...taking initatives to call up tourist attractions(tts for our class outing..some sort of community service), go out to eat together, do stuff together etc.....but i'm not the vv 'on' type...so dun vv comfortable la...but then again, i cannot dun do anything or i will be treated as an outcast...so go along wif them lor...
Then i realise my classmates are rather independant pple...haha to say the truth i'm not a vv independant person...haha..nvm la..
Todae i watched this drama on channel 8 at 5.30.....its a twisted story of the journey to the west...the monk's smallest deciple was crazy over trying to invent magic weapons...so the monk ask him: 'wat will happen if there are no magic weapons one day?'So he replied his life will become meaningless......so the monk ask again:"issit he control the magic weapons or the magic weapons control him....."
QUite similar to me huh?i'm now always into computing....his words make me wonder wat i will do if i dun do computing one day...Will my life become meaningless too?Its like....i'm not good at anything else liaox...Maybe i should try not to let computers control me haha...
Crap..
Thursday, January 20, 2005
So Sorry..this week again too busy wif sch to blog...
This week nth special la....its just lessons after lessons after lessons....
But the work load is rather overwhelming....its like...my previous tutorial havent finish and the next tutorial come liaox...so the hw just keeps on piling up lor..
Lectures are oso quite hiong....the tchers teach quite fast..no one understand then they continue liaox...chem in particular..haix..
Only thing fun is computing prac..lolx..cos can touch com mah...haha...
Cca equally hiong...just joined robotics only then got competition liaox..but the whole grp of abt 15 of us are going to build one robot..and anyone should noe its difficult working in large grps....so me and a few frens volunteered ourselves to do programming...let the rest do the hardware...
Somehow i feel tt i wun be able to work well wif them.....dunno leh...maybe i still dunno them well...
Icomp oso the same...going into small grps we gotta help create a software package for various quizzes....my grp is doing on an inter-secondary sch chinese quiz...but we gotta help man the thingy oso..so meaning we gotta go for rehearsals wif the emcees etc...
Only consolation is i will get Enrichment points for it..haha..
Then reach home liaox always too tired to continue any hw..haix...in short..jc life too hectic liaox...
Oh man...i haf just gotten the worst GP tcher in the whole wide world....she looks quite young, but is constantly having mood swings....she can be calm for one moment and ka boom the next...since last week our whole class abit fed up liaox so yesterday we decided the whole class be late for her gp(it was break b4 tt)..lolx..
It got her mad of course...the volcano exploded wif all the lava spilling all over us...then she was screaming halfway then she suddenly said, "ok lets sit down and we will go thru ur essays"
SHe said it like nth happened b4 lor....then halfway thru the lesson all of a sudden she said "Next time dun be late for ur gp lessons again".....
Other examples include 'shut up u creep' or 'shut up u fool' or 'STOP YAWNING!'.
We are so scared tt we dun dare make a single noise during her lesson..haix...dunnoe how to survive her leh.........
Other than her, sch is fun overall....in fact now i abit scared i cant stay there after first 3 mths...not vv confident of my o's........
This week nth special la....its just lessons after lessons after lessons....
But the work load is rather overwhelming....its like...my previous tutorial havent finish and the next tutorial come liaox...so the hw just keeps on piling up lor..
Lectures are oso quite hiong....the tchers teach quite fast..no one understand then they continue liaox...chem in particular..haix..
Only thing fun is computing prac..lolx..cos can touch com mah...haha...
Cca equally hiong...just joined robotics only then got competition liaox..but the whole grp of abt 15 of us are going to build one robot..and anyone should noe its difficult working in large grps....so me and a few frens volunteered ourselves to do programming...let the rest do the hardware...
Somehow i feel tt i wun be able to work well wif them.....dunno leh...maybe i still dunno them well...
Icomp oso the same...going into small grps we gotta help create a software package for various quizzes....my grp is doing on an inter-secondary sch chinese quiz...but we gotta help man the thingy oso..so meaning we gotta go for rehearsals wif the emcees etc...
Only consolation is i will get Enrichment points for it..haha..
Then reach home liaox always too tired to continue any hw..haix...in short..jc life too hectic liaox...
Oh man...i haf just gotten the worst GP tcher in the whole wide world....she looks quite young, but is constantly having mood swings....she can be calm for one moment and ka boom the next...since last week our whole class abit fed up liaox so yesterday we decided the whole class be late for her gp(it was break b4 tt)..lolx..
It got her mad of course...the volcano exploded wif all the lava spilling all over us...then she was screaming halfway then she suddenly said, "ok lets sit down and we will go thru ur essays"
SHe said it like nth happened b4 lor....then halfway thru the lesson all of a sudden she said "Next time dun be late for ur gp lessons again".....
Other examples include 'shut up u creep' or 'shut up u fool' or 'STOP YAWNING!'.
We are so scared tt we dun dare make a single noise during her lesson..haix...dunnoe how to survive her leh.........
Other than her, sch is fun overall....in fact now i abit scared i cant stay there after first 3 mths...not vv confident of my o's........
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Saturday, January 15, 2005
HEllOX
Sorry ah..lately nvr blog....this week everyday come home i vv tired liaox..cant even finish my hw..let along blog...
During first lesson the maths tcher was telling us to try not to copy others' work but do ourselves....at tt time i was still wondering why there was a need to...now i noe why...cos they are too tired to do anything..haha..
I havent copy though...still managed to finish during the breaks in between..haha..
Past few days continue tutorials..lectures..pracs etc......nth special la..
WEd was cca orientation though..joined icomp...
Thurs night had a night gathering wif my frens..haha..basically talked abt our jcs la...haha..
Fri after sch i went back to ahs...visited some tchers and my cca....
After tt went to east coast...all the orientation grps had bbq so went there....actually most grps, including mine only had bbq for satay and marsh mellows...most had catering..haha...
