I wonder why i am getting so worked up over this new yr...just scanned my previous entries i realised i didnt even post an entry on new yr last yr...maybe, as i said in my last entry,it means the end of an impt stage of my life, and the start of another impt stage...or maybe its becos of the way 2004 is being ended.
Its sad the yr 2004 has to end in this way...many innocent lives have been lost by the merciless tsunamis...many of them are just poor fishermen trying to sustain their lives, casual tourists trying to take a break from the stressed environment, or simply ordinary citizens who can't afford a hse in the city. Maybe, as wat my fren said in her blog:
Mother nature has shown us humans tt we are not the ultimate rulers of this planet. The lady's still in charge.
Watever it is, it had happened and we cant reverse time. So wat we can do now is to help the affected pple get over this as soon as possible and oso, while we celebrate the new yr, we should oso rmb tt there are many others who are suffering out there..
Of course, let's hope Man will put in more effort in caring for the envrionment so tt mother nature will not have to punish us again wif another natural disaster or another fast-spreading virus...
At the same time,we cannot forget the wars and fights that are still on-going....whether for ideology, for land, for sovereignty, for survival or watever...lets hope Man will realise the importance of peace and fight for it..
As for the individuals....lets hope in the new yr we can continue to work hard to get wat we want, either for the ambition of becoming watever we want to be(I dream.............), the grades we want, the guys or girls we like, the love we want, the items we want to get hold of....
BUT, we cannot be going after wat we want blindly......while doing so we must make sure we take care of other pple's feelings....we must cherish the pple and things we haf ard us(rmb the tsunami disaster)..dun wait until its gone b4 we start regretting...
Most importantly, the disaster is a reminder to all of us to cherish our lives.....dun meet any setback and tink of suicide....there are so many others out there trying to cling onto their dear lives...we should be grateful tt we are well and alive...so treat our ownselves wif more respect.
Be optimistic towards yr 2005...its a new yr, wif events and activities eagerly awaiting us(good ones i hope)....The yr 2004 has been quite an eventful year for many of us i'm sure...in the 366 days we had our share of ups and downs....no matter wat, leave these ups and downs in our memories and be prepared to accept yr 2005!
I will end my last post of the year 2004 wif a simple greeting to all.


Happy new year.

2004 is coming to an end.
Todae, the 31st of Dec, is the last day of the year 2004.
Quite a important date to me, cos this day doesnt just mean the end of a year, but oso the end of an important stage of my life.
Secondary Education.
Yup....my 4 years of secondary sch education in Anglican High will officially end todae....
So wat haf i achieved during my secondary sch yrs?Well i got to know 3 good frens who share the same interests as me(now we share more than just interest haha)...i got to gain a little knowledge in computers, learn alot of new stuff thru studying..............................................................
Well...cant rmb anything else le..haha..maybe tt's all i achieved during the 4 yrs..Haix....should i say i wasted them off?haix..looking back i felt my sec sch life is so empty...haix.....
After todae, a new yr will come.....and i will be going off to the next stage of my education...junior college....i'm approaching it wif a nervous yet forward-looking attitude...nervous cos i quite shy..haha...forward looking cos its a new environment..
Next..what haf i learnt during my 4 yrs?i dun mean from txtbks..but others...
I learnt abit of computer stuff..ABIT...abit means a little, a little means not much..meaning i haf vv little knowledge on computers...however many pple kept tinking i vv good at computers...no matter how hard i try to explain they oso wun believe...but the truth is tt compared to those kids out there i know too little things liaox...at such a young age they can do alot which i cant do liaox......
Next...skills at handling pple....i tink i didnt learn a thing abt it...after 4 yrs i still dunno how to handle pple...when pple get angry or sad i will be at a loss of wat to do..even when pple scold me i oso dunno how to react!I always diam diam leep quiet or i just gif in to watever they want me to do..
Third....leadership skills....i totally suck at it...dun come and argue wif me.
Erm..cant tink of anything else le...
Actually i tink i haf double personalities....i can be quiet, expressionless, introvert...or i can be cheerful, talkative, extrovert...it depends though...when i'm tired, or the pple ard me are quiet, or when i'm wif strangers..i'm usually quiet....while if i'm vv jing shen, or the pple ard me vv cheerful, or when i'm wif gd frens..i can open up better....
Dunno leh....keep feeling my life really vv empty...like lacking sumthing liddat....tink i'm lacking excitement in my life..haha...well i hope i can do some exciting stuff in the new yr la...maybe i need to learn how to open up more..haha...
Argh...crap so much...all i type like no link oso...haha...
Continue wif a part 2 tml..HAve a nice daY~

