AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry..just venting my frustrations.
Spent one whole day staring at the computer screen(my eyes pain liaox) trying to create a website...website is done, but the scripting isnt..
Haix heck le la..just submit...cannot flunk my other subjs just for computing...
Anyway this will be my last post b4 the exams too....it may perhaps be my last time on the net b4 the exams too....so see u all after the exams!
Haha long time ago i said i wanted to create a new blog...but now obviously no time liaox..so i hope to get it done by end of july....
Stay tuned!

China tested some long range missile that can be fired from their submarines tt can reach any part of US..
US oso tested some new missile launch system, then moved some shealth bombers to korea and japan.....



World War 3 coming?

To my dear friend: That's why i say studies isn't the most important thing in our lives...becos life is so that unpredictable.....its the everyday experience tt's impt i tink..our friends, our family, all the major and minor unique experiences encountered everyday...the memories...

Hello.

Now holed up in comp lab....completing the harmoc concert thingy today....hope nothing goes wrong this time..haha.

Just made the tagboard layer longer..so u all no need to scroll up and down to type haha.

HeY! Read the newspaper report on the downtown extension mrt line? They mentioned that eventually there will be a Eastern Region Line where they will serve residents living in Jalan Besar and parts of Bedok and Tampines currently not served by the MRT now...
ACtually i was wondering although Tampines quite big, its quite well linked up to the central area...so i thought another MRT station is not required..
But of course, they want to build i also dun mind..haha...best its right under my block..then i just go down i can take the train straight down to the casi...oops sorry i meant the resort.

WEll i guess all of u got point...if die early i will see lesser of the ugly side of the world, and tt since no matter what i wil die one day, thus i should live a meaningful life etc......
Ok la, put that aside for now...talk le vv sao xing...besides the nkf drama is about encouraging pple to live, not to die..haha..
Talk about it again when i have the mood to.Haha.Thanks for all your comments!

Watched Scholar of Scholars on Tuesday? That one was special..primary sch kids challenge..i saw some of them their chinese names vv sophiscated haha..
Then i recalled long time ago there was a newspper report about parents nowadays dunwan give their children chinese names anymore...only english names...
This makes me wonder next time if those kids go up on chinese game shows then use their english names...wun tt look abit awkward?

K la go liaox...finish rendering the videos liaox...burn them into vcds then go home for lunch le..damn hungry.

Haix watched the nkf cancer fund drama just now...
Saw the guy steven? A guy so healthy, suddenly kena cancer and died just like tt...
Sure, if we watched our diet, exercise often, dun smoke, dun drink blah blah, we can easily avoid cancers like lung and liver cancers..But wat about brain cancer? How to avoid it?
Tt guy ping shi nvr do anything abnormal, yet can kena tumour in the brain and die..Haix.
Life, aiya so unpredictable...scally tml will be my turn to see 'dirty things'..
At least he died knowing that he had vv good buddies beside him to offer support..how many such good buddies can we find in real life? Pple who although are poor themselves, are still willing to fork out money to help pay for the operations, help u fight baddies when they come after u?
Haix, the picture those dramas painted are too beautiful, too perfect to be found in real life...
THough one thing the drama pointed out is vv true..tt is the world todae is vv practical, vv status conscious.
Wat's wrong wif cooking chicken curry? Nothing wrong, its decent living. Yet if u tell pple u cook chicken curry for a living, they give u a look as though u are a criminal.
Perhaps if pple are less practical, less status conscious, less money-minded, more caring, more friendly, the world will be a better place to live in.

Serious things aside, i just realised my dark eye rings are getting more obvious..haha..turning into a panda...luckily the specs made them slightly less noticeable..Haix..i need more sleep.

*HaIx.I lEt EvErYoNe DoWn...*

Haix..just now afternoon sleep then woke up with headache...not exactly vv painful but because i was in lousy mood, the headache was a torture.
Luckily got my mother's panadol...so powerful tt my headache was gone in an hour...