But being quite an anti-social i couldnt find anyone to talk to...so after eating i stood at one side by myself...nighttime then decide to find my ahs frens...realised got pple from HCI crashed in..haha..
Then walked to the hawker centre to eat..then went back take bag go home..reached home at abt 12mn..(Sorry ah...lazy to elaborate, but basically, its just like any normal bbq..except more pple)
Todae went out to eat wif frens...then chatted..
Tts all for now.....see ya again..
Sorry ah..lately nvr blog....this week everyday come home i vv tired liaox..cant even finish my hw..let along blog...
During first lesson the maths tcher was telling us to try not to copy others' work but do ourselves....at tt time i was still wondering why there was a need to...now i noe why...cos they are too tired to do anything..haha..
I havent copy though...still managed to finish during the breaks in between..haha..
Past few days continue tutorials..lectures..pracs etc......nth special la..
WEd was cca orientation though..joined icomp...
Thurs night had a night gathering wif my frens..haha..basically talked abt our jcs la...haha..
Fri after sch i went back to ahs...visited some tchers and my cca....
After tt went to east coast...all the orientation grps had bbq so went there....actually most grps, including mine only had bbq for satay and marsh mellows...most had catering..haha...
But being quite an anti-social i couldnt find anyone to talk to...so after eating i stood at one side by myself...nighttime then decide to find my ahs frens...realised got pple from HCI crashed in..haha..
Then walked to the hawker centre to eat..then went back take bag go home..reached home at abt 12mn..(Sorry ah...lazy to elaborate, but basically, its just like any normal bbq..except more pple)
Todae went out to eat wif frens...then chatted..
Tts all for now.....see ya again..
Monday, January 10, 2005
Todae morning my dad drove me to sch thru Tamp Ave 10 to Siglap Road...good choice cos halfway heard the radio say bedok reservoir there got accident then vv heavy traffic jam..luckily nvr go tt way.
Todae start first lessons liaox...first period was physics tutorial....i like the tcher..he is the type who can click wif teenagers one..haha..
After tt was computing tutorial....abit sianx la...cos no one understood wat the tcher was talking abt...haha...nvm la...
Then was physics prac...the tcher said pracs only start in 3 weeks time so had a little ice breaking...had to go infront intro urself and an animal tt describes ourselves....i anyhow say chimpanzee...cos 'all from the same family'
After a little break comes physics lecture(sianx..all physics)..the tcher vv pro lor...he was having trouble setting up the laptop and visualiser and he spent ONE WHOLE PERIOD trying to set it up....then he picked up the microphone and started talking...every1 tot he gave up...but instead he said: Sorrry there are some technical problems...LET ME TRY AGAIN.
ARGH.
IN the end he finally gave up and used the OHP...-.-
Another break(took the chance to explore the library..it rox), then was maths lecture..
Then was chi lesson...first lesson all of us gotta go..the tcher must see our particulars first b4 letting those exempted go..and like previous times, the chi tcher commented on my chinese surname..lolx....
Explored the library again.
Then was chem lecture....vv sianx lor...many of us were falling aslp...occasionally got sounds of students flipping over the little tables of the chairs..cos they fell aslp then rested their weights on the tables tt y the tables swung back..lolx..
And the tcher wasnt friendly...she claimed tt she is the tigeress of the chem department(-.-...........)
The GP....the tcher wasnt too friendly either..but guess still ok la..
Last period was PE....was raining so we had a mass exercise in the hall....the PE tcher is the type who jokes wif us but still quite fierce...haha...
Anyway tt's abt all for todae...HAve a nice day!
Perhaps ignorance is indeed a bliss.
Todae start first lessons liaox...first period was physics tutorial....i like the tcher..he is the type who can click wif teenagers one..haha..
After tt was computing tutorial....abit sianx la...cos no one understood wat the tcher was talking abt...haha...nvm la...
Then was physics prac...the tcher said pracs only start in 3 weeks time so had a little ice breaking...had to go infront intro urself and an animal tt describes ourselves....i anyhow say chimpanzee...cos 'all from the same family'
After a little break comes physics lecture(sianx..all physics)..the tcher vv pro lor...he was having trouble setting up the laptop and visualiser and he spent ONE WHOLE PERIOD trying to set it up....then he picked up the microphone and started talking...every1 tot he gave up...but instead he said: Sorrry there are some technical problems...LET ME TRY AGAIN.
ARGH.
IN the end he finally gave up and used the OHP...-.-
Another break(took the chance to explore the library..it rox), then was maths lecture..
Then was chi lesson...first lesson all of us gotta go..the tcher must see our particulars first b4 letting those exempted go..and like previous times, the chi tcher commented on my chinese surname..lolx....
Explored the library again.
Then was chem lecture....vv sianx lor...many of us were falling aslp...occasionally got sounds of students flipping over the little tables of the chairs..cos they fell aslp then rested their weights on the tables tt y the tables swung back..lolx..
And the tcher wasnt friendly...she claimed tt she is the tigeress of the chem department(-.-...........)
The GP....the tcher wasnt too friendly either..but guess still ok la..
Last period was PE....was raining so we had a mass exercise in the hall....the PE tcher is the type who jokes wif us but still quite fierce...haha...
Anyway tt's abt all for todae...HAve a nice day!
Perhaps ignorance is indeed a bliss.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
Continue wif thurs and fri..haha....
FOURTH DAY
Assembly at the hall...then for the first time we had house meeting...i was in this grp called Aquila and represented by an eagle.The hse captain was from ahs, and the whole time she keep going 'soar.....soar....' which reminds me of ahs...-.-
Changed into the first orientation tshirt...Learnt the college anthem..After tt the councillors told us there were 4 ccas which were doing some publicity...they were blading and biking club, rock band, personal grooming society and social development unit. They introduced their ccas and went on explaining....after tt was cca walkabt cum lunch....where we can look ard and sign up.....After tt we gathered back at the hall.