Hey man!
Sorry ah....few days nvr blog liaox....mon and tues went to class chalet..then todae went out wif frens...
Mon and tues went for 4J class chalet...at this vvvvvv ulu place in aloha changi...so ulu there are no facilities nearby..first day reached at abt 3 plus...settled down liaox then decided to play soccer....nearby us there is this soccer field where a few kids were playing...we tot it was an open field so we went to play...
This is where we first met this bunch of 'SIA kids'.This bunch of kids...on seeing us..came to us and say: U need SIA pass to come in. Are u pilots?If not cannot come in.
Wah...so damn xiao zhang....those kids only abt pri 1 pri2 only lor...but they so rude lor....no respect for us at all.
Then we insisted on playing...so they went off to get their fathers to come...their fathers are better...no airs...after some talking we decided to play together wif those kids...
Those kids would shout 'Child Abuse!' whenever we kicked near to their goalpost. -.-
After soccer we went back to start our bbq...those kids came to our chalet again(theirs beside us only) Because of the strong wind we had difficulty starting the fire...when they saw us they say: Hey u noe how to start fire one or not?
Very rude right?So wat if their fathers are pliots?vv big meh?so wat if u all are rich? vv big meh?
Humph!
Tt night went home in fren's car.
Second day met up wif frens to haf breakfast b4 going down to chalet....spent the time listening to music..play cards etc...lunch went down to changi village to eat lunch...then a few of us went down to changi beach to pick seashells...haha...i got one very nice seashell...its a full shell..haha...only pity the surface is dull.
At night we had steamboat for dinner...quite nice la..haha....after dinner we walked ard the place for a while b4 going home..
Err...maybe it seems quite sianx to u all...actually quite true oso cos tt place really too ulu to do much stuff...but its not the activities tt matters...its the pple i was wif....haha.
Anyway..todae went out wif frens...lunch then movie then arcade then walk abt..went to esplanade library and roof terrace...then down to merlion at the sg river...b4 ending in the form of dinner at eunos...
Well...this is one of the last few chances we get to get together b4 we go to diff JCs nxt yr....haix...
Err..stop here first...maybe continue tml..

What a day todae...
First was the big earthquake tt rox a few countries around the indian ocean...killed so many pple, left so many homeless and many others missing...haix...
Then when i came up here....realised the tagboard is gone...seems like got prob wif the tagboard service....cos my frens' blogs all liddat....
Sianx..

Hello..
Todae is christmas day....hmm makes no diff to me....its just another day....slack at home watching tv..play dreamcast.......slack ard..haha...i'm a boring person.
But this yr's christmas seems much more lively than previous yrs...cos parties are held in Orchard Rd..then radio and tv talk alot abt christmas....making christmas look as grand as new yr..haha....
Maybe the economy is picking up, so every1 in the mood to celebrate..haha...
Haha...saw another quote which i like:
"War never decided who was right, only who was left."

Yoz.
Todae went out wif frens..haha...tink i wun touch on it too much..abit sensitive..lolx...
But anyway i watch kung fu hustle le...haha....rox sia...some scenes can laugh until want to die...i laugh until no sound come out from my mouth..haha...a must-watch show
Hmm...i did a very very good deed todae...haha..............dunno if i did it correctly or not la..haha...but i helped a fren =)
Hey hey...since the 2 professors i noe are going to RJ ah....tink i should introduce the 2 of u to each other huh?haha...u 2 are schmates, maybe even classmates, and professors..so should noe each other le right?haha...Prof Bai and Prof Lau.....nxt time got chance meet on msn la..i introduce the 2 of u to each other..lolx...
Erm...tink nth for now...anyway happy christmas' eve's eve to all!

From her blog:
The enthusiasm to believe that I will get better is based on the reluctance to think about the concept of death, to try to understand what death means. Of course death is frightening. That's a natural biological reaction. Every living thing strives to stay alive. And death is all the more frightening when you have to watch it unfold before yourself. But you achieve absolutely nothing by refusing to acknowledge it. You do not comfort me with your assurance that I won't die, because escaping death is not what I'm longing for. What I'm longing for is for you to understand what death is. Look it in the eye and see it for what it is. And then you'll see that understanding death is the only one and true liberation...