*wEbSiTe DeVeLoPmEnT...*

HEllo.
The channel 8 show on Netherworlds just ended..many pple criticised tt its a lousy show, waste of money etc....Actually i like the show...as one guy said, if dramas are all abt ordinary life, there's nth to watch liaox.
I wonder is there really life after death? Is there really a Netherworlds where souls go tt and wait to be recarnated?
Sometimes i will wonder wat my previous life was..haha...maybe i was a top student, maybe i was a president, or a singer, or maybe a murderer.haha.
Recently my block is undergoing upgrades..now they are recoating the corridors wif a layer of i-dunno-wat-tt-is..then a few days ago they told us to remove our stuff along the corridors..
This reminded me of P*** L**..haha..he got alot of plants along the corridors leh..wonder if one day he kena the upgrades where is he going to place all the plants haha.

*fIrEwOrKs*PhP*bIpArItE mAtChInG*

HellO WorLD!
Now i'm in the sch comp lab...tt time i flimed harmoc concert then the tcher wants a vcd of it...so i now waiting while the video is being captured into the com...haix.
Its real time capturing lor...so 1 hr video takes 1 hr to capture....
Earlier on i had nsc training...haix again take vv long time to solve questions...wonder if i can make it for competition leh...2 mths left....
Sianx.
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Haha.I have finally found a real life application of c++ liaox...tt is to create programs tt encode and decode sentences!

Wklv lv vrrr frro$$$

Sorry la...but too many pple reading my blog liaox...haha...so hor, some stuff which i want to say but cannot let u all see hor...no choice encode it lor.
I created a decoder so tt next time i want to read it again i just run the decoder...vv easy ma just change + to - haha *Hint hint*
Dun worry la, i wun use it vv often...only when i tink i really need to use then i will use..haha.

Dp l vwxslgB L*p dfwxdoo dvnlqj wkh jluo l olnh wr jr diwhu wkh jx vkh olnhv1 Dp l fud}B Pdeh qrw111pdeh11l*p mxvw wrr wluhg1111

Do u think i can use this to say sensitive stuff and escape the law? Haha..no la i wun do tt..

hello.
Finally i begin to realise tt i do not have a lot of time left to complete all my hw and study my tests....I took one week more than other pple to realise tt..haha.
So now must start work le....now reading this giant book(nono its not a book about giants, i mean a giant-sized book) which i borrowed from the library...need it for computing..haix.
Very bad weather these days...sometimes hot like mad sometimes rain like mad...
But unfortunately, its the durian season. I keep telling myself cannot eat too much durian, but haix...cant resist the temptation..
But then, as i always say, we shouldnt restrict our eating habits. WE should eat watever we want. IF u everyday this cannot eat, that cannot eat..might as well dun live right?
Ya la, eat wrong stuff not good for health, but at the most die only ma...the earth wun stop spinning because i died. The world wun mourn over your loss.
Dunno if F***(i repeat hor, its not F word, its the name of my fren, he's just suay G** gave him his name haha) still wants to grow durians in indonesia..i may join him and grow durians.

心 跳乱了节奏 梦也不自由
爱 是个绝对承诺 不说 撑到一千年以后

放任无奈 淹没尘埃
我在废墟之中守着你走来 喔
我的泪光 承载不了 喔
所有一切你要的爱(所有一切你需要的爱)

因为在 一千年以后 世界早已没有我
无法深情挽着你的手 浅吻着你的额头
别等到 一千年以后 所有人都遗忘了我
那时红色黄昏的沙漠 能有谁
解开缠绕千年的寂寞 缠绕千年的寂寞

"What if in the process of loving u hurt others? For eg u hurt another guy who was v deep in love in that girl?" --G**

Hmm..this is a difficult question...i dun haf an answer yet...maybe u readers can help out?
But i was thinking, if i dunwan to hurt other pple in the process of loving pple, does it mean i should stop loving altogether?Be a monk?