This is where the surprise came. They told us, the 4 ccas which did publicity were FAKES! They did not exist at all...wth...all of us stunned..then from the list of pple who signed up wif those ccas, they picked a few pple to go on stage and to do stupid stuff..like proposing to the emcees, sing etc..2 guys who were saboed and had their names written on all 4 ccas had to wear raincoats and button up everything, then infront of us, exchanged their PE shorts...lolx....tt was a good lie from the SC...none of us expected them to be fake...they act until so real....
After tt was station games aka wet games...first station game:there were 2 pails, one empty one full, at 2 ends of basketball crt...then each small og grp had to form line and take turns getting the water from one pail to another....the thing is we had to use our own clothes and nth else....guys reluctantly took off their shirts...i took off mine but didnt get to run cos my teammates kept running..haha...In the end we won, thks to tt 2m guy.Cos his is plump and tall his tshirt is exceptionly big.Lolx.
SEcond game was poison game..lost tt though.
THird game was this game 3 og small grps form a team, then 2 teams, each team had to guard a stack of newppers from getting wet, while the opponent tries to get them wet...Quite a fierce fight went off to get the pail, water guns etc....in the end it was a draw cos both newsppers were dry.Evening it was 'Voscar Awards'. Each film had to perform a play on the theme 'VJC', where we can talk abt anything except the college itself(In between the last few days we had prepared for it).Stuff like 'Voluscous juicy chiobu' and 'Voodoo Jumbo COndom' came up..lolx...but becos of the short time we spent for the preparation i tink every1 performed badly..haha..After the performance we had a major mass dance before ending off in a high note...it was 8.30 pm then....but tis day rox...
LAST DAY
After assembly we proceeded to east coast which was just behind the college...since 'Vollywood' offically ended the theme for this beach thingy was called 'Bollywood', which is the film industry in India.At east coast the music system played indian music, which was quite nice..haha..It was actually sort of station games oso...first station was captain's ball..except there were 3 teams playing at once....my og small grp won...again thks to tt 2m guy...he was the captain lolx...
Then went on play tug of war on the coast in the water..3 small og grps won a team..i joined in this game and we won..3rd game was treasure hunt..where we hunt for some cards and form a pic and guess the person in the pic....we didnt win tt..
THen was rest time....got milo truck and i drank 3 cups..lolx..oso took a pic wif my og small grp....
LASt game we played i forgot the name liaox...within a time limit the team who could bury the most pple in sand wins..my og small grp lost though..coos we guys not vv willing to get burid lolx..
After tt we all went into the water...so shuang..haha...pple who tried to escape were carried and thrown into water...including our OGLs...haha...
There was a finale game...oso forgot the name..but 2 persons stand on a long horizontal pole and supported in the water....they whacked each other wif pillows and the person who falls into the water lost...difficult game cos the pole was rather thin...Each film sent 2 persons, a guy and a girl, to play a knockout....my grp Indigoo won in the boys category, but the girl lost in the finals..THe winners then challenged the tchers....the male tcher playing against the guy won after he whacked the guy hard 3 times...while the female tcher lost to the girl...IT was another mass dance b4 we went back to the college to be dismissed...
Had a little og lunch...then exchanged hp nums....i gave them mine but i didnt ask for theirs...frankly speaking when i see their names in my hp i wun noe who they are...and i dun tink i will ever contact them again..so nvr ask..haha...call me ap.
So the entire orientation has ended...overall it was vv fun and i enjoyed it really vv much...thks to the SC...
ANyway after tt went back to ahs...the sec1s had their cca orientation...was surprised tt ahs has just set up a npcc girl's unit...cant help but keep getting alarmed whenever npcc pple walked past me...i keep tinking they were policemen..haha...
Tml lessons start liaox..haix..
FOURTH DAY
Assembly at the hall...then for the first time we had house meeting...i was in this grp called Aquila and represented by an eagle.The hse captain was from ahs, and the whole time she keep going 'soar.....soar....' which reminds me of ahs...-.-
Changed into the first orientation tshirt...Learnt the college anthem..After tt the councillors told us there were 4 ccas which were doing some publicity...they were blading and biking club, rock band, personal grooming society and social development unit. They introduced their ccas and went on explaining....after tt was cca walkabt cum lunch....where we can look ard and sign up.....After tt we gathered back at the hall.
This is where the surprise came. They told us, the 4 ccas which did publicity were FAKES! They did not exist at all...wth...all of us stunned..then from the list of pple who signed up wif those ccas, they picked a few pple to go on stage and to do stupid stuff..like proposing to the emcees, sing etc..2 guys who were saboed and had their names written on all 4 ccas had to wear raincoats and button up everything, then infront of us, exchanged their PE shorts...lolx....tt was a good lie from the SC...none of us expected them to be fake...they act until so real....
After tt was station games aka wet games...first station game:there were 2 pails, one empty one full, at 2 ends of basketball crt...then each small og grp had to form line and take turns getting the water from one pail to another....the thing is we had to use our own clothes and nth else....guys reluctantly took off their shirts...i took off mine but didnt get to run cos my teammates kept running..haha...In the end we won, thks to tt 2m guy.Cos his is plump and tall his tshirt is exceptionly big.Lolx.
SEcond game was poison game..lost tt though.
THird game was this game 3 og small grps form a team, then 2 teams, each team had to guard a stack of newppers from getting wet, while the opponent tries to get them wet...Quite a fierce fight went off to get the pail, water guns etc....in the end it was a draw cos both newsppers were dry.Evening it was 'Voscar Awards'. Each film had to perform a play on the theme 'VJC', where we can talk abt anything except the college itself(In between the last few days we had prepared for it).Stuff like 'Voluscous juicy chiobu' and 'Voodoo Jumbo COndom' came up..lolx...but becos of the short time we spent for the preparation i tink every1 performed badly..haha..After the performance we had a major mass dance before ending off in a high note...it was 8.30 pm then....but tis day rox...