HEllo.........................
Todae went out wif my mother....accompanied her to hdb hub....cos she dunno how to go there mah...go there do wat leh?my parents finished paying the instalments of the flats..so todae gotta go down to collect some stuff....
Again todae the weather so hot......was toasting me lor..haix..
Took bus 8 to toa payoh...a mistake cos the bus trip was too long a journey.....reached there le waited for my father..then went on to finish the stuff....
U noe how long the whole process took?A mere 5 mins.....just collect a queue num, wait, sign some stuff, then collect and can go liaox..Wat the heck lor...spend one hour travelling there and another hour home....just to collect a few pieces of papers...
I tink they should be these kind of simple things easier to accompanish...for eg we can get those papers done at the branch office instead of going all the way to the hub......my mother came home wif headache lor...then she had to rest for a long time..haix...
Yesterday's papers had an article abt a woman who was going to die then started a blog to communicate wif her family members and frens after she was too weak to speak....i find the blog entries vv beautifully writtern and i admire her courage to face death bravely....
http://dyingis.blogspot.com
Spend some time reading it..its really nice....

TOdae went class outing...so called class outing la..
Morning went play badminton....then ard noon went to play soccer..
While playing soccer i was smacked hard in the face by some one accidentally....i ran up behind him but he didnt notice me...so he swing his hand while he kicked the ball...so now i got a little bruise on my face..when i went home i realise my nose oso bleed a little...but nth serious la...
Wah...these few days i nvr go out then the weather so cool...then todae i go out the weather so hot...haix...
Reached home le i watched pirates of the carribean....nice show la..haha...
Todae there seem to be training conducted by the air force huh?From morning i see the planes flying..till nitetime still can hear...
Nth else le....my life vv boring one..haha..
ANyway saw this nice quote from somewhere:
If the power of love can overcome the love for power then the world will know peace.
--Forgot who said this

Forced by ** *** to blog..haix..

THese few days.....didnt do much la..rot at home lor....err...cleaned the kitchen walls...then borrowed vcds to watch.....
Yesterday watched Brotherhood.....it was listed as nc16 in cinemas but funny it was listed as m18 in tt shop...but i see le dun see anything wrong leh....
Haix...maybe i becoming a violent person liaox o_O
Borrowed a total of 6 vcds....haha...at least wun feel so bored la..
Tml my bro starts his new term in poly le....so meaning i will be alone at home in the late afternoon.....
Nth else le la....my life vv boring de....so dun keep asking me to blog..haha

Its a big surprise some pple dunno who G** is....lolx...no la i dun blame u all...cos there seems to be many G**s ard me..lolx....got G*****,G** ** ****,G*******,G**** ****....all short form become G**...somemore a couple of them are oso well-known to be G**s....
Oh my..tt's confusing.
ANyway i cant reveal the name of G**...cos i was threatened and told not to...haha.....nvm la..let it be a little mystery here..haha..
I can gif a few clues though...he is not known to be G**,but technically speaking he is G** cos he IS really called G**....I sumtimes call him G** in my blog, but he always protests and says he's not G**...but now he gets mixed up when i put G** in my blog cos he tot i was calling him G** instead of G**..usually we usually call him G** cos shorter so easier to call.
Haha.
Oh anyway for todae, read Prof Lau's blog...i dun haf to type all over again..haha.

Haix...being forced by G** to blog...
I HAF NTH TO BLOG.

Haha...

WEll....lately many of my frens are working...as salespple etc....see them liddat i feel like i'm so lazy...haix..
Nvm la...i do hsework la..haha....if i do hsework well then when i ask for money to watch movie or sumthing i wun feel so bad right?haha...
But todae i just realised i haf worked b4.Haha...i had worked for 1 yr liaox.Todae i received a letter saying i got $150.Since I worked for appox 50 days throughout the yr it means my pay was $3 a day and......3hrs..so $1 an hr...hahahaha..
Hmm..not alot...but tink still ok la...better than nth..
But seriously i tink...the money shouldnt be mine.......i didnt work tt hard either...if my frens didnt help me i wouldnt haf got it...haix.....i feel bad getting it....... T.T

Wah...the moment i came up on net then so many pple talk to me...send files ans questions and help pple...wah so luan..
Todae continued wif my game....going crazy oso....cos stuck at some stupid bugs....haix...can die..
But couldnt spend too much time doing tt cos gotta help my mother wipe my hse doors and windows....in the end got a pail of black water and black cloth...
K la...now going to watch soccer and continue the game...cheers to all.