Well i agree that life is very much a routine....everyday we just wake up, go sch have lessons, cca, go home, sleep, next morning wake up again etc etc...we are no different from robots isnt it?
However, the one thing tt separates us from humans, as i haf said, is tt we have the ability to FEEL. To love, to hate...issit wat tt makes life more interesting?
Every morning we wake up, its a routine, but i realise tt i will be seeing my friends, tt makes the waking up process more interesting.
When i'm having cca, its a routine, but i realise tt i'm doing something i like, tt makes this routine more enjoyable.
When i'm on my way home, its a routine, but i realise tt i'm alone, by myself, sitting at the window looking at the scenery outside, not tinking of any schwork, somehow i enjoy the going home process.
Generally, humans have the ability to enjoy what they are doing, unlike robots who dun haf the ability to do so.Even though i may be doing something horrible, but if i'm doing wif my frens, at least i noe i haf my frens ard wif me...the process wun feel so bad..
SAd to say, friendships and relationships arent so simple nowadays...not many pple really love for love....most love becos its a routine...they see their friends get married, so they haf to get married too...they see their friends got children, they must haf children too..
Why do we need to act like robots everyday? Doing the same stuff, saying the same things etc.....
I tink money is the one culprit. Everyone is this world wants money. THey work for money, do for money, talk for money, eat for money, sleep for money, everything they do is for money.
I tink we, students, are studying for money. WE study all these stuff, mug like mad to get a piece of paper so that we can get a good job to earn money.
What's the reason for earning so much money?
WE, humans are greedy. We want money so that we can buy this, get that, buy that, get this.....Many friends and lovers became enemies overnight..thanks to money.In the end, we will die, and will be left wif nothing except a coffin to lie in.
I think, our life should not be just about earning money to get all the stuff we want. Our life should be about gaining memories...beautiful memories.
We have friendships and relationships so that we can have beautiful memories about our friends, our loved ones etc..all the things we have done together, all the things we have talked about..shared...fought for...etc.
WE pursue our own interests so that we can have beautiful memories about the things we do...doing the things we really liked, enjoying the process...etc..
WE gain experience by doing things we never done b4 so we will have beautiful memories about all the things we have done before..
So, one day, as we breathe our last few cm cube of oxygen, we think back all the things we have done while we were still alive, and we will be happy to noe that we have done so many things b4....in other words, we can carry our memories with us into our tombs...
Otherwise, we will be regretting..why didnt i do this while i was still able to? why didnt i say tt when i was given a chance to?
What's the use of getting the best computers, the best cars, the most handsome men or the most beautiful women when u cant take them wif u to ur death?
BUT, back to reality, our world is too obsessed wif money...we even need money to survive, we need money to do the things we like...
Tts y even though i say so much, i'm still a robot...waking up, studying, sleeping..everyday...
Money is the root of all evil. Its not just evil. I tink money is the root of all humans.


Ubin is gone...Ubin is gone forever........

(Held up a small bottle of obviously-cannot-be-drunk-liquid)
'Class, do you think u can drink this?'
'No...'(some hestiating)
'Yes u can drink this! Only once.'

(Held up a self-made boomerang)
'This is a guarantee-return boomerang. If you throw this out, it will come definitely come back.
Another reason why its called a guarantee-return boomerang is becos if u throw it at your fren, ur fren will throw back at you.'

WAtched Armagradorn last night?
I watched abit only..not as nice as infernal affairs haha.
Well what if one day an asteroid is really going to hit earth, and unlike the movie, in this case there's no way u can stop the asteroid i.e. everyone is going to die.
What will you do in the last few days tts left?
Think about it.

Haix..my nightmare is going to begin....
2 competitions. One in July, one in August. I will be competing with my two dear friends. Suay suay both have bad experiences with my sch they hate it so they will try their best to do me in.
Both are the experts in their respective fields. They are the ones who taught me those stuff. I am the noob here.
Stress.

One box of ice.
'Girl come, take this hammer smash this ice.'
(hit)(ice shatters)
Another box of ice.
'The strongest guy, come and smash this ice.'
(HIT)(ice never break)
'Know why the ice never break? Cos the ice is covered with tissue paper. Can anyone explain y?'
'Issit becos the tissue paper absorb the shock?'
'What?!?So i put tissue paper on your face and i punch your face u wun feel pain la?'