LAST DAY
After assembly we proceeded to east coast which was just behind the college...since 'Vollywood' offically ended the theme for this beach thingy was called 'Bollywood', which is the film industry in India.At east coast the music system played indian music, which was quite nice..haha..It was actually sort of station games oso...first station was captain's ball..except there were 3 teams playing at once....my og small grp won...again thks to tt 2m guy...he was the captain lolx...
Then went on play tug of war on the coast in the water..3 small og grps won a team..i joined in this game and we won..3rd game was treasure hunt..where we hunt for some cards and form a pic and guess the person in the pic....we didnt win tt..
THen was rest time....got milo truck and i drank 3 cups..lolx..oso took a pic wif my og small grp....
LASt game we played i forgot the name liaox...within a time limit the team who could bury the most pple in sand wins..my og small grp lost though..coos we guys not vv willing to get burid lolx..
After tt we all went into the water...so shuang..haha...pple who tried to escape were carried and thrown into water...including our OGLs...haha...
There was a finale game...oso forgot the name..but 2 persons stand on a long horizontal pole and supported in the water....they whacked each other wif pillows and the person who falls into the water lost...difficult game cos the pole was rather thin...Each film sent 2 persons, a guy and a girl, to play a knockout....my grp Indigoo won in the boys category, but the girl lost in the finals..THe winners then challenged the tchers....the male tcher playing against the guy won after he whacked the guy hard 3 times...while the female tcher lost to the girl...IT was another mass dance b4 we went back to the college to be dismissed...
Had a little og lunch...then exchanged hp nums....i gave them mine but i didnt ask for theirs...frankly speaking when i see their names in my hp i wun noe who they are...and i dun tink i will ever contact them again..so nvr ask..haha...call me ap.
So the entire orientation has ended...overall it was vv fun and i enjoyed it really vv much...thks to the SC...
ANyway after tt went back to ahs...the sec1s had their cca orientation...was surprised tt ahs has just set up a npcc girl's unit...cant help but keep getting alarmed whenever npcc pple walked past me...i keep tinking they were policemen..haha...
Tml lessons start liaox..haix..
Saturday, January 08, 2005
HElloZ!
Sorry 1 week nvr blog....For the past week i had orientation at vj...by the time i reach home i was too tired to blog liaox...VJ orienation rox man!
The theme of the orientation was on films, so the whole programme was introduced as 'Vollywood' and 'presented to us by 21st SCentury(Student Council u see) Fox'. All of us were split into 4 production hses, namely Dreamworks, Pixar, Paramount andMiramax, which were again separated into 8 films(which were og grps): Vader, Ingole,Corsair, Trojan, Onion, Rodeo, Indigoo and Aranna(take their initals and u form the word Victoria). Tt means each og grp has an ally la. Within each og grp there were 8 small sub-groups. I was in Indigoo. Oh ya, there was this guy in my grp who is 2m tall, and quite plump...u will noe later y i mentioned him here.haha. Introduction over, now to each day's happenings.
FIRST DAY
Reporting day....we were supposed to report to sch at 7.30am..i was late by 5mins...tot die liaox..in the end turn out it was to queue up for registration, photo taking and collection of a goodie bag, which included water bottle, file, a key chain and a towel. They set up several counters but the queue was soooo long....by the time i finished it was 9 am. Rushed to the hall and there was a talk on the subjs in jc...tchers took turns to introduce the subjs...by the time they finished we had to choose our subj combi and hand in...leaving us no time to consider...Then there was another talk on a science research programme....after tt changed into an orientation tshirt(we had 2) and immediately split into our og grps liaox...There was a little ice breaking session, learnt og grp cheers, and a little performance by the student councillors...then had lunch...after lunch played some games...Suddenly there was music then all the councillors ran to the middle there and starteddancing....tt was the first mass dance we had to learn, called Whiney Whiney..learnt some cheers too.. ended the day wif an og meeting.
SECOND DAY
Assembly at the hall...followed by introduction to all the tchers...then changed into the second orientation tshirt...then learnt the second mass dance Neutron dance...then games then lunch then og meeting..after tt there was 3 talks in a row..one on PEARLS, one on CIP and a third one on volunteering...got ouR PE attire..the class tt we are posted to was oso out on tt day...so went to check after dismissal...i got into 05S44, taking maths phy chem and computing..Although we were dismissed there was an unoffical session to teach a third mass dance called La Bamba...we ahs pple gathered behind the entire crowd to learn lolx..
THIRD DAY
Assembly at the hall...then a talk on Project Work...After the talk we went to our respective classes....saw my classmates for the first time...Immediately the leadership skills of a couple of pple showed up...by going ard asking names and gathering us ard to introduce ourselves...Later met up wif our senior class....where they shared their experiences wif us...turned out computing has one of the highest drop-out rates in jc...but nvm la...i will presevere...Changed into PE attire and went to hall....then played quite a lame game..the allys will gather together and then everyone gotta form pairs and had 2 of our legs tied together.Then we gotta collect items from the centre and take back to our own place...we can steal from the other grps or choose to guard our place against others...After lunch learnt another mass dance...called Friendship dance...this dance required the pairing up of guys and gals...haha...i danced wif a pri sch fren...haha..After lunch we learnt the 'I want you' mass dances and some sch cheers....Ended the day wif another og meeting...it was so sianx so halfway thru the meeting my fren and i sneaked off...
COntinue wif the 2 most exciting days tml. =)
Sorry 1 week nvr blog....For the past week i had orientation at vj...by the time i reach home i was too tired to blog liaox...VJ orienation rox man!