Todae i didnt play SIm city..abit sianx lor...my brother played though...his town got 1 million pple laiox...haha...
Instead played ard wif Director...haix so long nvr touch liaox..now abit rusty le...
Started work on the last(and possibly the biggest) Director 2D game i haf done....basically i just create a few games then lump them all together lor..haha..todae i tried to do a shooting game..similar to jaoss..its downright lame, ugly,disgusting, shytty and everything horrible...Dun ask me for the game cos i dun tink i will distribute...its too disgusting...maybe just share wif my 3 frens only..haha...

(-.-)
Past 2 days i didnt do much except sit infront of the com.Y?Cos was playing sim city haha..
I had sim city 3000 a few yrs back...tt time play until one day it suddenly hand at the loading screen and refused to budge..so i tot cd spoil liaox..so throw at a corner...
THen 2 days ago my bro went to test it out...surprisely it can work..haha...so start playing again lor..
Haha....my bro and i even managed to build a nice city..haha...of course wif cheat la...otherwise u tink so easy meh?lolx.
But his city nicer than mine...his got planning one...so he only build half the city already got 900000++ pple le...i anyhow build ah...the whole city vv messy...then whole city almost build up le then still 800000++ pple only...then always got pple complain say traffic in my city is like shit.haix..but no choice mah...i build up the whole city laiox then come tell me...i want build expressway oso difficult....
But nvm la...i tink my city oso not bad..haha....got alot of waterfront flats leh...haha.
THen i tink nth much liaox..haix..wat a waste of time..

Respect for Non-Living Things: Part 3
Music.
Music definitely plays a very very very very very very very very very important role in our lives huh?
Without music....there wun be Jay Chou, there wun be rAdio..there wun be mp3, there wun be Creative Technology, there wun be YamaHa..there wun be dancing in our grad nite...there wun be SIngapore Idol...
Without music...sucide rates will be vvvvvvv high every single day, cos in such a fast-paced society like singapore, there is no music to calm our nerves...so after prolonged stress we will jump. Without music....Earth wun be Earth liaox..haha..
So..respect music.=D

Oh...if u all want pics...go to gerald's and yi xuan's blog...plenty of them there =D

Hey!
Tues nvr blog cos was my sch's grad nite.
Yesterday nvr blog cos i got problems signing in...
Grad nite was ok....quite good la...though i tink not worth $80..haha...
The food was alright..quite nice..
The programme was quite ok too.....the guess-the-celebrity game was interesting..then the prom king prom queen thingy was quite fun too..
Great choice of music..the speakers were powerful too....strong bass and treble....though sad tt its not surround....so the sound only coming out from the front..
THe service was excellent..the waitress actually put the food into every single plate and bowl and placed them in front of us....sumthing even wedding dinners dont haf..haha....feel honoured leh...
After the grad nite ended there was this disco dancing segment for us...at this dancing segment i realised are generally 4 types of pple in us.
First type: Pple wif strict parents. THey haf to get home as early as possible so they disappeared immediately after the grad nite ended. Didnt stay for the dancing cos too late laiox.
Second type: Pple who also didnt stay after the dancing cos they find such stuff too sianz...so they went home to sleep
Third type:Pple who dun like dancing but dunwan to go home too..haha...so they stayed behind and slacked ard while watching others dance. I(and my 3 frens) should be in this type.
Fourth type: Extroverts wif bo chap parents....they let their hair down and danced to every tune played.
For a detailed outline abt grad nite, go to Prof Lau's blog. He typed out all the details..including wat happened to me after the grad nite..lolx...(save me the trouble to type =D)
Yesterday went to Fren's hse...cos another fren was going to leave singapore for shanghai for 2 yrs...so yesterday served as a little gather together b4 the separation..
Wah..the fren's hse was nice sia....so beautiful, so neat, so nice..haix..
WE played tennis, watched movie at pizza and played PS2....quite fun la..
AS for todae, i cleared my room todae....it was halfway done the last time so completed it todae.
I digged up quite alot of interesting stuff....then i put aside a drawer to put all these memorable stuff...which includes my kindergarten progress report, pri sch report bk, sec sch report bk, certificates, class photos, sch yearbks, grad nite tickets etc..haha.....
Tts all for todae.....ERm...Respect for Non-Living Things: Part3, Part4 and Part5 should be coming up soon...haha..
Tml...should be staying at home to continue learning some computing stuff...abit lagging liaox..