I like the way this guy tried to explain lol.

My entry seems to contradict what the rest said abt the match...maybe becos i sat wif my frens more towards the MJ side so i made some judgement mistakes.
Nvm, its all over...
The morning after the match the principal was obviously not in a good mood....we got a 'Don't be ridiculous' from her after some crazy pple shouted 'half day'.
Even the tchers were surprised...they had expected the principal to stil give us half day..
On fri, she apologised for the outburst of emotions which caused some pple to go out of the hall in a lousy mood...said she couldnt sleep well the previous night..so apologised...
Our hockey girls retained their title.We got a half day for tt.
(THAT pe tcher was saying rj got 18 national titles last yr..if they have half days for each title they no need attend lessons liaox..in response to tt i said to my fren: cos rj mugger sch ma, we are not)

Family warmth. I experienced it today.

Soccer finals. National Stadium. VJ vs MJ. VJ were in the finals for the past 4 years. MJ first time. VJ soccer coach is national u-18 team coach. MJ soccer has 2 national players. We met in the second round of the games. Vj won 3-0.
Today, we lost.
1-1 in full time. No goals in sudden death. Lost 4-5 in penalty shootout.
What happened? They were thrashing other teams in the earlier rounds, only drawing once wif CJ in the first round because they were already in the 2nd round so they rested their main players.
Complacency? i personally think so. Even before they played their semis the tchers already anticipated they will be in finals.
'I don't think i will see u next wed for maths tutorial cos most likely half day'
Same response from my friends.
'Aiya sure win de la!'
'Its so obvious...'
Even the principal.
'We are quite confident of our boys la'
Perhaps the players themselves think so too.
Anyway, both teams played very well...but MJ put up a better fight..if not for the penalty we would have lost in the 90mins liaox.
In my opinion the match itself is not the main attraction of the match..i tink the atmosphere is. Or rather, the cheering and drumming from the crowd.
Where are all the Victorians when the players needed support? MJ pple took up more than 2/3 of the grandstand, only a corner taken up by us.
VJ? Whole school went for support? What crap.
'Are you going down to support today?'
'Obviously not!'
This scene is being repeated many times over.
Maybe Victorians dont noe the importance of supporting and cheering.
Victorian spirit? What crap.
MJ pple turned up in full force. And they are all so supportive...cheering all the way, never giving up.
I can feel that their hearts went out to the players.
I tink the principal made a big mistake today=>giving us half day off.
'Can i trust you to go down to the stadium yourselves to support them?'
'Yes!!!'(resounding)
What happened in the end?
Why are only the Red-shirts (aka the SCs in charge of cheering) getting us to cheer on? Shouldnt every single SC be part of it?esp in such an important match? There are only about 10 or so Red-shirts.
I tink MJ was a more vibrant crowd todae, cheering on and on and on. More active, more supportive, louder, fiercer etc.....
VJ well known for cheering and supporting their fellow schoolmates? What crap.
WE didnt only lose in the game. In terms of school spirit, school unity, support for fellow schoolmates, we lost completely.
And finally, wil u call a man a real man if he is always acting like king in school, shows off his muscles everywhere he goes...
'NEVER CUP YOUR EARS! MINUS ONE! MINUS TWO!'
...but doesnt even have the courage to look at penalty kicks being taken?
Congrats to the champions.

'U see ah, if the cost is not high, why hasnt any company in singapore done it?Right?'

Haix...so everything tt is feasible have already being implemented by those companies liaox...wat else can we come up wif?

Firefox suck.