The theme of the orientation was on films, so the whole programme was introduced as 'Vollywood' and 'presented to us by 21st SCentury(Student Council u see) Fox'. All of us were split into 4 production hses, namely Dreamworks, Pixar, Paramount andMiramax, which were again separated into 8 films(which were og grps): Vader, Ingole,Corsair, Trojan, Onion, Rodeo, Indigoo and Aranna(take their initals and u form the word Victoria). Tt means each og grp has an ally la. Within each og grp there were 8 small sub-groups. I was in Indigoo. Oh ya, there was this guy in my grp who is 2m tall, and quite plump...u will noe later y i mentioned him here.haha. Introduction over, now to each day's happenings.
FIRST DAY
Reporting day....we were supposed to report to sch at 7.30am..i was late by 5mins...tot die liaox..in the end turn out it was to queue up for registration, photo taking and collection of a goodie bag, which included water bottle, file, a key chain and a towel. They set up several counters but the queue was soooo long....by the time i finished it was 9 am. Rushed to the hall and there was a talk on the subjs in jc...tchers took turns to introduce the subjs...by the time they finished we had to choose our subj combi and hand in...leaving us no time to consider...Then there was another talk on a science research programme....after tt changed into an orientation tshirt(we had 2) and immediately split into our og grps liaox...There was a little ice breaking session, learnt og grp cheers, and a little performance by the student councillors...then had lunch...after lunch played some games...Suddenly there was music then all the councillors ran to the middle there and starteddancing....tt was the first mass dance we had to learn, called Whiney Whiney..learnt some cheers too.. ended the day wif an og meeting.
SECOND DAY
Assembly at the hall...followed by introduction to all the tchers...then changed into the second orientation tshirt...then learnt the second mass dance Neutron dance...then games then lunch then og meeting..after tt there was 3 talks in a row..one on PEARLS, one on CIP and a third one on volunteering...got ouR PE attire..the class tt we are posted to was oso out on tt day...so went to check after dismissal...i got into 05S44, taking maths phy chem and computing..Although we were dismissed there was an unoffical session to teach a third mass dance called La Bamba...we ahs pple gathered behind the entire crowd to learn lolx..
THIRD DAY
Assembly at the hall...then a talk on Project Work...After the talk we went to our respective classes....saw my classmates for the first time...Immediately the leadership skills of a couple of pple showed up...by going ard asking names and gathering us ard to introduce ourselves...Later met up wif our senior class....where they shared their experiences wif us...turned out computing has one of the highest drop-out rates in jc...but nvm la...i will presevere...Changed into PE attire and went to hall....then played quite a lame game..the allys will gather together and then everyone gotta form pairs and had 2 of our legs tied together.Then we gotta collect items from the centre and take back to our own place...we can steal from the other grps or choose to guard our place against others...After lunch learnt another mass dance...called Friendship dance...this dance required the pairing up of guys and gals...haha...i danced wif a pri sch fren...haha..After lunch we learnt the 'I want you' mass dances and some sch cheers....Ended the day wif another og meeting...it was so sianx so halfway thru the meeting my fren and i sneaked off...
COntinue wif the 2 most exciting days tml. =)
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Saturday, January 01, 2005
Well...its a new year.
New Year.Wat does it mean?
The word year simply means 365 days...so a new year actually means the coming of another 365 days...
SO why do pple need to celebrate a new year? Watching todae's news, we can see many pple around the world celebrating....though not as grand as last year.
I guess its becos after 365 days, Man has experienced many things in their lives....so perhaps they are glad a year has passed so want to celebrate....which at the same time welcome the new year so tt they haf another 365 days to spend.WHile celebrating, they are oso filling the new year wif wishes and hopes which they hope can come true.
Maybe its the pinning of new hopes on the new year tt means new yr celebrations so significant..they see tt a new year has come so they can start everything afresh...tts y so happy...
Issit?
Well...while we should move forward, we should oso not forget all the things we haf done in the past year....every single thing we haf experienced serves as a lesson for us, there will be sumthing we can learn from it..memories keep pple alive i suppose....
So, as we change our calendars to those tt read list 2005 dates, spend abit of time reading through ur past blog entries....haha...
ANyway, my fren ask y i nvr change my blog template while many pple change liaox....well firstly i'm lazy to do....secondly i forgot most of my html liaox, thirdly i dunwan to trouble pple to help me do and forthly, as G** says, the content is the more impt one in a blog.
Haha...anyway i dun see anything wrong wif my template....quite neat wat right?haha...adding all the pictures and stuff makes pple confusing...lolx........jkjk..
New Year.Wat does it mean?
The word year simply means 365 days...so a new year actually means the coming of another 365 days...
SO why do pple need to celebrate a new year? Watching todae's news, we can see many pple around the world celebrating....though not as grand as last year.
I guess its becos after 365 days, Man has experienced many things in their lives....so perhaps they are glad a year has passed so want to celebrate....which at the same time welcome the new year so tt they haf another 365 days to spend.WHile celebrating, they are oso filling the new year wif wishes and hopes which they hope can come true.
Maybe its the pinning of new hopes on the new year tt means new yr celebrations so significant..they see tt a new year has come so they can start everything afresh...tts y so happy...
Issit?
Well...while we should move forward, we should oso not forget all the things we haf done in the past year....every single thing we haf experienced serves as a lesson for us, there will be sumthing we can learn from it..memories keep pple alive i suppose....
So, as we change our calendars to those tt read list 2005 dates, spend abit of time reading through ur past blog entries....haha...
ANyway, my fren ask y i nvr change my blog template while many pple change liaox....well firstly i'm lazy to do....secondly i forgot most of my html liaox, thirdly i dunwan to trouble pple to help me do and forthly, as G** says, the content is the more impt one in a blog.
Haha...anyway i dun see anything wrong wif my template....quite neat wat right?haha...adding all the pictures and stuff makes pple confusing...lolx........jkjk..
Friday, December 31, 2004
I wonder why i am getting so worked up over this new yr...just scanned my previous entries i realised i didnt even post an entry on new yr last yr...maybe, as i said in my last entry,it means the end of an impt stage of my life, and the start of another impt stage...or maybe its becos of the way 2004 is being ended.
Its sad the yr 2004 has to end in this way...many innocent lives have been lost by the merciless tsunamis...many of them are just poor fishermen trying to sustain their lives, casual tourists trying to take a break from the stressed environment, or simply ordinary citizens who can't afford a hse in the city. Maybe, as wat my fren said in her blog:
Mother nature has shown us humans tt we are not the ultimate rulers of this planet. The lady's still in charge.
Watever it is, it had happened and we cant reverse time. So wat we can do now is to help the affected pple get over this as soon as possible and oso, while we celebrate the new yr, we should oso rmb tt there are many others who are suffering out there..
Of course, let's hope Man will put in more effort in caring for the envrionment so tt mother nature will not have to punish us again wif another natural disaster or another fast-spreading virus...
At the same time,we cannot forget the wars and fights that are still on-going....whether for ideology, for land, for sovereignty, for survival or watever...lets hope Man will realise the importance of peace and fight for it..
As for the individuals....lets hope in the new yr we can continue to work hard to get wat we want, either for the ambition of becoming watever we want to be(I dream.............), the grades we want, the guys or girls we like, the love we want, the items we want to get hold of....
BUT, we cannot be going after wat we want blindly......while doing so we must make sure we take care of other pple's feelings....we must cherish the pple and things we haf ard us(rmb the tsunami disaster)..dun wait until its gone b4 we start regretting...
Most importantly, the disaster is a reminder to all of us to cherish our lives.....dun meet any setback and tink of suicide....there are so many others out there trying to cling onto their dear lives...we should be grateful tt we are well and alive...so treat our ownselves wif more respect.
Be optimistic towards yr 2005...its a new yr, wif events and activities eagerly awaiting us(good ones i hope)....The yr 2004 has been quite an eventful year for many of us i'm sure...in the 366 days we had our share of ups and downs....no matter wat, leave these ups and downs in our memories and be prepared to accept yr 2005!
I will end my last post of the year 2004 wif a simple greeting to all.
Happy new year.
Its sad the yr 2004 has to end in this way...many innocent lives have been lost by the merciless tsunamis...many of them are just poor fishermen trying to sustain their lives, casual tourists trying to take a break from the stressed environment, or simply ordinary citizens who can't afford a hse in the city. Maybe, as wat my fren said in her blog:
Mother nature has shown us humans tt we are not the ultimate rulers of this planet. The lady's still in charge.
Watever it is, it had happened and we cant reverse time. So wat we can do now is to help the affected pple get over this as soon as possible and oso, while we celebrate the new yr, we should oso rmb tt there are many others who are suffering out there..
Of course, let's hope Man will put in more effort in caring for the envrionment so tt mother nature will not have to punish us again wif another natural disaster or another fast-spreading virus...
At the same time,we cannot forget the wars and fights that are still on-going....whether for ideology, for land, for sovereignty, for survival or watever...lets hope Man will realise the importance of peace and fight for it..
As for the individuals....lets hope in the new yr we can continue to work hard to get wat we want, either for the ambition of becoming watever we want to be(I dream.............), the grades we want, the guys or girls we like, the love we want, the items we want to get hold of....
BUT, we cannot be going after wat we want blindly......while doing so we must make sure we take care of other pple's feelings....we must cherish the pple and things we haf ard us(rmb the tsunami disaster)..dun wait until its gone b4 we start regretting...
Most importantly, the disaster is a reminder to all of us to cherish our lives.....dun meet any setback and tink of suicide....there are so many others out there trying to cling onto their dear lives...we should be grateful tt we are well and alive...so treat our ownselves wif more respect.
Be optimistic towards yr 2005...its a new yr, wif events and activities eagerly awaiting us(good ones i hope)....The yr 2004 has been quite an eventful year for many of us i'm sure...in the 366 days we had our share of ups and downs....no matter wat, leave these ups and downs in our memories and be prepared to accept yr 2005!
I will end my last post of the year 2004 wif a simple greeting to all.
Happy new year.
2004 is coming to an end.
Todae, the 31st of Dec, is the last day of the year 2004.
Quite a important date to me, cos this day doesnt just mean the end of a year, but oso the end of an important stage of my life.
Secondary Education.
Yup....my 4 years of secondary sch education in Anglican High will officially end todae....
So wat haf i achieved during my secondary sch yrs?Well i got to know 3 good frens who share the same interests as me(now we share more than just interest haha)...i got to gain a little knowledge in computers, learn alot of new stuff thru studying..............................................................
Well...cant rmb anything else le..haha..maybe tt's all i achieved during the 4 yrs..Haix....should i say i wasted them off?haix..looking back i felt my sec sch life is so empty...haix.....
After todae, a new yr will come.....and i will be going off to the next stage of my education...junior college....i'm approaching it wif a nervous yet forward-looking attitude...nervous cos i quite shy..haha...forward looking cos its a new environment..
Next..what haf i learnt during my 4 yrs?i dun mean from txtbks..but others...
I learnt abit of computer stuff..ABIT...abit means a little, a little means not much..meaning i haf vv little knowledge on computers...however many pple kept tinking i vv good at computers...no matter how hard i try to explain they oso wun believe...but the truth is tt compared to those kids out there i know too little things liaox...at such a young age they can do alot which i cant do liaox......
Next...skills at handling pple....i tink i didnt learn a thing abt it...after 4 yrs i still dunno how to handle pple...when pple get angry or sad i will be at a loss of wat to do..even when pple scold me i oso dunno how to react!I always diam diam leep quiet or i just gif in to watever they want me to do..