LEt's talk about seniors today.
For this post i will just refer to those slightly-older-peers in our ccas...
Seniors. The pple who help u through throughout ur years in ur ccas. They are the experienced pple whom we will turn to when we have any probs...(no one in the right mind will go to the teachers)
Have u all met good seniors before?
For me..i'm quite lucky cos i have quite a few vv good seniors..in primary sch everything oso tcher settle...so nvr had chance to meet a senior...
The first senior i met was JX..2 yrs older than me..the vice president of ACAC when i was back in sec1..tt time first time in acac so he talked to us...got us to intro etc..
He was one big joker...like monkey liddat lolx...always made pple happy..
When we were split into grps i went to the grp he led..which was the multimedia grp...he was the one who taught me macromedia director and how to use paint to create my own graphics haha..
His training was never stressful...always vv fun de...learnt alot of things from him..so his training was one of the 2 reasons i always looked forward to cca in lower sec(the other reason becos can see my frens)..
After their batch left next batch came up...was close to 2 of my seniors in the same grp as me..NCC and WL..haha..WL was the grp leader...sometimes i dun like his way of doing things but was close to him cos he's friendly and he lives just opposite me.
In jc i met quite a few good seniors too....esp two of them who help me and my frens alot during the chinese current affairs quiz...
2 others..the former p and vp of icomp...oso helped me alot by giving me advice on stuff such as video taking..or simply made me laugh haha..
I tink seniors form an important part in our lives because they are always ready to help solve our problems...teachers and us age difference too big liaox so talk to them will feel abit uncomfortable..sometimes even get scolded..whereas seniors are nearer to our ages, talk to them more comfortable..like frens liddat..haha..
A BIG thank you to all of them!

WHich is better?
A school tt is so huge u can get lost inside, with facilities more than wat ur community centre can provide, when u are in the school compound, it is so eeriely quiet, only a few souls around..huge empty space all ard u...*gush of wind*
Or a school which is quite small, u only need half an hour to know every single location in the school, not so much facilities though still enough la, when u are in the school compund, everywhere u see frens walking ard, everywhere is crowded and noisy..
I prefer the latter.

Quite some time ago vj held their SC investiture...then they invited this guest of honour to come...i listened to his speech and he said something like this(since it happened so long ago i cant rmb the exact words liaox..hope the meaning is still there)
Anyway..he was saying there are four types of pple in this world....
THe first type of pple are those who make the world go round.
THe second type of pple are those who watch the world go round.
The third type of pple lives day by day without even knowing tt the world is going round.
The last type of pple sits there and watch the world go round, then comes up wif all sorts of complains abt the world going round.

Yesterday the straits times saturday special talk abt pple who quit their high paying jobs to study religion...wif some pple ending up becoming nuns and priests...some pple had $2000++ jobs, but drop tt becos they realise it is not wat they want. Now they are living on $50 allowance....
I'm quite amazed at their courage to drop everything they have to find out more abt life etc.. maybe next time i should go study too...
Err no la..i dun mean become monk...not prepared yet lol...but just study more abt religion..
More abt the philosophy actually...religion seems abit....never mind. Later say too much my name appears in the headlines.

*WhEn CaN i EvEr SeE tHe LiGhT oF dAy?*

I'm tired of blogging.
Blogging seems so meaningless nowadays....wat's the use of blogging? To keep track of things that happened to me? TO let my frens noe how good or how bad ur life is?
Y do i haf to blog? Who will read anyway? So wat if they read? They will forget it after closing the window..
So its for myself? Maybe when i grow old i can read it to see how my life was back in the younger days, then cry bitterly tt i had led such a meaningless life, y i didnt do this, y i didnt do tt...
Blogging seems so...restricted....u cant say wat u really want to say...cos u noe ur frens are reading it, cos the government will throw u into jail if u say the wrong things..
Anyway, to fulfil my above tasks....Tues my class was one of few selected to support vj table tennis girls in the finals...it was a tough match against rj..playng right down to the deciding match of the deciding set. We lost.
Fri helped out in filming. The IP students want to do a video to promote vj IP programme to parents in china.Filmed the interviews of some IP china students, filmed the hostel at victoria school, film my house Aquila function and the guitar concert.
Todae went to sch for programming..turn out i was the only one there...tried to solve a question but keep getting output limit exceeded or wrong answer.
I'm tired of blogging.