Third....leadership skills....i totally suck at it...dun come and argue wif me.
Erm..cant tink of anything else le...
Actually i tink i haf double personalities....i can be quiet, expressionless, introvert...or i can be cheerful, talkative, extrovert...it depends though...when i'm tired, or the pple ard me are quiet, or when i'm wif strangers..i'm usually quiet....while if i'm vv jing shen, or the pple ard me vv cheerful, or when i'm wif gd frens..i can open up better....
Dunno leh....keep feeling my life really vv empty...like lacking sumthing liddat....tink i'm lacking excitement in my life..haha...well i hope i can do some exciting stuff in the new yr la...maybe i need to learn how to open up more..haha...
Argh...crap so much...all i type like no link oso...haha...
Continue wif a part 2 tml..HAve a nice daY~
Todae, the 31st of Dec, is the last day of the year 2004.
Quite a important date to me, cos this day doesnt just mean the end of a year, but oso the end of an important stage of my life.
Secondary Education.
Yup....my 4 years of secondary sch education in Anglican High will officially end todae....
So wat haf i achieved during my secondary sch yrs?Well i got to know 3 good frens who share the same interests as me(now we share more than just interest haha)...i got to gain a little knowledge in computers, learn alot of new stuff thru studying..............................................................
Well...cant rmb anything else le..haha..maybe tt's all i achieved during the 4 yrs..Haix....should i say i wasted them off?haix..looking back i felt my sec sch life is so empty...haix.....
After todae, a new yr will come.....and i will be going off to the next stage of my education...junior college....i'm approaching it wif a nervous yet forward-looking attitude...nervous cos i quite shy..haha...forward looking cos its a new environment..
Next..what haf i learnt during my 4 yrs?i dun mean from txtbks..but others...
I learnt abit of computer stuff..ABIT...abit means a little, a little means not much..meaning i haf vv little knowledge on computers...however many pple kept tinking i vv good at computers...no matter how hard i try to explain they oso wun believe...but the truth is tt compared to those kids out there i know too little things liaox...at such a young age they can do alot which i cant do liaox......
Next...skills at handling pple....i tink i didnt learn a thing abt it...after 4 yrs i still dunno how to handle pple...when pple get angry or sad i will be at a loss of wat to do..even when pple scold me i oso dunno how to react!I always diam diam leep quiet or i just gif in to watever they want me to do..
Third....leadership skills....i totally suck at it...dun come and argue wif me.
Erm..cant tink of anything else le...
Actually i tink i haf double personalities....i can be quiet, expressionless, introvert...or i can be cheerful, talkative, extrovert...it depends though...when i'm tired, or the pple ard me are quiet, or when i'm wif strangers..i'm usually quiet....while if i'm vv jing shen, or the pple ard me vv cheerful, or when i'm wif gd frens..i can open up better....
Dunno leh....keep feeling my life really vv empty...like lacking sumthing liddat....tink i'm lacking excitement in my life..haha...well i hope i can do some exciting stuff in the new yr la...maybe i need to learn how to open up more..haha...
Argh...crap so much...all i type like no link oso...haha...
Continue wif a part 2 tml..HAve a nice daY~
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Hey man!
Sorry ah....few days nvr blog liaox....mon and tues went to class chalet..then todae went out wif frens...
Mon and tues went for 4J class chalet...at this vvvvvv ulu place in aloha changi...so ulu there are no facilities nearby..first day reached at abt 3 plus...settled down liaox then decided to play soccer....nearby us there is this soccer field where a few kids were playing...we tot it was an open field so we went to play...
This is where we first met this bunch of 'SIA kids'.This bunch of kids...on seeing us..came to us and say: U need SIA pass to come in. Are u pilots?If not cannot come in.
Wah...so damn xiao zhang....those kids only abt pri 1 pri2 only lor...but they so rude lor....no respect for us at all.
Then we insisted on playing...so they went off to get their fathers to come...their fathers are better...no airs...after some talking we decided to play together wif those kids...
Those kids would shout 'Child Abuse!' whenever we kicked near to their goalpost. -.-
After soccer we went back to start our bbq...those kids came to our chalet again(theirs beside us only) Because of the strong wind we had difficulty starting the fire...when they saw us they say: Hey u noe how to start fire one or not?
Very rude right?So wat if their fathers are pliots?vv big meh?so wat if u all are rich? vv big meh?
Humph!
Tt night went home in fren's car.
Second day met up wif frens to haf breakfast b4 going down to chalet....spent the time listening to music..play cards etc...lunch went down to changi village to eat lunch...then a few of us went down to changi beach to pick seashells...haha...i got one very nice seashell...its a full shell..haha...only pity the surface is dull.
At night we had steamboat for dinner...quite nice la..haha....after dinner we walked ard the place for a while b4 going home..
Err...maybe it seems quite sianx to u all...actually quite true oso cos tt place really too ulu to do much stuff...but its not the activities tt matters...its the pple i was wif....haha.
Anyway..todae went out wif frens...lunch then movie then arcade then walk abt..went to esplanade library and roof terrace...then down to merlion at the sg river...b4 ending in the form of dinner at eunos...
Well...this is one of the last few chances we get to get together b4 we go to diff JCs nxt yr....haix...
Err..stop here first...maybe continue tml..
Sorry ah....few days nvr blog liaox....mon and tues went to class chalet..then todae went out wif frens...
Mon and tues went for 4J class chalet...at this vvvvvv ulu place in aloha changi...so ulu there are no facilities nearby..first day reached at abt 3 plus...settled down liaox then decided to play soccer....nearby us there is this soccer field where a few kids were playing...we tot it was an open field so we went to play...
This is where we first met this bunch of 'SIA kids'.This bunch of kids...on seeing us..came to us and say: U need SIA pass to come in. Are u pilots?If not cannot come in.
Wah...so damn xiao zhang....those kids only abt pri 1 pri2 only lor...but they so rude lor....no respect for us at all.
Then we insisted on playing...so they went off to get their fathers to come...their fathers are better...no airs...after some talking we decided to play together wif those kids...
Those kids would shout 'Child Abuse!' whenever we kicked near to their goalpost. -.-
After soccer we went back to start our bbq...those kids came to our chalet again(theirs beside us only) Because of the strong wind we had difficulty starting the fire...when they saw us they say: Hey u noe how to start fire one or not?
Very rude right?So wat if their fathers are pliots?vv big meh?so wat if u all are rich? vv big meh?
Humph!
Tt night went home in fren's car.
Second day met up wif frens to haf breakfast b4 going down to chalet....spent the time listening to music..play cards etc...lunch went down to changi village to eat lunch...then a few of us went down to changi beach to pick seashells...haha...i got one very nice seashell...its a full shell..haha...only pity the surface is dull.
At night we had steamboat for dinner...quite nice la..haha....after dinner we walked ard the place for a while b4 going home..
Err...maybe it seems quite sianx to u all...actually quite true oso cos tt place really too ulu to do much stuff...but its not the activities tt matters...its the pple i was wif....haha.
Anyway..todae went out wif frens...lunch then movie then arcade then walk abt..went to esplanade library and roof terrace...then down to merlion at the sg river...b4 ending in the form of dinner at eunos...
Well...this is one of the last few chances we get to get together b4 we go to diff JCs nxt yr....haix...
Err..stop here first...maybe continue tml..
Sunday, December 26, 2004
What a day todae...
First was the big earthquake tt rox a few countries around the indian ocean...killed so many pple, left so many homeless and many others missing...haix...
Then when i came up here....realised the tagboard is gone...seems like got prob wif the tagboard service....cos my frens' blogs all liddat....
Sianx..
First was the big earthquake tt rox a few countries around the indian ocean...killed so many pple, left so many homeless and many others missing...haix...
Then when i came up here....realised the tagboard is gone...seems like got prob wif the tagboard service....cos my frens' blogs all liddat....
Sianx..
Saturday, December 25, 2004
Hello..
Todae is christmas day....hmm makes no diff to me....its just another day....slack at home watching tv..play dreamcast.......slack ard..haha...i'm a boring person.
But this yr's christmas seems much more lively than previous yrs...cos parties are held in Orchard Rd..then radio and tv talk alot abt christmas....making christmas look as grand as new yr..haha....
Maybe the economy is picking up, so every1 in the mood to celebrate..haha...
Haha...saw another quote which i like:
"War never decided who was right, only who was left."
Todae is christmas day....hmm makes no diff to me....its just another day....slack at home watching tv..play dreamcast.......slack ard..haha...i'm a boring person.
But this yr's christmas seems much more lively than previous yrs...cos parties are held in Orchard Rd..then radio and tv talk alot abt christmas....making christmas look as grand as new yr..haha....
Maybe the economy is picking up, so every1 in the mood to celebrate..haha...
Haha...saw another quote which i like:
"War never decided who was right, only who was left."
Thursday, December 23, 2004
Yoz.
Todae went out wif frens..haha...tink i wun touch on it too much..abit sensitive..lolx...
But anyway i watch kung fu hustle le...haha....rox sia...some scenes can laugh until want to die...i laugh until no sound come out from my mouth..haha...a must-watch show
Hmm...i did a very very good deed todae...haha..............dunno if i did it correctly or not la..haha...but i helped a fren =)
Hey hey...since the 2 professors i noe are going to RJ ah....tink i should introduce the 2 of u to each other huh?haha...u 2 are schmates, maybe even classmates, and professors..so should noe each other le right?haha...Prof Bai and Prof Lau.....nxt time got chance meet on msn la..i introduce the 2 of u to each other..lolx...
Erm...tink nth for now...anyway happy christmas' eve's eve to all!
Todae went out wif frens..haha...tink i wun touch on it too much..abit sensitive..lolx...
But anyway i watch kung fu hustle le...haha....rox sia...some scenes can laugh until want to die...i laugh until no sound come out from my mouth..haha...a must-watch show
Hmm...i did a very very good deed todae...haha..............dunno if i did it correctly or not la..haha...but i helped a fren =)
Hey hey...since the 2 professors i noe are going to RJ ah....tink i should introduce the 2 of u to each other huh?haha...u 2 are schmates, maybe even classmates, and professors..so should noe each other le right?haha...Prof Bai and Prof Lau.....nxt time got chance meet on msn la..i introduce the 2 of u to each other..lolx...
Erm...tink nth for now...anyway happy christmas' eve's eve to all!
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
From her blog:
The enthusiasm to believe that I will get better is based on the reluctance to think about the concept of death, to try to understand what death means. Of course death is frightening. That's a natural biological reaction. Every living thing strives to stay alive. And death is all the more frightening when you have to watch it unfold before yourself. But you achieve absolutely nothing by refusing to acknowledge it. You do not comfort me with your assurance that I won't die, because escaping death is not what I'm longing for. What I'm longing for is for you to understand what death is. Look it in the eye and see it for what it is. And then you'll see that understanding death is the only one and true liberation...
The enthusiasm to believe that I will get better is based on the reluctance to think about the concept of death, to try to understand what death means. Of course death is frightening. That's a natural biological reaction. Every living thing strives to stay alive. And death is all the more frightening when you have to watch it unfold before yourself. But you achieve absolutely nothing by refusing to acknowledge it. You do not comfort me with your assurance that I won't die, because escaping death is not what I'm longing for. What I'm longing for is for you to understand what death is. Look it in the eye and see it for what it is. And then you'll see that understanding death is the only one and true liberation...
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